Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C35
by berryChapter 35
âThe places where the divine beastâs energy is strongest are within the major noble houses.â
â…Ah.â
That meant nothing in Koon, where the divine beast had perished. But Rickâs disappointment came too soon. Tyroc added offhandedly, and Rickâs eyes widened.
âAnd the Central Temple.â
âThe Central Temple… Thatâs great! That means we can start searching right away! Itâs a huge place, yes, but at least that narrows the range. If only we had something like a compass to find the entrance…â
âThey say there might be a sacred relicâone with strong divine powerâthat reacts to the entrance.â
Finding one would be difficult, given how rare such relics were, but at least it was better than having no method at all.
Encouraged, Rick brightened up, while Tyrocâs gaze wandered toward the window, as though heâd lost interest in the topic entirelyâhis expression distant, preoccupied.
âSomething bothering you today, my lord?â
âNo.â
Tyroc brushed back his still-damp hair with a sharp, irritated motion.
âWorried something happened at the Baron Gumberâs summer villa?â
âNo, I meant at the monster hunt. What could possibly have bothered you at Baron Gumberâs villa?â
ââŠâ
âOh, right. Did you see Adeye Rue there today? How was he?â
Tyroc didnât answer. He simply stared out the window, lips pressed tight.
Wasnât he the one who wanted to confirm Rue had changed? Did he not get the chance to see him?
Rick tilted his head, then added what heâd heard.
âThey say heâs changed since coming back from the deadâbut still a hopeless man-chaser. At the summer villa, he was laughing and running around with some man before vanishing into the maze. Who knows how wildly he rolled around in thereââ
âRick.â
âYes?â
âDo you want to roll around with Adeye Rue?â
What theâ?
âOf course not! Why would I?!â
âThen stop worrying about whether Adeye Rueâs kissing or getting his lips bitten.â
What? Wasnât it Tyroc who ordered him to observe Rue and see if heâd changed?
Rick felt wronged, but his master didnât so much as glance his way, keeping his gaze on the windowâexpressionless, his thoughts unreadable.
Then something odd occurred to Rick.
Waitâbitten lips?
âIâll attend the Blessing of Verdure ceremony at the Central Temple. Thereâs supposed to be a charity auction there.â
Tyrocâs tone was clipped as he looked down at the letter in his hand.
Rick instantly recognized the reference; that must have been the very topic covered in the message from his friend.
âYes, thatâs the annual event, isnât it? Is there a particular item youâre interested in?â
Tyroc didnât respond. He lit the letter, let it burn to ash, then turned back to the window again. He probably didnât realize it himself, but it was one of his habitsâto constantly glance outside.
Though now, there was only darkness beyond the glassâthe direction of Koonâs ancestral castle, their family seat.
No one could enter there anymore. It was cursed.
Only a few direct descendants remained within that enormous fortress. And Tyrocâs entire life had been devoted to breaking that curse.
To do that, heâd thrown himself into monster hunts that others avoided like plague, reaching the pinnacle of swordsmanship itself.
Everyone else was too mesmerized by his brilliant smile to notice the darkness that lay beneath it.
But Rick knew.
Whenever Tyrocâs expression turned cold as he looked toward the cursed castle, Rick couldnât help but wonderâwould there ever truly be a day that curse was broken?
Then Tyroc spoke a name that made him stiffen.
âThe Tear of the Demon King.â
âThatâs… the gem the late Emperor owned…â
âRight. My fatherâs prized possession.â
At the mention of the dead Emperor, a crooked smile twisted Tyrocâs lips.
Rick, meanwhile, looked grim. Whatever memory Tyroc recalled, it clearly wasnât a pleasant one.
âThat gem is cursed, my lord. They say every owner meets with misfortune.â
âMy father loved it all the more for that.â
âTruly bold of him.â
âNo. It was arrogance. He rose to the throne in Koonâs name, but without the divine beastâs power, he feared being mocked. He kept the gem only to prove that he was untouched by cursesâto show off.â
Rick cleared his throat and avoided comment, though he agreed silently.
The late Emperor hadnât been chosen by the divine beast, yet through cunning and manipulation, heâd claimed the throne anywayâdespite lacking the right.
He had always envied and distrusted his sister, who had been blessed by divine power, though she had no interest in politics or power at all.
His insecurity festered into bitterness, which eventually turned toward his own son.
Tyroc Koonâthe one chosen by the divine beast.
The Emperor saw in his son a threat, a rival to his power, and drove him out of the capital.
Despite being the legitimate heir, Tyroc was forced to grow up in the Koon domain.
Maybe that was why Tyroc had never shown any interest in the throne. The only thing he ever cared about was the Koon familyâthe home that had accepted him when no one else had.
It was something sacred to him, worth protecting at any cost. Even if that meant one day taking the throne he so despised.
âBut not long after my father obtained the gem, the divine beast vanished.â
Tyroc let out a cold, mirthless laugh.
With the divine power gone, the House of Koon lost its legitimacyâand the throne.
The Emperor had refused to yield and died an absurd death, clinging to pride to the very end.
âLooking at how he ended, maybe that curse was real after all.â
âJust superstition, my lord.â
Tyrocâs lips curved faintly.
âEven if itâs real, it doesnât matter.â
ââŠâ
âPrepare to attend the auction.â
âYou mean to buy it?â
âThat gemâs infamous for its curse, but people overlook somethingâitâs also an incredibly powerful relic of divine energy.â
âAh, so it might serve as our compass to locate the entrance to the Forest of Red Tides. The gemâs price must be astronomical, though. I wonder who owns it now.â
âSomeone obsessed with money.â
Rickâs eyes flicked down to the ashes of the burned letter.
So the sender even included information about the current owner. Their informantâs reach was truly impressive.
The charity auction was known for its secrecy; the donorsâ names were never revealed, and black-market items often made their way inâone reason the event drew such intense attention every year.
âSo who is it? This money-grubbing person?â
Tyrocâs smile deepened, as if saying, I gave you the hint. Canât you figure it out?
Rickâs eyes widened in disbelief.
âAdeye Lantua?!â
âAttend the charity event.â
One morning, Dr. Kim gave the order.
I immediately frowned, unimpressed.
âIâve already attended a social gathering. I showed my face there.â
âAnd then you locked yourself up in the mansion for ten days straight. What are you, a monk?â
I bristled a little at that. I had been doing something usefulâtraining, studying this world, learning everything I could.
âItâs better to stay in and avoid the traitorâs eyes than parade around outside. By the way, have you heard anything about the Biwine Partyââ
âCough, cough!â
Ding ding ding ding!
Dr. Kimâs coughing fit was immediately followed by a bell ringing as the healers rushed in.
I sat obediently while Solongo shot me a scolding glare as though this were somehow my fault.
I didnât even say anything that bad this time!
By the time Dr. Kim recovered, it was already mealtime.
I tried to resume the topic, but she beat me to it, getting straight to business.
âThis charity eventâs a donation auction at the Central Temple. Iâve contributed a very important jewel this time. Youâre not sending a proxyâyouâll go personally. Take the jewel yourself and deliver it.â
I stopped mid-bite and studied her face. She looked perfectly normal, as if nothing had happened.
âWhat kind of jewel is so important?â
âIt used to belong to the late Koon Emperor.â
I froze with my fork halfway to the pickled plum on my plate.
For some reason, Dr. Kim had turned her inability to make kimchi into a vendettaâso every meal was an endless parade of pickles.
âDonât tell me you got it as payment for a debtâafter haggling them down?â
Dr. Kim looked genuinely offended.
âI bought it under another name.â
âSo you did haggle.â
ââŠAt the time, I still thought Koon was our enemy.â
I heaped mashed potatoes onto my plate and asked seriously,
âDo you have a lot of things youâve, uh, acquired like that?â
âPlenty.â
âAh. Great.â
âThis particular gem was one the Emperor cherished deeply. It basically became his symbol. Naturally, Tyrocâthe Duke Koonâwill be interested.â
I munched my pickle and gave her my best advice.
âIf that bastardâuh, the Dukeâlikes it so much, just gift it to him. We need his favor anyway.â
âHe doesnât know Iâm the owner.â
Ah.
âBesides, auction items remain secret until the day of the event. Tyroc wonât even know the gem is being sold. That makes this… an opportunity.â
An opportunity? I gave her a questioning look, and she laced her fingers together, her eyes gleaming.
âThis gem showing up at auction will be huge news. And you know Iâve slipped articles mentioning my name into magical scrolls before. If I were the traitor, Iâd definitely include this one.â
âYouâre saying… this is an event the traitor already knows about?â