Divorce Contract C149
by berryChapter 149
It was earlier than rush hour, so there was no traffic. Seo Dohyeon pressed the accelerator a little harder. If Go Igyeol allowed it, he wanted to have dinner together. With that hope in mind, Dohyeon entered the house â and nearly reeled at the thick sweetness of flowers saturating the air. His heart lurched, and he headed straight toward Igyeolâs room.
Just then, Kwon Seunggyu stepped out of the nursery with a worried expression and greeted him.
âWhen did this start?â
âIn the morning it was faint, so I wasnât sure⊠but after he woke up, the pheromones suddenly intensified. I tried to ask if he was okay, but he begged me not to contact you.â
âIs Go Igyeol-ssi in his room?â
âWellâŠâ
Seunggyu hesitated, glancing nervously over Dohyeonâs shoulder before shaking his head.
âHe isnât in his room.â
âHe went outside? And you just let him? Has everyone here lost their minds?â
Dohyeon thought there was no point in hearing the rest. He pulled out his phone â saw no missed calls â and bit down on a curse, rage surgingâ
But Seunggyu barred his way.
âYou have a terrible habit of never letting anyone finish. Go Igyeol-ssi is upstairs. In your room.â
At that, Dohyeon covered his face with his hand, breathing harshly. Everything went white for a second. He had asked for no help⊠and with no omega suppressants in the house, Igyeol must have endured alone. The thought twisted his chest painfully.
âHe wouldnât have been able to go get suppressantsâŠâ
âHis body and hormones are still weakened from childbirth⊠and as you know, suppressants arenât good for him if they can be avoided.â
Dohyeon turned away sharply. Loosening his tie with a rough motion, he strode up the stairs. The bedroom door was closed tight. The lilac scent was even thicker here. He grasped the handle and exhaled deeply â his rut was over; he would not lose control. He must not.
Before entering, he sent a message to Dr. Kwon, telling him to come immediately, then drew a long breath.
Although he knew it wasnât locked, he still knocked. No reply. He opened the door â his vision blurred slightly, as if stepping into steam. The air was thick with Igyeolâs pheromones. Breathing felt like swallowing sparks.
âIgyeol-ah.â
The bed was perfectly made, untouched. Moving through the space drenched in Igyeolâs scent, he instinctively followed the densest place.
Every corner where someone might hide â until he stopped in front of the closet.
ââŠIgyeol-ah.â
A tiny gasp came from inside. Dohyeon pressed his forehead to the door. The pheromones clung to him like warm, heavy mist. Silence â then quiet sobbing seeped through the wood. He brushed his fingers along the door before gripping the handle.
ââŠD-Donât open it. Please.â
âYou canât go through a heat in here.â
âIâm s-scared⊠please, just let me be alone. I⊠I can do it. Iâll stay still. Ahâ I donât want this, pleaseâ please.â
He knew exactly what he feared. Dohyeon opened the door.
Inside, Igyeol had folded himself impossibly small. Clothes hung in disarray, and he had wrapped himself tightly in Dohyeonâs shirts like a cocoon, trembling violently, his face buried between his knees.
His hair was damp, ears flushed crimson. Dohyeon swallowed hard and lifted him carefully. Each ragged breath released honey-sweet pheromones like an overturned jar of nectar.
He carried him to the bed. He did not remove the clothes swaddling him. The moment Igyeol felt softness beneath him, he scrambled into the corner like a terrified kitten, curling up and covering his mouth and nose. His eyes were hot, wet, wild.
âD-Donât come closer. P-Please leave. Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry, Iââ
His voice shook with fear. He knew he was running out of time â maybe hours, maybe minutes before he lost all rationality. The moment Dohyeon held him, desire had flared. He knew Dohyeon could quell the fire â he had many times. But not like this. Not now. He didnât want to lose himself. Not yet.
Tears spilled over.
Dohyeon climbed onto the bed and reached for him, laying the back of his hand to the burning cheek, sweeping sweat-damp hair aside. Igyeolâs glossy eyes trembled like frightened glass.
âNothing will happen. You may not believe me â but trust me.â
ââŠU-unhâŠâ
âI called the doctor. Heâll be here soon. If I had known sooner, Iâd have acted sooner. Iâm sorry.â
âHic⊠ahâŠâ
As he cried harder, Dohyeon gathered him close, doing everything to keep his own pheromones sealed tight. The lilac sweetness thickened, dizzying and intoxicating, but Dohyeon held firm. He kissed Igyeolâs overheated fingertips gently.
He would rather die than lose control.
âItâll pass soon. Youâll feel better soon. Youâre alright.â
âS-so hotâŠâ
Such a simple complaint, yet full of pain. Dohyeon wiped his eyes, fanned him gently, pushed damp hair from his face, pressed tender kisses to flushed cheeks, and intertwined their fingers tightly as Igyeol trembled.
The heat escalated fast â crying had driven his temperature higher. Even a touch could send him spiraling. Logic fled from Igyeolâs gaze, replaced only by need. His self-loathing flickered briefly â then burned away. All that remained was want. He clung to Dohyeonâs shirt, pulled him closer, and pressed his lips to him desperately.
âA-ah⊠whyâŠâ
He fumbled with his tongue, pushing clumsily into Dohyeonâs mouth, frustrated by the lack of response, tears welling again.
âNo, itâs not because I donât want you. You know that.â
âThen⊠why? HicâŠâ
With a soft sigh, Dohyeon finally kissed him â deeply. His tongue parted Igyeolâs swollen lips and plunged into the heat, and Igyeol whimpered into his mouth. Dohyeon held his hands down, fingers laced, continuing the kiss until Igyeolâs eyes blurred with a delirious haze.
Then Dohyeon drew back only a breath, whispering hoarsely:
âKissing you feels like a sin.â
ââŠno⊠moreâŠâ
Thoughtless, needy, pure want â yet nothing looked more obscene than that innocence. Dohyeon rested his forehead to his.
âI wish what you wanted right now was me, Igyeol-ah.â
ââŠâŠâ
âBut that would be selfish of me.â
He kissed him again â soft, aching. Igyeol opened his mouth helplessly, chasing him, wanting more.
Then â a knock.
Dohyeon gently lowered him to the mattress and stood to open the door. Dr. Kwon entered, frowning at the thick pheromone haze. He rubbed beneath his nose. He wasnât influenced â he already had a bonded omega.