Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C96
by berryChapter 96
âRue, are you saying you can communicate with a Divine Beast?â
âYes. I possess an ability that lets me perceive non-human entities.â
Once again, all voices fell silent.
But this time the reaction was not disbeliefâit was the stunned horror of someone doused in ice water.
It seemed everyone, just like Hoiga standing before me, had belatedly realized something:
the Adeye family had long been known to carry supernatural abilities.
âBut you⊠you couldnât use your ability before.â
âI almost died. Then it started working.â
The green eyes fixed on me trembled as though cracked.
âYou⊠are you truly Adeye Rue?â
Hoiga forced the words out. It was the funniest reaction Iâd seen all day, yet no laughter rose in me. I simply stared at him quietly.
âAnd youâare you truly Ma Hoiga?â
Hoiga inhaled sharply in surprise. For someone trying to hide being a traitor, he was certainly terrible at it.
I stepped toward him. He flinched and retreated.
I wanted to push him further, crush him into the cornerâbut not yet.
Instead, I put on Rueâs usual insufferably smug smile.
âYou claiming to be the Savior out of nowhereâtruly shocking. And look at you, even your appearance suddenly changed. Itâs enough to make one wonder whether youâre the real Ma Hoiga at all.â
âIâIâŠâ
âStay away from the Savior at once.â
A cold warning sliced through the air as Duke Killu stepped between us.
He positioned Hoiga behind him protectively, then swept his gaze over me as if I were filth.
âAdeye Rue, to barge into this sacred assembly with your so-called recovered ability and a pack of lies⊠Your motive is obvious, but you must learn where the line is.â
âYou know my motive, do you?â
Killuâs twisted smile deepened as he glanced behind me.
âOf course. It would be because of someone who bewitches half of Tuvine wherever he goes.â
I didnât need to turn around to know who he meant. There was only one person people whispered endlessly about.
Right then, footsteps approached behind me.
âYes. I do have that effect.â
Tyroc answered lazily as he came to stand beside me.
Killuâs gaze grew icy, but it didnât matterâTyroc clearly couldnât care less. His disinterest in Killu was almost majestic.
His attention was fixed solely on me.
Only then did I turn to him.
The fury burning through me cooled abruptly. I realized I had been so consumed with Hoiga that Iâd momentarily forgotten Tyroc entirely.
Ah, damn.
Now that I thought about itâ
I hadnât only disrupted Hoiga. I had disrupted him as well.
What if he, too, desired a Savior?
But it was too late.
Even if he killed me right here, I had no choice but to keep insisting I was the Savior.
âYour Grace, Iââ
âAre you bewitched by me?â
I froze.
He asked this first?
My brain told me I needed to affirm immediatelyâthat I was not only bewitched, I was completely undone by him.
But strangely, the shamelessness Iâd freely used on Hoiga refused to come when I needed it most.
Perhaps because of the eyes watching me.
Those golden eyes held no mockery at allâonly a seriousness almost overwhelming.
So it took me some time before I managed to answer.
ââŠOf course. Who wouldnât fall for Your Grace?â
The moment I said it, clarity struck me.
Before he could reject me, I hurried on.
âThe truth isâI am the Savior. I know it sounds unbelievable, butââ
âI believe you.â
âYes, naturally Youâwait. What?â
âYou said you are the Savior.â
He accepted it just like that?
I almost blurted out the question aloud.
His gaze did not waver; it was solid, unwavering.
Good gods⊠he really believes I am the Savior.
It was so shocking I nearly asked him why.
But at the same time, relief welled within me.
He must believe because he personally experienced me communicating with the Divine Beastâand channeling its power to him.
There was no other reason for him to choose me.
Even so⊠that he genuinely believedâŠ
âHahahaâSavior, is it.â
Killuâs sudden laugh snapped me back.
He gestured toward me with a sneer.
âHow perfect a Savior you are for House Koon.
Your Grace, what are you waiting for? Such a precious Savior should be claimed immediately.â
âOf course.â
Killu spoke in mockery, but Tyroc responded without even looking at him.
It seemed Tyroc had a natural-born talent for ignoring people.
But Killuâs wounded pride didnât matter.
Because Tyrocâs next gesture shocked even meâhe accepted Killuâs suggestion and took my hand.
âCome here.â
Under normal circumstances, I would have recoiled at how absurdly suggestive it sounded.
But now was no time to protest.
There was no teasing smile, no mischievous glint.
His voice was low and firm, and his eyesâ
They were so serious that others murmured in confusion.
That intense gold drew me in until everything else fell away.
âRue.â
He called meâand my rational mind snapped awake.
Then I remembered someone who would be watching this scene.
Killu was grinning as though the situation delighted him.
Beside him stood Hoigaâcompletely stunned, his eyes trembling like candle flames.
His reaction was so gratifying I could have wept with joy.
My forgotten goal rose up again like a beacon.
I gripped Tyrocâs hand tightly and nodded.
âYes. If Your Grace is there, I will go anywhere.â
No sooner had I spoken than a strangled voice broke in.
âN-no. Rue is not the Savior.â
Hoiga.
I turned to him immediately, and our gazes locked.
His green eyes shook violently, yet still managed to glare at me with pure hatred.
Good. Hate me more.
As I didnât back down, Hoiga faltered.
Someone else rushed to defend him.
âCorrect. The Savior is Lord Hoiga. He bears the mark described in the records.â
Mark?
Everyone, myself included, turned to Ariona, who had stood up.
He was pale, shaken, but when his eyes met mine, he hardened them.
Rightâhe was one of Tyrocâs devoted followers. Of course heâd see me as an enemy.
But thenâhow could Hoiga, also a follower, be fine with marrying Tyroc?
The answer came instantly.
Ahâbecause Hoiga truly believed he was the Savior.
And to them, saving Tuvine mattered less than clinging to the same man.
Their loyalties were⊠laughable.
âLord Hoiga bears the Saviorâs mark as described in the ancient Temple texts. These documents have been strictly kept under Temple protection for generations.â
So that was Hoigaâs trump card.
No wonder he dared to claim the title of Savior.
And as expected, the moment âTemple documentsâ were mentioned, the crowd leaned his way again.
Any flicker of doubt I had stirred vanished.
Hoiga was revered; I was dismissed as a pathetic fraud.
But so what?
I smiled at Ariona.
âWhat does the mark look like?â
âTh-that cannot be revealed.â
âTell me. Iâll carve the same one.â
My demand was shameless, but everyone knew what I meant:
What if Hoiga simply made up his mark?
Ariona glared at me with disgust.
âLord Hoigaâs mark is genuine. How dare youââ
âAriona.â
Hoiga cut him off and turned to me with forced calm.
âRue, I am the Savior. This isnât like you. Why are you doing this?â
âWhy? For the same reason you are. Because I am the Savior.â
Hoiga sighed, ready to refute meâ
âThat is to say, Adeye Rueâyou insist you are the Savior?â
Killu interrupted, stepping in front of Hoiga as if shielding him.
The smile on his face made his intentions perfectly clear.
And what excellent timing.
He even blocked Hoiga from stopping me.
âYes. I do.â
I noddedâand turned toward the only person whose judgment mattered.
Tyroc might doubt me because of the mark, but I still had hope.
Because he was still holding my hand.
Fine. Let the world doubt me.
I only needed to deceive this one man.
I would never allow Tyroc to take the traitor as a partner.
With resolute determination, I knelt on one knee before him.
Gasps rippled through the room, but I ignored them.
âYour Grace, will you take me as your consort?
Then I shall become your one and only Savior.â
Derision and clicking tongues sounded everywhere.
But Tyrocâs answer silenced all of them.
âGladly.â
He lifted me up, bowed his head, and pressed a kiss to the back of my handâ
his gaze blazing straight into mine.
âI accept you as my consort.â
TL NOte- GIGGLING, KICKING MY FEET FOAMING AT THE MOUT, SPINNING IN CIRCLES LIKE A BROKEN NPC SLAPPING THE WALLS, BITING THE AIR, LEVITATING OFF THE FLOOR, SHRIEKING LIKE A KETTLE ON MAX HEAT I AM LOSING CRITICAL BRAIN FUNCTION OVER THIS