Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C122
by berryChapter 122
Haas barely managed to suppress the urge to bolt and leave the rest to the monsters themselves. Everything felt like it was finally settling downâsurely theyâd be able to rest soon.
But monsters werenât the only enemies here.
A knight approached and reported grimly,
âYour Grace. Borhumi Castle has closed its gates and is expelling outside forces.â
Those forces had come specifically to protect Borhumi City from the monsters. Naturally, Borhumi Castle was supposed to support them. Their lodgings were inside the city as well.
And yet they were being driven out?
Tyroc, still watching the monster rift, didnât even turn his head as he asked,
âWhy?â
âThey claim some mercenaries caused trouble inside the city. However, theyâre expelling only Kunâs troops while allowing the mercenaries to remain.â
At dawn, monster activity usually calmed down, but even as he listened to the report, Tyroc didnât relax his vigilance.
This time, he didnât ask why again. Even a child could guess the reason.
âTch. Those damn Borhumi bastards,â
Enya spat nearby, openly venting her frustration.
âThey begged us for help when things were desperate, and now that the monsters have quieted down a bit, theyâre worried weâll steal their city.â
Haas, slumped on the ground, nodded in agreement. They were busy fighting monsters to the brink of death, while Borhumi worried only about losing control of their castle. Even the reporting knight added angrily,
âTheyâre also expelling people from Sarne and Montaine, but those sides only sent a few observers.â
They were doing all the hard work, yet receiving this treatment. Everyone was furiousâbut no one suggested leaving.
No matter how unfair it felt, without them the monsters wouldnât be contained. They were used to this kind of mistreatment after years of holding back monster tides.
Their lord had taken black magic stones, so outsiders mocked them as being money-obsessed. But if money were all that mattered, Tyroc wouldâve gone only to places where monsters appeared in bulk, like other beast hunters.
Instead, Tyroc went anywhere help was requested, regardless of monster count. Everyone assumed heâd ignore Borhumiâs shameless behavior this time too.
Just as resignation settled in, Tyroc confirmed the rift had gone quiet and finally spoke.
âHaas. Open a portal.â
âHuh?! Are we going back to the estate?â
Haas jumped up, delighted.
Unlike him, the others stiffened. The monsters had calmed, so leaving wouldnât be strangeâbut doing so now would look like theyâd been chased off by Borhumi.
Before anyone could objectâ
âNo. Borhumi Castle. Open a path to the underground catacombs.â
What? Why there?
Haasâs eyes widened, followed by everyone else finally catching on. Tyroc flicked his sword once, as if shaking monster blood off it, and issued his command casually.
âFrom this moment on, we occupy Borhumi Castle.â
With Tyroc gone for several days, I had nothing to do.
Heâd emphasized household rules so strongly that I asked the butler whether there was anything I was required to do. The answer was always the same.
âDo as you wish.â
âReally? Anything I want?â
âYes.â
âCan you put that in writing? With a signature at the bottom?â
For the first time, confusion crossed her usually robotic face. But given my contract-related trauma, I was deadly serious. Armed with a written âconsent formâ disguised as her opinion letter, I headed straight into the fog.
Thatâs rightâthe Acorn Forest.
My number one goal in Tuvine. No, my second goal.
For days, I pushed through the fog everyone feared as cursed black magic. In reality, aside from poor visibility, there was nothing special about it. You just couldnât walk fast.
That wasnât a problem for me. And I never got lost.
Because I had Mo.
Even without sight, Mo accurately tracked direction, building a functional mental map inside the fog. At the fogâs edge stood a long, tall wooden barricadeâprobably meant to block entry into the Inner Sanctum.
I had no intention of entering the Inner Sanctum. Who knew what curse lurked inside?
The problem was finding the path to the Acorn Forest.
I was certain there had to be a way around the Sanctum. Dr. Kim had casually told me to just pass through it, but there was no way Iâd willingly walk into a curse.
With fog acting as a deterrent, the area near the Sanctum likely wasnât well guarded.
After days of wandering the fog, turning back once it grew dark, I finally found itâa forest running alongside the long barricade.
âHuh?! Acââ
[Highly likely to be the Acorn Forest.]
Mo stole my line completely.
Ah. Seriously.
I wanted to complain, but held back. Mo had worked hard building maps in the fogâand would continue doing so.
Iâd reached the forest, but there was no path. Sediment from years of disuse had piled up to knee height.
So what? Paths can be made.
I was ready to crawl up even if a cliff blocked meâbut Mo stopped me.
[If we turn back now, you can reach the estate before dinner.]
It was already that late?
Reluctantly, I turned around. The estate was far, and even if the sky was still bright, it would be dark by the time I arrived.
If I were alone, fineâbut two escort soldiers were waiting at the fog boundary. Whether they were guards or babysitters, making them wait would be rude.
Even with Mo guiding me via precise arrows, the limited visibility meant it took over an hour just to exit the fog.
If only there were portals inside the fog. But with none of Kunâs people available internally, mobilizing mages wasnât possible.
Still, wasnât there some faster way?
Lost in thought, I reached the estate and froze halfway up the stairs. Through a first-floor window, I glimpsed people moving urgently behind the building.
It was already dark, but their movements were clearly rushed.
Curious, I approached and pushed open the large window frame.
Footstepsâmany of themâbecame audible. Low murmurs too.
I couldnât hear words, but instinctively, I knew.
Monster deployment?
Even in a completely different world, the atmosphere before a monster response was unmistakable. No matter how routine it became, the tension never disappeared.
What I heard outside felt exactly like that.
I instinctively turned toward the back door when the butler called out behind me.
âLord Rue, where are you going?â
âOutside.â
âWere they being noisy? Iâll remind them to be quieter.â
I shook my head quickly. No, not that.
âItâs quiet enough. Theyâre heading out for monsters, right?â
The answer came from the back door as it opened.
âYes.â
Rick stepped inside. He looked exhausted, his expression dark with seriousness.
Tyroc had said heâd return the next morningâbut days had passed. Iâd already been worried.
And there was only one place where things could be going badly.
âIs it really that bad at Borhumiâs Crystal Lake?â
Rick hesitated, then sighed.
âItâs nothing serious. You donât need to worry.â
âThereâs no such thing as ânothing seriousâ when monsters are involved.â
I glanced back out the window. I couldnât see clearly, but the scene painted itself in my mind.
Briefings while gearing up. Casual chatter that fades as reports worsen. Footsteps speeding up in unison.
Just like nowâthe sound of hurried boots echoing, then disappearing into the night.
âBut this time, itâs not because of the monâ ahem. Still, itâs not something you need concern yourself with, Lord Rue.â
The response was deliberately professional. I turned to Rick expressionlessly.
âIâm not worried. Iâm just curious how bad it really is.â
âWhy do you assume itâs bad?â