Divorce Contract C82
by berryChapter 82
Against all of Igyeolâs fears, Aunt Eunsuk didnât leave.
She smiled gently and asked if she should stay.
ââŠReally⊠you would stay?â
âI want to see little Ihyeon get discharged with my own eyes. I want to hold him. How beautiful must he be? Heâs already so precious just to look at.â
âFor me⊠thatâs everything. I couldnât want more. I only⊠I worry Iâll trouble you, Aunt. I⊠I donât have tact. I never know whatâs properâŠâ
âWhat child has a kinder heart than you? And being quick-witted too? Tell meâwho dared plant such foolish thoughts in your head?â
She didnât need an answer.
It was obvious.
Only one person in his life had ever taught him to belittle himself.
ââŠItâs not thatâŠâ
âThrow those thoughts away. Do you hear me? Any man whoâd say such things has no sense in his skull. Donât carry those words anymore. Iâll be back before your discharge with things youâll need. Iâll bring ingredients too.â
âIâll eat anything you make, Aunt. You donât have to bring anything.â
âThe real trouble is cooking with ingredients that arenât your own. Bringing mine makes everything easier.â
She brushed his hair back to look at the healing ear.
It hadnât returned to its old delicate shape, but the swelling had gone.
His stitched hand was healing too.
Even the cheeks heâd lost had filled in slightly.
Slowly, painfully, the beauty in his face was returning.
âYou see? With good food, youâre becoming fair again so quickly.â
ââŠYouâre teasing me, Aunt.â
Calling him fair felt like mockery.
His reflection was still blurred, ruined.
He couldnât even look directly into mirrorsâhe feared heâd see that decayed, monstrous face again.
âIâm not teasing. Itâs the truth. Only you canât see yourself.â
At her gentle teasingâyou donât know how beautiful you areâhe managed the tiniest smile.
Even if it wasnât truth, affection softened everything.
As he gazed at her, his eyes shiftedâtoward Dohyeon, still staying far away.
âThen⊠when will I be discharged?â
âThis weekend.â
ââŠAlright. Then so be it.â
He dreaded going back to that placeâmore than nightmares.
But he wouldnât be alone.
So he told himself he could endure it.
The ride home was suffocating.
Yoon Jaeseon kept glancing at him through the mirrorâ
Igyeol couldnât hold still.
His hands shook violently.
His eyes were squeezed shut.
His whole body radiated tension.
Maybe it was a mistake not to let Aunt Eunsuk ride with him.
Both Jaeseon and Dohyeon realized that too late.
The closer they got to the house, the darker his mind became.
It felt like the blood drained from his arms and legs.
His vision dimmed.
He was horribly close to fainting.
âGo-ssi, what is it?â Dohyeon asked.
His eyes darted wildly past the windowâ
the familiar roads, the walls, the gate growing closer.
His heart was screaming: Run. Jump. Escape.
Every old landmark tightened the terror around him.
âI⊠Iâhhu, hhhâŠâ
âAre you hurting?â
âAhâhhhkâŠâ
His hand reached out helplesslyâthen dropped.
Clinging to Dohyeon would only make the terror worse.
He opened his mouth to say he couldnât go inâ
and immediately, a voice ripped through him:
Do not make a fuss.
Dohyeonâs voice.
Sharp.
Piercing.
Not faint this time.
Not distant.
ââŠWhat?â
Was that real?
Was it imagined?
Was the look in Dohyeonâs eyes concern⊠or irritation?
He couldnât tell.
His mind couldnât draw the line anymore.
âGo-ssiââ
The moment broke him.
He shook violently, pressing his hands to his ears, eyes squeezed shut.
The harder he tried not to hear, the louder Dohyeonâs voice stabbed through him.
Iâm afraid.
I canât go in.
That house is a nightmare.
I donât want to.
I canâtâ
He curled up, muttering apologies over and over.
Even Jaeseonâs face paled as he watched.
Jaeseon slowed the car and pulled over beneath the tall wall.
âJustâjust a moment. Please.â
âIf you truly canât enter, tell me now. Should I take you back to the hospital?â
The car quieted.
Its engine went still.
So did Igyeol.
He dropped his legs to the floor, hugging his freezing hands to his chest, gasping for breath.
If he said he couldnât enterâwhat would Dohyeon say?
Would he snap againâEnough. Stop this. ?
Sweat dripped from his hairline.
He wiped his forehead with shaking fingers.
âIgyeol.â
âP-please⊠just a moment. I⊠I will get out. If you wait, I will. Iâll go in. Iâll enterâŠâ
He didnât even know he was crying.
Dohyeon watched him, air caught in his throat, trying and failing to understand.
This was the house they had shared.
Lived in for years.
How could it terrify him so?
âCan you stand?â
He nodded weakly.
Dohyeon exited first.
While he circled the car, Igyeol tried desperately to calm himself.
Itâs fine.
The baby is safe.
Only the baby matters.
The door opened.
Tear-filled eyes lifted toward him.
So long as the baby is safe, nothing else matters.
And againâDohyeonâs voice echoed in his head.
Maybe real.
Maybe not.
Grief rose like a wave.
âIâll hold you. Donât be startled,â Dohyeon said.
ââŠIâI trulyâŠâ
âIgyeol.â
âIâm justâso tired⊠Everything hurts. Nothing is okay. I hate that house. I hate it. Iâm not well. Whyâwhy do you say it doesnât matter? WhyâŠâ
The words hit Dohyeon like a blow.
The house wasnât a home.
It was hell.
Igyeol wiped his tears with shaking hands, glancing at Dohyeonâs unreadable expression.
Then he resigned himself.
Crying changed nothing.
Hating the house changed nothing.
This was the man who told him his opinion didnât matter.
Of course the house meant nothing to him.
But to Igyeol, it was trauma etched into every wall.
âIâIâll get out. Just donât touch me. Please⊠donât.â
ââŠMy thoughts were shallow. I assumed, foolishly⊠that it was our homeâŠâ
The moment he said our home, Igyeolâs face twisted.
He stepped out without touching the offered hand.
But before he reached the gateâ
his legs buckled.
He collapsed like a fallen leaf.
âIgyeol!â
Every time Dohyeon hurt him, Igyeol told himself to endureâfor the baby.
But this once, crushed by fear, he only wanted to disappear.
Lurking near the house, Go Daesik watched everything.
His eyes widened.
Something was really wrong.
Im Yeonhui had told him thereâd been a âmisunderstandingâ about the child.
He had shouted, âOf course!â
Sheâd given him money to keep quietâmoney heâd gambled away in a few days.
But he hung around anyway, sniffing for an opportunity.
And now he saw it:
Something had fallen apart between them.
They kept him out of the hospitalâ
but fate brought him here.
Perfect.
Golden.
A divine opening.
He rubbed his hands together, craning his neck to peek past the gate.
Strangeâ
Dohyeon wasnât acting high and mighty.
And Igyeol looked far worse than right after giving birth.
Had Dohyeon done this to him?
Probably.
Who else?
The kid was fragile.
Easy to push over the edge.
Daesikâs smile sharpened like a blade.
He finally had his chance.