Divorce Contract C77
by berryChapter 77
She looked at the downcast Igyeol and made her voice firmer. In her eyes, he had done nothing wrongâexcept hiding how bad things had gotten.
âTo me, that pretty-faced man is the one at fault, not you. Stop dumping every bit of blame onto yourself. If only we could see the future ahead of time, weâd avoid half the misery life throws at usâbut thatâs not how life works. No one can see even one step ahead. All we can do is say, âTerrible things happen,â and keep going. The babyâs father should be the one carrying this weight. You hear me?â
Her words were sharp, almost fierce. Igyeol let out a tiny laugh. Eunsuk squeezed his hand tightly.
âI donât know if time really heals everything, but it does soften the pain. That much Iâve learned. Even when I thought death was coming for me, I somehow lived through it. I donât know the full story of what you enduredâso I say this carefully. But the truth is, no matter how terrible it feels in the moment⊠once the days pass, the hurt fades. I thought I wouldnât survive, that it would end me, but when I looked back later⊠it didnât. It wasnât as world-ending as it felt.â
She shrugged lightly and continued in that same calm voice.
âLook at me. My parents died young. I was alone and terrified. Everything looked dark. But I endured. Over and over. And now here I am, sitting next to you.â
She buttoned his cardigan all the way up to his throat, checking repeatedly if he was cold, if the wind was too sharp. They sat together quietly, looking up at the sky.
After their walk, they returned to the ward, rested a bit, and then went together to see the baby. Only family was allowed into the NICU, but through Seo Dohyeonâs strings-pulled meddling, Eunsuk was allowed to accompany him.
Dohyeon stayed outside while they went in.
âThe babyâs awake today. Before this, you only ever saw him asleep.â
They followed the nurse quickly to the incubator. Inside lay the tiny infant, eyes open, barely moving. He was exactly as small as sheâd imagined, with a surprising amount of hair. Seeing how loosely the diaper fit, Eunsuk blinked hard to stop herself from crying.
âHeâs grown a lot. If he keeps doing this well for the next five weeks, he may be discharged early. You havenât brought in more expressed milk, have you? If you do, please bring it straight here.â
ââŠYesâŠâ
Hearing that the baby might be released so soon made Igyeolâs eyes brighten with joy. It felt like just yesterday the baby was barely clinging to life, and nowânow they were talking discharge.
Eunsuk patted his back without looking away from the incubator.
âBreast milk is best, of course. And look at those big eyesâhe looks just like you, IgyeolâŠâ
She pressed her knuckles to her eyes as tears threatened.
Yes, parts of the baby resembled Dohyeonâbut far more of him was pure Igyeol. And all of that was beautiful.
Then her eyes fell to the blank space where a name shouldâve been written. Her face darkened immediately.
Born this long ago⊠and still no name?
Every single thing about that man irritated her.
âHeâs definitely grown. You said he was even smaller the first time?â
âHe was tiny. His whole face was smaller than my fist. Even now heâs small.â
âPoor baby. And lookâheâs watching you. Lying still like that? Maybe he knows his fatherâs here!â
Just like Igyeol always did, Eunsuk found herself completely absorbed in staring at the child.
Silence settled. Neither dared breathe too loudly in case they startled him.
Soon, the baby blinked slowly, yawned, and drifted back to sleep.
âHe sleeps so easily.â
âYes. You wouldnât believe how calm he is. He hardly ever fusses.â
At that, Igyeolâs brows knitted. Another thing to blame himself for? Had he not stroked his stomach enough when pregnant, so the baby didnât know comfort?
Did the baby not cry⊠because heâd learned no one would pick him up?
The thought hit like a stone.
But the nurse noticed his expression and quickly addedâ
âThe incubator does that. Many babies here barely cry. Once they go home, theyâre just like all other babiesâconstantly asking to be held.â
ââŠThen Iâm glad.â
Though the worry lines didnât fully disappear, some weight lifted from his shoulders.
Eunsuk said nothingâonly fretted about whether the lightly dressed baby might catch a chill.
âHe wonât get cold?â
âNo. Temperature is controlled.â
âHeâs not wearing any clothes. Doesnât that bother him?â
âNo need to worry.â
To Eunsuk, the tiny human was nothing short of miraculous.
How could something so perfect have once lived inside Igyeolâs body?
She clasped his hand and pointed out the resemblancesâwhat was his, what wasnât. The big round eyes: his. The nose: his. The soft lips: his. The long limbs: his.
Every feature seemed to belong to Igyeol.
But when she took in the baby as a whole⊠she could suddenly see Dohyeon too. And it soured her mood instantly.
âIgyeol, he looks just like you.â
ââŠReally?â
âI swear it. I saw you as a babyâheâs your copy.â
When the visit ended, she confidently predicted the baby would grow tall and handsome just like Igyeol.
But as soon as they stepped out of the NICU, she saw Dohyeon waiting.
Her entire body snapped in the opposite direction.
âAll was well?â
âHow can you ask that in a ward full of newborns? Good heavens.â
She brushed past him to check on Igyeol. After settling him near the lift, she spun back and called out:
âI want a word.â
âShall we talk here?â
âNo. The lounge. Iâll give Igyeol his lunch first, then Iâll go.â
âAs you wish.â
Dohyeon followed at a distance but did not enter the lift.
Inside, Igyeol noticed. His eyes flickered with something like suspicion⊠or hope.
Why didnât he come?
Was he waiting for someone to ask him to?
But Igyeol didnât dare.
Dohyeon brushed back his unstyled hair with a sighâthe perfect, immaculate hair heâd always kept was a mess now.
Once the lift was gone, he climbed the stairwell, mind spinning.
He needed to arrange a new discharge plan. The word âdischargeâ itself felt impossibleâlike something that would terrify Igyeol all over again.
And if Eunsuk was planning to stay with them long-term⊠another problem.
Maybe she wanted to talk about names. Maybe about the babyâs future.
At the final landing, one of his men bowed deeply.
âYour mother has arrived at the main building, sir. She attempted to enter the ward but was refused. She is⊠displeased. She requests that you come at once. What are your orders?â
âTell her to wait on the first floor.â
âAnd how long shall she wait?â
âTell her only that if she remains quiet, I will come.â
Dismissed, the man left.
Dohyeon went to the lounge, prepared a drink, and rubbed at his temples as the familiar headache crept in.
Eventually, the door opened. He straightened. Eunsuk walked in with the energy of someone ready to throw hands.
âWhy does the baby have no name? Has the birth not been registered? Isnât there a fine if you delay? Even I know thatâdonât pretend you didnât. You knew, didnât you?â
âI chose a name. I was waiting to discuss it with Igyeol.â
âThese things must be handled quickly! Can you not do anything properly?â
He fell silent.
Eunsuk clicked her tongue.
âAnd Igyeol tells me there was a âmisunderstandingâ between you. What misunderstanding leaves someone half-dead? Are you even trying to fix it? Or no?â
ââŠI tried. But it went poorly. I donât know if it can be resolved.â
âWhat was it?â
Like Igyeol, he said nothing.
Eunsuk stood with a sharp shake of her head.
âTonight, Iâll go back to the pension, pack my things, and return. Clearly, I need to stay, just as you asked.â
âIâll arrange a carâplease use it.â
âNo. I want nothing from you. What you should do is talk to Igyeol about the babyâs name. What kind of father delays something so basic? And one more thingââ
Her glare hit like a slap.
âIgyeol said you told him he could raise the baby. You never wanted the child, yet now that heâs born, even raising him requires your approval? If thatâs the case, listen wellâ
you are the lowest, most shameless wretch alive.â