Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C138
by berryChapter 138
It felt unfair, but I had to accept the consequences of failing to secure the contract. I sighed instead. If I were truly a savior, none of this would be happening.
If I could lift Koonâs curse in an instant, there would be no need for Tyroc to fight Sarne in the first place. My frustration must have shown.
âJust as you hope, Rue, His Grace will defeat Baiyan and return in perfect health.â
âRick. Be honest. Youâre worried.â
Rick coughed and looked away. Please. I wasnât that oblivious. When he realized Iâd seen through him, he let out a long sigh.
âI always wish we had divine beast power⊠but even if Koonâs divine beast existedâŠâ
âThe Duke might refuse it.â
âThatâs true. His Grace hates divineâ wait, how did you know that?!â
âI didnât. I guessed. Your face confirmed it.â
Rickâs eyes flickered like a candle flame. Iâd been curious ever since Tyroc firmly refused Borhumiâs power at Crystal Lake.
âWhy does he hate it?â
âI donâtââ
âYou do.â
Rick physically betrayed the truth. Suddenly I understood why he was kept so close: betrayal would be impossible to hide.
ââŠIâm not certain. But it may be tied to the previous divine beast contractor.â
âThe one who died sealing the monster rift?â
âYes. He was the Dukeâs master. His Grace seems to blame himself.â
âThat was the former emperorâs order.â
âThe contractor couldâve refused⊠but stepped in to protect the Duke. The emperor intended to send the newly awakened Tyroc instead.â
What trash.
âThen the divine beast was a victim too. Why hate the power?â
âI donâtââ
âYou do.â
Rick stepped back, defeated.
ââŠThis is speculation. But His Grace once said divine beasts blindly support their contractors â until someone more appealing appears. Then they discard the old one without hesitation.â
âŠWhat?
âHe sounded ice-cold when he said it.â
I didnât need more explanation. Had Koonâs beast abandoned its contractor for Tyroc⊠leading to the masterâs fatal overreach?
âSo even if the beast returns, he might reject it.â
Rick nodded.
But I knew the future: Tyroc would eventually accept that power.
Because of Hoiga?
The thought chilled me.
I hated the image of Tyroc loving Hoiga.
Rick sighed.
âHis Grace is trying to grow his own strength instead. Sometimes⊠I wonder if he throws himself into danger deliberately. To break his limits.â
â
âKoon Tyroc.â
Baiyanâs eyes gleamed with pure killing intent â honed to eliminate everything but the enemy. Most would recoil. Tyrocâs golden gaze remained calm.
Had they not been enemies, she mightâve admired that composure.
âSo the rat stalking me walks into its own filthy nest.â
Still seated, Baiyan scanned the area.
âWhere are the rest of your vermin?â
âI alone am enough to crush insects.â
A short laugh escaped her â but suspicion sharpened her gaze. A trap?
Normally she wouldnât care. Even a Swordmaster couldnât defeat her and four disciples.
But Black Bear was the priority.
âTwo of you. Handle him.â
She rose and signaled her disciples, planning to slip away while they stalled.
They charged.
What shouldâve followed was steel clashing steel.
Insteadâ
Shiiik.
A slicing sound cut the air.
Instinct hurled Baiyan sideways.
Her disciples stood hunched, swords dropped.
On the ground beside them lay severed hands.
Her anger crystallized.
I underestimated him.
Shk.
Her blade drew free, white aura spilling outward.
âImpudent rat.â
â
Tyrocâs aunt and master, Koon Sornyhil, once told him:
âTyroc⊠you possess an enormous vessel.â
After testing him further, she added:
âThereâs nothing left to teach you.â
Her voice was calm â her eyes conflicted.
He hadnât understood. Divine beast power was dangerous. Children were trained for years to wield it.
Tyroc, hated by the emperor, received no such training.
âYou carry no divine presence,â a priest once declared â pleasing the emperor, who still believed himself chosen.
When Tyroc first felt the divine power, it didnât feel grand. It felt⊠natural.
Perhaps weak?
Sornyhil disagreed.
âIf others hold bowls⊠yours holds oceans.â
He assumed exaggeration â until she ordered:
âRelease everything you have.â
He gathered the power into his palm.
Surely it would produce only a breeze.
Insteadâ
A storm tore across the earth.