Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C131
by berryChapter 131
âSolongo.â
In the grand, antique reception room, Solongo bowed politely to the one who had called her name.
âYes, Duke Killu.â
âSit comfortably. If you stand there so stiffly, itâll look like I summoned you to scold you.â
Killuâs tone was relaxed, like one addressing a close friend, but Solongo only raised her head slightly while maintaining her perfectly upright posture.
âHow could I possibly mistake your gracious words for a reprimand, Duke? Please, say whatever you wish.â
Anyone listening could tell from Solongoâs manner that she had completely lowered herself. Killuâs smile deepened, evidently pleased.
âI only called you to exchange greetings after hearing Adeye Trading sent an excessive gift.â
âExcessive? Compared to the generosity the Montaine household has shown our company, it is trivial. I hope the goods pleased you.â
âThey werenât bad. Though inferior to the Southern Textile Unionâs wares.â
âMy apologies. If you grant us another opportunity, weâll prepare something of higher qualityââ
âSolongo, I said this isnât a summons to reprimand you. Nor did I call you to discuss troublesome trade matters.â
Killu smiled lazily, but the meaning was clear: stop. Quick to read the room, Solongo fell silent. Killu moved to the real issue.
âI heard a mercenary guild recently sent a large force to Crystal Lake. Does Adeye know anything about that?â
Solongo hesitated, then bowed her head and answered honestly.
âThey were funded by House Adeye.â
Killu smiled as if surprised, though his eyes sharpened. He already knew Adeye was involved; he wanted to see how she would respond. If Adeye had chosen Koonâs side, they would become enemies.
Yet Solongo was being more submissive than expected. That suggested Adeye had no desire to oppose Montaine just yet.
He could see the shrewd calculation behind her humility, but it didnât bother him. It meant she was still useful.
âIn truth, Young Master Rue has entered House Koon. Though the wedding hasnât been held, he is residing there as the dukeâs fiancĂ©. HoweverâŠâ
Solongo paused, looking troubled.
âShortly after Rue arrived, His Grace of Koon had to leave due to matters at Crystal Lake. Rue had been greatly anticipating time with him and⊠strongly requestedâahâinsisted we ensure the dukeâs swift return.â
She coughed lightly as if correcting herself, but Killu recognized it as deliberate information sharing. Considering Adeye Rueâs temperament, it was easy to imagine it had been less insistence and more chaos.
So he hadnât changed much after all. Not a serious concern, but worth confirming.
âItâs commendable that Adeye intervened to deal with Borhumiâs overflowing monsters. But with Duke Koon occupying Borhumi Castle, guarding Crystal Lake could easily be misunderstood.â
Solongo nodded demurely.
âIt would certainly appear that way. Our head of household is concerned as well. Please understand Adeyeâs position as a family soon to be joined to Koon through marriage.â
She apologized first, then offered her explanation.
âHowever, after some time, we can withdraw the mercenaries at willâeven if the lakeâs situation deteriorates.â
As she spoke, her gaze lifted. Killu immediately grasped her meaning. They would maintain appearances now, but pull out when monsters surged again.
âWouldnât withdrawing during a crisis be disastrous? Just before, perhapsâbut not during.â
âWould you happen to inform us of such a date?â
Her eyes sharpenedâand another voice cut in.
âIâll tell you when the time comes, Solongo.â
Hoiga was approaching, seemingly having entered unnoticed.
â
A three-headed-proportion bear. This was not a creature one would expect to encounter in the forest. Unless it were a doll. But no doll this large should existâlet alone one that walked.
And I hadnât noticed before, but tiny wings sprouted from its back. They were technically wings, though so small and positioned so low they could almost be mistaken for tufts of fur.
Cute as it looked, laughing wasnât an option. Its sheer size was overwhelming.
That enormous head turned slowlyâand fixed directly on me. Most of its small eyes were white; the black pupils were tiny, gleaming with something deeply unsettling.
What the hell is thisâŠ
âIs there something behind me?â
At Black Bearâs question, my stiff neck creaked as I turned. You canât see it? So itâs just me⊠damn it.
An inhuman being.
And that wasnât the end of the problem. The bearâs gaze was no joke. Very few beings carried eyes like thatâeyes that were difficult to meet. Andâ
âMo, did you apply a filter to that bear?â
[Yes. But the filter isnât functioning.]
âŠExactly what Mo had said when I first encountered the blue serpent.
Damn it. A divine beast. Another one. At this rate Iâll meet a Buddha in Tubain. Fantastic.
I studied the bear with conflicted eyes. The only divine beasts I hadnât met were those of Koon and Sarne, but this didnât feel like Koonâs. Even though we were on Koonâs land, it didnât suit Tyroc at all.
Then again⊠Black Bear. The name fit a little too well.
âHey, Adeye Rue?â
ââŠ.â
I stared silently at her, my mind in chaos. Why was what appeared to be Sarneâs divine beast attached to Black Bear? The question slipped out before I could stop it.
âIs your family name Sarne?â
Shingâ
The sound of steel leaving its sheath was followed instantly by a massive blade at my throat. But Black Bearâs glare was even more lethal.
âYou dare attach that filthy surname to me? Who told you that? Did Adeye Lantu spout nonsense?â
âMy sister said nothing. I just guessed.â
âHow?!â
I sighed and jerked my chin toward the bear.
âBecause youâre walking around with Sarneâs divine beast beside you.â
ââŠ.â
âOf course, I should confirm with the beast itself, but from experience, it fits.â
ââŠThatâs absurd.â
âI agree. But I canât exactly ignore a giant three-headed black bear with wings on its back. Tiny wings, but still.â
ââŠ.â
âHello?â
Clangâ
Her sword slipped from her hand and struck the ground loudly. I jumped back, worried about the blade, but she seemed unaware sheâd dropped it.
âBlack Bear, are you okay?â
ââŠThe bear⊠has something?â
âWings. Very small ones.â
No reaction. Understandableâwho would believe that?
Honestly, I barely did. Nothing about its appearance screamed divinity. Montaineâs divine beast had been mystical; Borhumiâs serpent looked pitiful only in miniatureâits true form was imposing.
But a plush bear? It was absurdly mismatchedâ
I flinched.
As if reading my thoughts, the bear rolled its eyes toward me. A chill ran down my spine. Damn itâthose eyes were undeniably divine.
Instead of denying it, Black Bear asked something else.
ââŠWhy?â
Youâre asking me? I glanced up again. The bear had plopped down on the ground, staring forward.
Like a gigantic dollâuntil its dark eyes slid toward me again. The glaring whites made me flinch, the eerie gaze made me shudder. I could not get used to those eyes. Why were they like that?
âYouâd have to ask the divine beast itself. But⊠youâre not from Sarne?â
ââŠ.â
âIf I misunderstood, I apologizeâah?! Black Bear!â
I rushed forward, calling her name. She was collapsing like a wooden stick, and I had to protect her head.
At that moment, I had no idea that seconds later, I too would clutch the back of my neck and fall backward.