Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C79
by berryChapter 79
Zab had absolutely no desire to attend any public event that day.
The collapse of the Ewik Estateânews that had spread rapidly within just two daysâhad placed Adeye Rue and Borhumi at the very center of the continentâs rumors.
Why had the Captain of Borhumiâs guards kidnapped Adeye Rue?
Speculation ran wild everywhere.
The last thing Zab wanted was to show his face and give the public even more to gossip about.
Yet unfortunately, the one event he could never skip was scheduled for that very day:
A prayer ceremony dedicated to the Divine Beast, held at the altar within the old imperial palace at the very heart of the capital.
It was ridiculousâhosting an annual prayer ceremony inside a palace with no owner. But the Temple had slowly wormed its way in with the excuse of âmaintenance,â and now openly used the palace grounds to summon crowds.
After all, the altar of the old palace stood upon the sacred stone floor where the first Divine Beast had descended.
While the Divine Beast families warred among themselves, the Temple seized the chance to use the palace however it pleased. At this rate, the Temple was on the verge of taking over the entire palace.
But no one had the authority or justification to reclaim it.
So for now, all anyone could do was watch the Temple parade around inside the imperial grounds as if they owned it.
âGrand Duke Montaine has already arrived.â
As Zab stepped down from his carriage, one of his attendants reported to him. Zab clenched his teethâout of habit. He needed to act unfazed.
âWhat of Tyroc?â
âWeâve received word that the Grand Duke of Koon has not come.â
Of course he wouldnât. But had Zab not been caught off guard at the Club of the Thirteenth Month recently? Tyroc was always capable of brazenly showing up when least expected.
âThe Temple said the preparations are complete. Once Your Grace arrives, they intend to begin the ritual immediately.â
The ritual referred to the moment in the ceremony where the Divine Beastâs power was displayed before the attendeesâa symbolic declaration that the Divine Beast still protected Tuvine.
âThe heads of all five great merchant houses are present as well.â
The attendant added one more line, and Zab froze mid-step at the next name that followed.
âEven Adeyeâs House Head, who usually sends a representative, has come in person.â
âŠWhat?
âAdeye Lantua is here?â
Lantua had been frail and bedridden for the past year, unable to attend any event.
Why would she appear nowâof all times?
Because of him?
To pressure him?
The expression Zab had worked so hard to maintain shattered instantly.
Right before leaving his estate, one of his closest aides had delivered an urgent report: suddenly, multiple lenders were demanding repayment of his debtsâsimultaneously.
For years, Zab had poured enormous sums into restraining other Divine Beast families, borrowing from several sources without hesitation. He had never once been pressed for repayment.
On the contrary, money was always given to him readily, almost respectfullyâso naturally Zab spent as if the lendersâ purses were merely extensions of his own.
Now that debt had grown far beyond what even his wealthy maternal relatives could coverâyet Zab had never once viewed it as a problem.
I am the Grand Duke of Borhumi. The future Emperor.
To him, the money was not debt but tribute.
So why had a sudden demand for repayment appeared?
All the lendersâ names were different, but behind every debt stood the same person:
Adeye Lantua.
A lowly merchant dared to challenge himâthe Grand Duke?
Grinding his teeth, Zab marched toward the altar⊠only for all his bravado to evaporate at the entrance.
Every group of people who had been quietly conversing turned to stare at himâall at once.
And those looks were anything but pleasant.
Zab felt like a clown in a circus.
Why?
What had been said while he was absent?
Then he noticed the mocking gaze directed at himâopen and unhidden.
It belonged to his greatest rival: Grand Duchess Shula of Montaine.
Her hair was a striking, blood-red color, making her impossible to miss even in a crowd.
But as Zab drew closer, something even more eye-catching drew his attention:
Her left eyeâvivid red.
The right was brown, like other Montaines, but the left gleamed with the familyâs symbolic color.
Zab always felt a sting of inferiority when looking at her.
And today was no exception.
His jealous glare shiftedâand only then did he notice the person beside her.
Speaking warmly with Shula as if they were close family stood Adeye Lantua.
Zabâs eyebrow twitched.
That foxâŠ
She was deliberately flaunting her alliance with his enemyâto rattle him.
âMy condolences for the loss of your guard captain, Your Grace of Borhumi.â
Someone murmured the polite greeting, but Zab barely acknowledged it.
He strode directly toward the two women.
Those two must never join hands. Not ever.
âGrand Duke of Borhumi.â
Shula greeted him first. Zab returned her greeting curtly, then fixed his attention on Lantua.
She looked identical to Adeye Rueâbut her gaze was nothing like the foolish manâs.
Lantuaâs eyes were calm, ancient, sharpâlike a seasoned swordsman.
âYour Grace,â she said, bowing her head.
Zabâs lip curled as he deliberately looked her up and down.
She was dressed in her usual pantsuit, but unlike beforeâwhen she despised ornamentationâshe wore a large brooch over her chest.
A sword and shield.
A declaration of war?
Zabâs stare hardened.
âIt has been a while, House Head of Adeye. I heard you collapsed from shock after your brother went missing, yet you seem in excellent health.â
Zab struck first by mentioning Rue.
She had shown up hereâRue would inevitably be a topic, so he needed to assert dominance early.
But unlike the Lantua who had turned the entire continent upside down searching for her brother, this one appeared remarkably composed.
âThank you for your concern. I still worry greatly for my brother, but I was able to rise thanks to good news.â
âGood news?â
At Zabâs question, Lantua cast her eyes aside as if hesitatingâthough Shula cut in first.
âHouse Head, it is excellent news for all of Tuvine. Go on and tell the Grand Duke.â
âYes,â Lantua replied politely, turning back to Zab.
âWe have located the entrance to the Crimson Tides Forest.â
What?
Zabâs eyes shot open.
âW-Where? Was it at the Ewik estate?â
âHow did you know? Ahâdid you perhaps hear it from the late Ottmar?â
Only then did Zab realize he had slipped.
But unlike at the Club of the Thirteenth Month, he couldnât simply crush the mistake with authorityâbecause he needed information from Lantua.
âWell, I canât recall where I heard it. So? It was the Ewik estate?â
âYes. We cannot recklessly investigate an entrance to an inhuman beingâs domain, so we were just about to request Grand Duchess Montaineâs assistance.â
At once, Shula burst into a pleased smile.
âSuch assistance is easy to provide. And you require permission to search for your brother? I will issue a permitâfeel free to move anywhere within Montaine territory.â
âThank you. Once the debris is fully cleared, I will notify you immediately.â
Their exchange made Zabâs insides twist.
That place should have belonged to him.
It was like digging tirelessly on his own land, only for a well to erupt on the neighborâs property.
But he would never say âinclude me.â
He knew exactly what Lantua wanted:
Help us search for my brother.
Give her permission, and Adeye would run wild through Borhumi.
Damn fox.
Zab glared after Lantua as she turned away.
At that moment, a priest nearby announced the beginning of the prayer ceremony.
âIndomitable Montaine, who burns evil without endâ
Just Borhumi, who purifies darkness with greenâ
We ask the two Grand Dukes to demonstrate the Divine Beastâs blessing upon Tuvine.â
â
Hff, hff, hffâ
I sprinted across the dry ground once filled with waterânow nothing but rotting corpses and blood-soaked soil.
My foot landed on a corpse, then slipped over wet earth where the blood hadnât dried.
The lakebed was vast; I had to run for over ten minutes straight.
Finally, I reached the small pool I had seen from afar.
From the distance, it had shone a vivid blueâbut up close, it was nothing like that.
Small, murky, heavily pollutedâclay-colored. Barely two meters across.
At first, I wondered if I had come to the wrong place.
But this was the only pool.
âThis is the placeâŠâ
Honestly, Iâd run here relying entirely on that flash of blue.
If sticks and insects could become keys, then perhaps water could as well.
If not, then Iâd simply have to search again until I found it.
Kneeling, I placed my hand into the pool.
âKey.â
Nothing happened.
Damn it. Was it a waste of time?
I squeezed my eyes shut, clenching my hand in the waterâ
And then.
The water inside my palm quiveredâthickenedâgatheredâ
And in an instant, the entire pool surged inward, rushing into my grasp as though being condensed to a single point.
I knew immediately, instinctively.
It was the key.