Divorce Contract C75
by berryâWhyâs your face⊠covered up like that? Iâve been dying to see you. What happened to you, Igyeol?â
ââŠI donât know.â
âI shouldnât have taken you to the market that day. I shouldnât have taken you anywhere.â
Shin Eunsuk laughed shakily as tears kept spilling, hands trembling too much to even touch his face. Her heart was one big knot of regret. Igyeol curled into her arms like a kid who finally found home again.
Every tiny touchâher brushing his ear, stroking the scabbed skin, holding his scarred handâhe loved all of it.
âI missed you so much, Aunt. So, so much. How did you even get here?â
âI believed them when they said you were doing well. Like an idiot. And since Iâm not your mother, I thought worrying about you too much would look like meddling.â
âAunt⊠I wasnât well. Not at all. It hurt. It always hurt.â
He couldnât bring himself to tell her the full truth, but admitting this much felt allowedâfelt like finally exhaling.
âI didnât know⊠I didnât know you were like this.â
ââŠBut still, Iâm glad. Glad I can show you the baby. Aunt, they said I might be able to raise him. They said⊠he might be mine.â
âWhat? What kind of nonsenseâraise him? The baby should be with his father, who else wouldââ
The ward door clicked open. Eunsuk immediately pulled Igyeol closer, shielding him like he was the most fragile thing sheâd ever held.
âMay I speak with you for a moment?â
Her fury, which had cooled just a little, burst back up the second she saw that expressionless face. She shouldâve hit him harder earlier. Shouldâve crushed him. Her glare was sharp enough to cut.
âPlease.â
He just stood there, taking her death-stare like a statue.
âFine. Say whatever bold, shameless thing youâre here to say. I have questions too. Letâs go.â
âAunt⊠Aunt, youâll come back, right? Youâre not leaving me again⊠right?â
He tugged at her sleeve, eyes trembling with anxiety. She soothed him, hugged him tight, and promised sheâd be back.
âI brought seaweed soup for you. Iâll talk to him quickly, then weâll eat together.â
Dohyeon walked ahead. Eunsuk followed behind, hands itching to smack the back of his head. Hearing Igyeol say âI wasnât wellâ kept replaying in her chest, fueling the urge.
Useless man. No humanity at all. She swore at him silently the whole way.
âHow far are we going? We can talk literally anywhere.â
âThereâs a lounge right ahead.â
He pointed to a glass door, pressed the button, and the lounge openedâsmall tables, a water dispenser, and drinks laid out like someone had prepared everything. He entered first; she dragged her feet inside and sat. Immediately, he poured water for her and placed it in front of her.
âIt pains me to meet you like this.â
ââŠPains you? Really?â
She grabbed the cup and threw the water straight into his face. It hit him hard, soaking his perfect, neat expression. He didnât even flinchâjust like the first time they met. Water dripped down his composed face.
âYeah. Iâm also pained to see you like this. I once thought your fancy city accent sounded classyâbut now? It just sounds fake. A liarâs voice. You lied to me that day, didnât you? Told me he was fine. Told me he arrived safely. You lied.â
âIâm sorry.â
âSorry? When an apology doesnât even scratch the surface? And you donât even look sorry. And if anyone deserves the apology, itâs him. What crime did Igyeol commit that he ended up like this? Answer me!â
Every time she looked at himâso straight-backed, clean, untouchedâshe saw Igyeol shredded and hurting. It made her furious. Her jaw ached from clenching.
âWhy arenât you talking now? You had no problem lying before. Did you lose your tongue?â
Dohyeon wiped his chin slowly with the back of his hand.
ââŠAs you saw, Igyeol isnât in good health.â
âAnd who asked for that?â
ââŠEven if only for a few days⊠could you stay with him? Please.â
She crushed the paper cup in her hand and threw it at him. Her raised fist trembled, then dropped weakly.
âPlease.â
His voice was formal, cold on the outside, but the plea underneath was painfully real.
Eunsuk had already decided the second she saw Igyeol that she was staying.
But answering him felt like giving him something, and she absolutely hated that.
âYou. If you want this, shouldnât you explain what happened to him first? When he lived with me, his cheeks were full and pink like peaches. Why is he like this now? Speak clearly so I know whether to stay or leave.â
ââŠâŠâ
âNot a single uninjured place on his body. And youâyour face is spotless. Perfect.â
The sight of his clean lips, neat hands, flawless posture made her stomach twist.
âIâm leaving.â
âAunt.â
âIâm not your aunt. Donât call me that.â
Childish or not, she didnât careâshe spat the words out and stormed out.
Dohyeon stayed sitting, completely unmoved, like nothing had touched him.
Back in the ward, the first thing she did was sit Igyeol upright and place the seaweed soup in front of him. Thick with glutinous rice and beef, still steaming. She opened her red lacquered lunchboxâmeat, white kimchi, greens, dried sidesâthe exact kind she made at the pension.
âYou canât eat like this with your face wrapped up. Letâs take this off.â
ââŠIf you take it off⊠itâll look awful, Aunt. My skin⊠it looks wrong.â
He whispered like he was scared the air might hear. But she was already untying the knot behind his round head.
His face appearedâsharp now, hollowed out. Baby-fat cheeks gone. Eyes rimmed red. Lips cracked.
âWhat is this talk about âawfulâ? Youâre still beautiful. Youâre still you.â
Her hand shook as she cupped his cheek. His skin was still soft. Still his.
She forced a warm smile and pressed the spoon into his hand.
âA mother who just gave birth needs to take care of herself, you know.â
ââŠâŠâ
âYouâll catch a cold showing your wrists and ankles like this. Where are your thicker socks?â
He finally lifted the spoon and tasted the soup. The savory beef and seaweed warmed him from the inside, waking his appetite.
âI made it lightly seasonedâyou shouldnât have too much saltâbut it still needs flavor. Want me to water it down a bit?â
âNo⊠itâs really delicious.â
âThen try this too.â
She plucked the meat off braised ribs and placed it gently on his rice. He opened his mouth like a small bird, accepting every bite.
âYou saw the baby today, but they wonât let you visit again until tomorrow⊠Aunt, are you going back tonight?â
He tried to act cheerful, chewing kimchi but avoiding her eyes. She grabbed his hand and shook her head firmly.
âItâs autumn. No guests come now. The rooms sit empty. I was bored anyway, so this is good. Iâll stay. See the baby. See you. Iâll be here a while.â
âReally⊠youâre not busy? You said the flower seasons bring the most guestsâŠâ
His eyes liftedâhalf hopeful, half guilty. He wanted her to stay so badly, but didnât want to burden her.
For the first time in forever, his head felt clear. The whispers were still there, but muted, like they couldnât reach him while she was near.
âA bunch of new pensions opened nearby. Young people and families all go there. My phone hasnât rung in ages. Might be time for me to close mine. Iâm getting old.â
ââŠThen tomorrow⊠can we go see the baby together?â
âOf course. Iâve been wanting to see him so badlyâthe little one who looks just like you.â
His pale cheeks turned pink. He chewed softly and held her hand tight, not wanting to let go.