Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C147
by berryChapter 147
âCongratulations, Grand Duke. Youâve advanced another step.â
âNot yet.â
Tyroc denied it shortly and looked down at his hand, murmuring to himself.
âItâs divine power⌠so why isnât it Koonâs?â
Rick didnât catch the last word clearly, but the important part â divine power and Koon â landed loud and clear. The man who normally turned icy at the mention of divine beasts was talking about their power so seriously. W-wait⌠could it be?!
âGrand Duke! Has Koonâs divine beast returnedââ
âNo.â
âAh⌠rightâŚâ
Rick awkwardly stepped back.
âIf the divine beast still exists like Hoiga said, itâll probably take time to return.â
He braced for irritation, but Tyroc only shifted his gaze, expression blank. Rick gathered courage and kept talking.
âEveryone gave up because they believed it vanished â except my mother. She was convinced Koonâs divine beast would return. When I asked how something gone could come back, do you know what she said?â
Tyroc still looked uninterested â until Rick continued.
âShe said it would be reborn. Like how a tree looks dead, but drops seeds and rises again. She believed the divine beast would do the same. Ha⌠why are you staring like that?â
Rick retreated a step. Tyroc, however, stared at his hand again, face grave. He stood there like a statue until Rick cleared his throat.
âWell⌠Iâll leave you to your training.â
Rick had only taken a few steps when Tyrocâs quiet murmur followed.
ââŚReborn?â
A lot had happened since coming to Tuvine, but today felt like genuine progress.
On the surface, Tyroc reconciled with the divine beast, Black Bear began training, and Tyroc agreed to accept its power.
That meant my task remained â the most important one: bringing the divine beast. Whether Borhumiâs or Koonâs, Tyroc just needed that power to close the Eye of Hell.
Yet instead of saving Earth, my mind replayed the way Tyroc looked at me in the field.
For you.
Was he serious? No â what would Mo know about human emotions? Even if it were trueâŚ
I couldnât find an answer and pushed myself upright.
âHaâŚâ
I exhaled and shook my head.
Focus. Keep it simple. One goal.
Summoning the divine beast came first. I didnât know how â but I hadnât stayed up late for nothing. There was someone to ask.
Clatter.
The window rattled in the wind. I glanced over â and locked eyes with something pressed against the glass.
ââ!â
I froze.
Black Bearâs huge face was mashed against the window, eyes glowing eerily in the dark.
Clatter, clatter.
Not wind. The beast was shaking it.
Of course it was.
âOkay, okay, Iâm comingâŚâ
Grumbling, I opened the window.
âSo you meant tonightâŚâ
âCome inââ
I stopped. The beast was way too big.
âIâll just step outsideâ huh?â
The massive figure suddenly shrank.
âŚIt could change size?!
Before I could react, it resized perfectly to the window and fluttered inside. It couldâve phased through the wall â divine beast and all â but no. It insisted on theatrics.
It landed on my bed, wings buzzing.
You couldâve just done that from the start!
The glowing eyes met mine.
Right. Still insane.
Fine. Stay calm. Maybe smaller meant fasterâ
Hope flared.
I sat in front of it casually.
âYou have something to say to me?â
Creeeeeak⌠liftâŚ
It took ages just to raise its tiny body.
Seriously?
Then the arm slowly rose. Painfully slow.
An âă .â
[âŚMotion speed adjusted to maintain the same 30-second timing.]
Mo confirmed it.
I closed my eyes.
Was this assassination by frustration?
Next letter:
âă´.â
[Itâs answering âno.â]
So not here to talk â but because I had something to say.
âThen you came because I do.â
Slow nod.
Finally.
I chose my question carefully.
âWhat is Borhumiâs divine beast doing right now?â
The beast spread its limbs, bowed.
âă .â
âŚDick?
[Likely: sleep.]
ââŚSleeping? Until when? When are they coming back to Tuvine?â
After the long wait:
[When the time comes.]
I couldnât help it.
âWhen is that? Days? Months? Years?â
The beast pointed at me.
ââŚMe?â
The motions came.
[You decide the time.]
âŚHow?!
Did I have to wake it myself? Travel to its homeland? I didnât even know how to reach the Crimson Tide Forest.
I had the key Borhumi gave me â but no door.
âDo I find a door in Borhumiâs underground tomb?â
[There is no door there.]
Then where?
The beast stared.
Like I should know.
It pointed at me again.
ââŚYou want me to find it?â
Wrong answer.
Its eyes radiated disappointment.
Honestly, if I could physically grab it, divine beast or not, Iâd shake it.
âThen what?! Iâm not the door!â
The beast just⌠stared.
âŚWait.
Black Bear communication style:
rue: âPlease just say the answer.â
Black Bear(the divine beast): 30 seconds per letter
Also Black Bear:
âI will inconvenience you personally for dramatic effect.â