Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C19
by berryChapter 19
A tuft of floating curls hung in midairâso fluffy and round that I mistook it for a disembodied head. It didnât help that it had two small things attached to the sides that looked suspiciously like ears. And those âearsâ were flapping.
Wait⊠were those wings?!
At least it was cute enough that, even for someone like me who hates ghosts, it wasnât too terrifying.
âWhatâs wrong?â I asked cautiously.
[Huuuman.]
The ball of fluff split right down the middle, revealing something like a mouthâa wide, gaping one that stretched across its entire âface.â
From within, viscous black fluid dripped like strands of tar.
I froze. With its mouth closed, it looked like the back of a Bichonâs head. With it open, it looked like something straight out of a horror film.
My tone instantly grew polite.
âHuman, you said?â
Flap, flap. The thing beat its wings twice, sounding oddly pleased.
[Heeelp.]
Oh, for the love ofâcould it not open that mouth while talking? I missed Moâs filter function more than ever. Forcing myself not to look directly at it, I focused on the words.
âHeeelpâ⊠Was that supposed to be âhelpâ?
âWaitââhelpâ? Youâre asking for help?â
Flap, flap! A clear sign of agreement. I sighed silently.
Something about this felt familiar. Like that time the flower fairy asked for help with her seed.
At least this one wasnât overly chatty.
Whoosh!
âUgh!â
A powerful gust slammed into me, shoving me against the wall. Apparently, it wasnât the patient typeâif I didnât answer fast enough, it used force.
âAll right, all right! Who needs help?â
Before I even finished speaking, the secret door burst open with a loud bang.
The fluffball darted through the air in quick, urgent motions, bobbing toward a particular direction.
âOkay, okay, lead the way. Iâm coming.â
It guided me up to the third floor, stopping near one of the rooms.
And thenâit refused to go any further.
Just like the fairy before, it must have sensed something stronger beyond that door. Two armed guards stood outside, proof enough that whoever was inside ranked high.
Whatever was going on in there, it didnât look like an emergency. The guards werenât moving. So I decided to sneak in and see for myself.
Pulling a handkerchief over half my face, I crept silently toward a nearby window.
If I wanted to get inside, Iâd have to go through the next room and climb from there.
Luckily, a large tree grew close to the terrace, its branches stretching conveniently toward the balcony.
I hesitated for half a second. Then moved.
Climbing came naturally. But just as I set my foot on the final branchâ
Crack.
â…!â
The branch snapped beneath one foot. I barely caught myself on the terrace railing.
âWhewâŠâ I exhaled, steadying myself. That couldâve gone very wrong.
Still, that branch was gone. Getting out the same way would be tough now.
Hopefully, I wouldnât need to make a quick escape. Maybe the fluffball had overreacted, and it was nothing.
Muttering under my breath, I peeked through the windowâthen frowned deeply.
What the hell.
Apparently, filth existed in every world. Because right there, I found a scene that screamed human trash.
A long-haired man was on top of another man with short brown hair on the bed.
The problem? The brown-haired manâs limbs hung limp.
He looked barely twenty, his face still youthfulâand his eyes were open.
Open, but frozen, filled with fear.
He was conscious. He just couldnât move.
Then our eyes met.
The silent scream in them was unmistakable.
Help me.
I didnât hesitate even for a second. I threw open the terrace door and stormed inside.
The bastard on top had just taken out his disgusting junk, completely unaware of me. Perfect.
My gaze landed on the nearest object.
A candlestick.
Thatâd do.
I grabbed it and swung with everything I had, aiming for his skull.
This would be over fastâIâd knock him out, get the kid free, and be gone.
That was the plan.
I didnât hesitate. He didnât even defend.
Butâ
BOOM!
The sound of compressed air bursting rang out. I was thrown backward.
The bastard hadnât been unguardedâhe had some kind of magical defense.
A shimmering blue light flashed around him as my candlestick hit and bounced off harmlessly.
âUgh!â
The rebound sent me sprawling across the floor.
At least I wasnât the only one who looked ridiculousâhe staggered too, falling to one knee.
The blue gem on his chest brooch shattered and scattered across the floor.
âWhaâwho the hell are you?!â
The golden-haired pervert shouted, flipping his hair like some drama queen.
I ignored him, grabbing the candlestick again and charging.
âYou donât need to know, you sick bastard.â
Meanwhileâ
There had definitely been a sound. A presence. Then nothing. It vanished before Duke Koon could pinpoint it.
He left his friend behind and strode down the corridor, his steps unhurried but heavy with tension.
A few guests leaving their secret meetings froze and bowed as he passed, but his eyes were fixed ahead.
The Duke raised his senses, honing his awareness to that of a Swordmaster, searching for what heâd missed.
The âratâ had definitely been human.
But the thing that erased its trace? Something else entirely.
A transcendent presenceâlike a spirit, or a fae. Maybe even⊠a remnant of a divine beast.
No, not divine. Heâd have felt that.
This was weaker. Probably a spirit. But that, too, was strange.
Spirits always existed unseen, yesâbut to sense one required a human intermediary.
Someone to bridge their world and his.
Which meantâŠ
A spirit medium is here?
His gaze sharpened.
All the more reason to find this intruder.
If not the second floor, thenâ
âYour Grace.â
One of his aides approached, looking around curiously.
âWho are you looking for?â
Koon ignored him, walking forward. But then another thought struck.
âWhereâs Brons?â
He meant the young lord heâd escorted tonight.
âI last saw him in the first-floor hall before I came up here.â
âGo check on him. Now. Montaine Bilge might be here.â
The aide froze, face tightening.
âYes, at onceââ
He didnât finish.
Crash! Thud! Thud!
Glass shattered, followed by the sounds of a struggle echoing from above.
Both men looked up.
The third floor.
Bam! Bam!
âLord Bilge!â
The guards outside the door shouted, pounding on it after hearing the chaos inside.
A metallic click followedâthey were unlocking it.
The golden-haired bastard inside realized it and yelled, âQuick, come iâmff!â
Before he could finish, I lunged.
âYouâurk!â
My candlestick swung again, missing his nose by a hair.
Damn itâRueâs arms were shorter than I was used to. My distance sense was all off.
Embarrassing. But at least Iâd confirmed somethingâthe barrier was gone.
âThis time, Iâll do it properly.â
I clenched my fist and drove it into his face.
âGah!â
His head snapped ninety degrees to the side. I didnât stop.
A second hit, a thirdâeach blow sent him reeling, stumbling like a drunken reed.
He was tougher than he looked. Fine. I adjusted, aiming for his jaw this time.
Whoosh!
My punch sliced through the airâand connected.
Thwack!
His head jerked, but the angle was off. Another distance misread.
Tch. I really needed to get used to this body.
Grumbling inwardly, I grabbed him by the collar, pushed him down, and straddled him.
Letâs see how you like a broken jaw, you freakâ
Thenâ
I froze.
Because something appeared behind him.
Not something. Someone.
A presence, materializing out of thin air.
Two glowing red eyes stared directly into mine.
And in that instantâ
A shiver ran down my entire body.