Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C29
by berryChapter 29
âYou must have been thinking about Duke Koon.â
How did he know? I asked with my eyes, and Solongo gave a knowing nod.
âBecause whenever you curse under your breath, itâs usually because of him. Still, now that you know who Duke Koon truly is, shouldnât you start changing your attitude toward him?â
I knew thatâat least logically. I should approach this rationally. But my emotions refused to follow reason.
If I saw him again, I knew Iâd probably lunge straight for his collar on pure instinct.
But that bastard was Duke Koon. That idiotâDuke Koon.
âHaaâŠâ
A sigh escaped before I could stop it. Honestly, befriending that man seemed harder than saving the damn world.
âIâll handle it my way. You just focus on keeping your master in check. The Koon family doesnât seem to merely dislike usâitâs pure hatred. If youâve got lingering feelings, get rid of them.â
The same Solongo who always nagged me into proper behavior pressed his lips together and turned his head away.
Ha. Thought so. He hates them too.
âAnyway, youâve memorized Lord Gumberâs summer villa layout, right?â
Just as I was about to board the carriage, Solongo asked quietly.
Yes, I had. Iâd already reviewed the layout of this place. Actually, not just this placeâDr. Kim had insisted I âmake full use of Moâ and had me study her collection of blueprints every single day, without rest.
Between memorizing schematics and cramming everything I could find about Tuvine, I was more exhausted than a high school senior during exam week.
At this point, I could probably navigate half the noble estates on the continent with my eyes closed. Iâd once wondered how Dr. Kim even got such detailed blueprintsâbut her answer had been brutally simple.
âWith money.â
Good thing she hadnât time-traveled into early 20th-century Russia, or Lenin wouldâve been broke.
âIâve seen the layouts enough to make me sick.â
I waved my hand dismissively, but her next words froze me in place.
âThe real problem is the Maze Garden. Itâs heavily enchantedâonce you enter, itâs nearly impossible to find your way out. Naturally, there are no maps.â
True enough, the blueprint Iâd studied didnât include anything resembling a garden maze.
âThen what do I do if I get lost? I canât use a teleport scroll in there, can I?â
âFortunately, the scroll I gave you carries powerful magicâit will work inside. But if, for any reason, you canât use it, thereâs only one other way out.â
âWhat way?â
If there was a method, Iâd just use itâsimple as that.
âYou must accept another personâs saliva into your mouth.â
ââŠWhat?â I stared. âYou mean someoneâs spit? How the hellâ Wait, are you telling me that place was designed for people to make out in secret?!â
âThat was likely the original architectâs intentionâto encourage discreet indulgence. But over the years, itâs changed. Now, no one dares kiss so lightly.â
âHow is that a bad thing? Sounds more wholesome to me.â
âThey say people indulge in everything else, saving the kiss for last.â
ââŠInsane. Theyâre all insane.â
âAh, thatâs exactly what the master said too. It seems Earthfolk truly value pure and responsible relationships.â
No, Earthâs full of degenerates too. But for the sake of Earthâs reputation, I bit my tongue.
âAnyway, thatâs why this gathering will be crawling with people connected to Adeye Rue.â
Solongoâs tone was heavy with concern, but I didnât take it seriously.
As long as I avoided one person, Iâd be fine.
Koon Tyroc.
The money-obsessed lunatic wouldnât possibly attend a social party, right? Thereâs no way Iâd run into him again.
Or so I foolishly believedâuntil five minutes after stepping into the club.
âRue!â
My name rang out so loudly I jumped and shrank behind a curtain.
Who was it this time? What kind of degenerate now?
Iâd faced hordes of monsters without flinching, but thisâthisâwas pure terror.
The problem had started the moment I stepped out of the carriage.
Iâd naively hoped Hoiga had at least spread the rumor about my âchangeâ in advanceâthat people would keep their distance out of curiosity.
Instead, several men rushed toward me the instant they saw me.
And the problem?
They came at me crotch-first.
âRue! Iâve missed your touch! I forgot how perfectly firm your grip was until now!â
âRue! Please, touch me again! Haaâno oneâs hands feel quite like yours!â
Dear god. Rue, you absolute pervertâyou really did earn your reputation as a master of grope arts.
The eyes of those who remembered âRueâs touchâ gleamed with madness. I wanted to shout that Iâd changedâthat I wasnât interestedâbut they didnât even give me a chance.
No, I did shout. It just didnât matter. None of these sex-crazed idiots had functioning brains.
âRue! My turn first! Touch me!â
âGet lost! Rue liked my thighs best!â
It was a battlefield of crotch warriors.
Before long, I was running for my life, darting through the villa halls like a fugitive, dodging depraved nobles.
Haah. Finally. No one here, right?
I clenched my fists, resisting the urge to bash every last one of them with a chair. I may or may not have actually hit a few.
But one pervert in particular refused to give up.
âRuuue~ Where are you?â
His voice dripped like melted butter, drawing closer. That cursed tick of a man.
He was the one whoâd found me earlierâjust when I thought Iâd escaped the crowdâand shouted my name for all to hear. Everyone had turned to stare.
Normally I wouldnât care about attention, but Rue wouldâve loved it. The old Rue wouldâve basked in it, lifting his chin proudly, flaunting his beauty for every man in sight.
I, however, lacked the acting skills to smile through disgust.
And when I saw that pervert running toward me, it took everything I had not to scream.
His shirt was practically see-through, half unbuttoned down to his navel, flashing his nipples every time he moved.
And his pants? So tight they left nothing to the imagination.
A prime-grade super-pervert.
The way he chased me, whining for me to âtouch him again,â was honestly scarier than any monster.
I barely dodged himâbut somehow, heâd managed to follow me here too.
Persistent bastard.
I slipped out from behind the curtain, ready to make another escapeâ
âbut froze.
âRue, you came out to see me after all?â
The super-pervert was already blocking my exit.
Was this man a reincarnated demon?
He grinned, thrusting his hips forward as he spoke.
âWhile you were gone, my⊠rod of glory has grown lush and golden.â
I nearly gagged. Goosebumps raced down my arms. If Iâd had a club, I wouldâve smashed that ârodâ into paste.
But there were too many eyes around. Even the thought of touching him made my skin crawl.
So instead, I ducked behind a table. Unfortunately, that only seemed to please him. His smile grew oilier, glistening like heâd bathed in pig fat.
âRue, why do you keep running from me? Hm? Are you upset I havenât let you touch me lately?â
His tone turned even greasier. Did he drink lard before coming here? I was done. I turned and bolted.
âHehehe~ Playing tag, are we? Then Iâll catch you, Ruuuue~â
The sound of his sing-song threat made every hair on my body stand.
âSurvival mode! Activate survival mode!â I screamed mentally.
[Survival mode cannot be activated outside of life-threatening situations.]
If this doesnât count as life-threatening, what does?!
Ignoring the stares, I sprinted full speed through the corridors, up the stairs, anywhere away from him.
Damn it. This is bad. Everyoneâs going to think Iâve lost my mind.
Countless guests had come to Lord Gumberâs reopened summer villa that day, many seeking secret trysts. With the wine flowing freely since noon, the smallest scandal could become the talk of the evening. Especially since the guest of honorâmeâhad been a recluse for weeks.
âDid you see Adeye Rue?â
Two omega guests walking down the hall whispered about the topic of the night.
âI did. He looked ridiculous! Just wearing a plain white shirt and black pants. He used to sparkle from head to toe! Did the Adeye family go bankrupt?â
The other omega shook his head knowingly.
âHardly. He probably still owns half the continent. They say he changed after nearly dying to a monster.â
âStill, to change that much? Itâs strange.â
âApparently he got covered in monster fluids or something. Mustâve traumatized him.â
âWhat? How do you even get covered in monster fluids?â
âMaybe the monster tried to eat him and spat him back out?â
The female omega gasped, horrified.
âAre you serious?â
âTotally. Ma Hoiga said so himself. Even monsters get tired of Rue, I guessâmost people do after meeting him once or twice.â
The two laughed lightly, but the womanâs smile faltered as she added,
âBut earlier, I saw him playing tag with some menâin public! Doesnât seem like heâs that differentâŠâ
âExcuse me. Who did you say?â
A low, commanding male voice cut in. The two omegas stopped, startledâthen smiled shyly when they saw the speaker.
The tall, handsome alpha was well-known. He wasnât of high rank himself, but his partner was famous enough to make him noteworthy.
âAdeye Rue. Youâre saying he survived an encounter with a monster? Where?â
Torida, the consort of Baron Ewik, narrowed his eyes as he asked the question.