Divorce Contract C12
by berryChapter 12
Go Igyeol waved his hand. As Na Seonwoo turned his body toward the office, Go Igyeol watched him for a moment, then stepped onto the crosswalk to cross the streetâand suddenly felt an arm grab him. Staggering from the sudden pull, he was steadied by Na Seonwooâs two hands, and Seonwooâs lips came close to his ear.
âIf you need pheromones at all, tell me.â
ââŠWhat?â
âI heard alpha pheromones are essential when someoneâs pregnant. But you said youâd keep it secret until itâs stable. If thatâs the case, I can help.â
ââŠWhat do you mean by that?â
The light changed and people began crossing; Na Seonwoo pulled Go Igyeol inward off the curb to avoid them. The stopped cars and the bustling crowds no longer registeredâNa Seonwooâs gaze had been on Go Igyeol and Go Igyeol alone from the start.
âItâs best to get your spouseâs pheromones, but if thatâs not possible⊠I heard some people temporarily receive pheromones from another alpha. I might be wrong, but right now youââ
âNa Seonwoo. Thanks for worrying, but Iâll tell him soon.â
Go Igyeol spoke plainly, trying to mask the embarrassment that would have shown had Na Seonwoo really known what he was hiding.
âItâs not what youâre thinking. Seo Dohyeon and I have been waiting for this child too; I didnât tell him because Iâm afraid heâd be upset if anything went wrong. Thereâs no other reason.â
ââŠâŠâ
âWeâll handle our own business.â
He chose words that would draw a clear boundary to the probing Na Seonwoo; his tone was steady and he showed no tremor or anxious look, so there was nothing for Seonwoo to latch onto beyond his assumption.
âHow many weeks is it now? When does it become stable?â
ââŠHuh?â
âIf you still havenât told your spouse by then, how am I supposed to take that?â
âWhat do you mean? I donât get why youâfrankly, how would you even know whether I told him or not?â
Go Igyeol was bewildered. Hiding it from Seo Dohyeon alone was making his head spinâso why was Na Seonwoo acting like this?
âHow many weeks along are you?â
âDo I have to tell you?â
âYou donât want to say? Then I donât want to keep my promise either. How would I know? I thought your spouse and Seunghui hyung were connected somehow. Does that explain it?â
Go Igyeol understood, in his head at least, that Na Seonwoo was acting out of concern. But the attitude was intrusive and uncomfortable.
âNine weeks. After twelve weeks the risk of miscarriage goes down, so itâs considered the stable period. Iâll tell him then.â
Go Igyeol answered curtly, as if baffled at why he and Na Seonwoo were having this conversation at all.
âTake care. See you.â
ââŠâŠâ
âSee you, Go Igyeol.â
The light changed, and the strength left Na Seonwooâs hand. As Go Igyeol crossed the street, hopped into a taxi, and rode back to the parking lot, he sat staring blankly out the window the whole way. How did things get like this? He should have just not eaten earlierâyet the udon had been so good. His thoughts kept skittering off in odd directions despite the seriousness of his situation.
âHaâŠ.â
âSir? Would you like me to stop up ahead?â
âOh, yes. Thanks. Please let me out at the entrance.â
Go Igyeol paid the taxi driver in cash, thanked him with a small nod, and climbed out, checking the time as he walked into the lot.
âItâs alreadyââ
It felt like heâd only just left, and yet the clock had long since passed three. Lately it was as if blocks of time kept being stolen away; hours cleaved off in chunks. He set the heater higher and sat quietly for a moment with his hands on the wheel.
âWhat should I do.â
He leaned on the steering wheel and thought. His mind spun through dozens of plans every day. Should he tell Seo Dohyeon and leave everything to him? Ask Seo Dohyeonâs grandfather for help? Noâthat would reveal their contract and create more problems. Maybe he should find a clinic that could perform a reversible procedure. His hand rested on his flat lower belly, smoothing over it gently as if cradling something fragile, and he let out a faint sigh.
There were only reasons not to give birthâyet because it would be Seo Dohyeonâs child, he wanted to keep it.
âHow did you even end up with meâŠ?â
A melancholy voice filled the quiet space. No matter how he thought about it, there was no answer. He felt powerless; no way he could find to keep them together safely. The udon had been deliciousâheâd even wanted to have it for dinnerâbut the thought felt absurdly out of place.
That evening Seo Dohyeon came home earlier than he had expected. Go Igyeol, mid-dry of his hair, stopped in surprise when the man passed by with only a wordless nod; then, suddenly, Seo Dohyeon grabbed his arm and turned him around.
âYou said you were meeting a friend.â
ââŠHuh? Oh, that Na Seonwoo I mentioned from universityâwhy?â
âThe friend whoâs that Seunghuiâs cousin?â
âYes. Sunwoo. Na Seonwoo.â
Seo Dohyeonâs head dipped. He breathed in close to the soft scent at the base of Go Igyeolâs neckâstill faintly damp from the shower.
âWas that friend an alpha?â
âIâI didnât know his secondary trait, but I found out today.â
âYou smelled like pheromonesâdidnât you notice?â
âTo me? Whose pheromones? I washedâŠ.â
Go Igyeol tugged his T-shirt up, sniffed at it, poked at his wrist and shoulder, checking for any foreign scent. He couldnât detect anything. Seo Dohyeon watched him with a long sigh, expression narrowed in suspicion.
âIf you look at our contract, thereâs a clause forbidding illicit relations. You remember that, right, Go Igyeol?â
ââŠâŠâ
âMeeting friends is fine, but only if itâs not that.â
âItâs not like that. Really. I donât know why the pheromones stuck, but itâs not what you think.â
A small hand fluttered through the air, protesting. His lips, his expression, his eyes as he denied itânothing in them seemed like a lie. Still, Seo Dohyeon didnât hide his doubt and stared at him.
âWell, there are stupid alphas who canât control pheromones.â
ââŠâŠâ
âLetâs have Seunghui and everyone meet together next time.â
âNa Seonwoo?â
Go Igyeolâs voice rose in surprise. Seo Dohyeon straightened the collar at the back of Go Igyeolâs neck and looked at him, reading the obvious discomfort.
âWhy such surprise?â
âNo, itâs not thatâŠâ
âIâm just suggesting we have a meal together with that cousin of Seunghuiâs and your friend from college. Is that so shocking?â
âOh⊠no, itâs not that.â
Go Igyeol felt a flush of dread. He was the only person who knew about the pregnancy; the suggestion made him uneasy. What if someone said the wrong thing in front of everyoneâwhat if something slipped?
âIf itâs inconvenient, you donât have to make time. Iâm fineâreally, itâs fine.â
âWeâll all have a meal soon. Iâm curious who this friend is that youâre willing to meet.â
The low, almost chilling tone made Go Igyeol nod before he could refuse. Seo Dohyeon stepped away. âDry your hair properly,â he said as he turned, and Go Igyeol barely managed to answer, âOkay.â
Breathing in sharply, Go Igyeol left the dressing room and walked into the bedroom. The wall clock showed there was still plenty of time before Seo Dohyeon would truly be home. As he had for days, he thought of skipping dinner because his stomach felt offâbut now that plan had fallen through.
He tossed the towel that had dried his hair into the laundry basket and headed straight to the dining room. Was there anything to eat? He hadnât checked the fridge yet. Standing before it with his nose wrinkled, he touched the smart screen and pulled up the inventory note to pick something for dinner.
From the kitchen he heard a sound that made him poke his head outâand Seo Dohyeon was there. The man frowned at the sight of Go Igyeol bounding toward him and shook his head.
âI told you to dry your hair properly.â
âAh⊠did you eat?â
âNo.â
âWill you eat with me?â
The questionâso blunt and not exactly stupidâbrought a cold hardening to Seo Dohyeonâs face. He exhaled in what looked to be annoyance at asking such a thing.
âDo you want to eat separately?â
âNo? If itâs uncomfortable for you, then thatâs fineâŠ.â
âWhat?â
Seo Dohyeonâs curt tone made Go Igyeol flinch. That wasnât itâthis was probably an invitation to eat together. He managed a small, wheedling voice.
âIâll prepare something right away.â
âDonât make anything. Eat whatâs there.â
âYes, understood.â
Remembering how Go Igyeol had once nearly wrecked the kitchen trying to cook early in their marriage, Seo Dohyeon shook his head and left the dining room. From that point, Go Igyeol hurried about: he put the soup from the fridge on the induction stove, laid out side dishes neatly, and set the table.
He didnât even open containers of strongly scented itemsâhe put them back in the fridge. He was nervous when he took leftover bulgogi out to fry, but the smell wasnât offensive this time, and he felt a small measure of relief.
âAh, hotââ
Sauce splattered on the back of his hand while he was frying the meat. Startled, a few pieces jumped off the pan. He stepped back without realizing it, then glanced around sheepishly. Heâd only been reheating what was there, but it felt like a commotion. While he thought he should have tidied as he went, Seo Dohyeon walked in.