Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C98
by berryChapter 98
Clatter, clatter.
The carriage jolted, and my body rocked with it, but Solongoâutterly unfazedâcontinued scribbling furiously with her pen.
For some reason, it annoyed me.
Yes, sure, Iâm the one who caused the disaster⊠but she could at least offer a word of comfort, couldnât she?
âSolongo. Do you really have to do that right now?â
âThe moment we return to the estate, the Lady will order us to begin preparing the dowry. Adeyeâs reputation is at stakeâwe cannot choose anything mediocre.â
So she had to do it in advance?
âŠWere you secretly Ms. Park Solongo this whole time?
Normally Iâd welcome her Korean efficiency, but today it was extremely unwelcome.
âYou already told the family head?â
Tap.
As if sheâd been waiting for the question, she clicked her pen down loudly.
âShe was delighted.â
âŠWell.
As long as Dr. Kim is happy, I suppose thatâs something.
Even soâ
âShe isnât worried? I still donât fully understand why Tyroc accepted my proposal. Solongo, if I said I was the Savior, would you believe me right away?â
ââŠâŠâ
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
âNo reason.â
She quickly shifted her gaze.
âI was just thinking⊠The only thing important to you is saving your original world. So if you suddenly had to become the Savior of Tuvine as well, I thought that would be⊠quite troublesome.â
âIt wouldnât be. Because Iâm not.â
The Savior could see the future, ride clouds, do all sorts of nonsense.
âBut you can communicate with a Divine Beast, can’t you?â
âThatâs because of Rueâs innate ability.â
âYes. And the real Rue always refused to use that ability, so it was utterly useless.â
âI got lucky.â
Again, she stared at me without respondingâthen finally turned toward the window.
âYouâre the one who made that âuselessâ ability into something extraordinary. The Grand Duke has personally experienced your power. Thatâs likely why he chose to take your hand. ButâŠâ
She paused, then nodded slowly.
âYes. Certainly, itâs uncharacteristic of the Grand Duke. There was no need to accept a marriage proposal.â
âMy point exactly.â
ââŠPerhaps.â
Perhaps?
The moment I leaned in, she uttered pure nonsense.
âWhat if the Grand Duke genuinely likes you and wants to marry you?â
I looked at her with deep pity.
Right. Another gaslighting victim.
âNo, Solongo. Thatâs your delusion talking.â
âBut he held your hand firstâŠâ
âHeâs always been touchy like that.â
I sighed and offered her some advice.
âThink about it the other way around. Youâve fought Tyroc for years. Even if your relationship changed suddenly, could you fall head over heels for him overnight?â
âWell⊠he is good-lookingâŠâ
âAnd could you lock eyes with him all dramatically and say, âI love youâ?â
âUgh. Absolutely not.â
Solongo shuddered violently.
Reverse psychologyâalways the best cure.
âSee? Tyroc would feel the same. Beyond hating Adeye for years, heâs witnessed all of âRueâsâ perversions firsthand. Falling in love suddenly makes no sense.â
âYes⊠thatâs true.â
She still looked mildly brainwashed, head tilted, but soon regained her senses.
âIn that case, one thing becomes important.â
Her eyes gleamed with seriousness.
âWe must finalize the marriage before the Grand Duke starts doubting anything.â
Ah, yes.
The Bond of Consorts.
That was the whole point of this mess.
I could crush the traitor all I wanted, but until Tyroc and I made the bond official, I couldnât relax.
After all, the traitor used that very bond to place a restriction on Tyroc, preventing him from closing the Eye of Hell.
âYouâre right. He could always change his mind and decide not to get married.â
âExactly.â
Even Solongo began nodding gravely.
âWhen you meet him, you must convince him completely that youâre the true Savior. Showing your ability would help.â
My abilityâŠ
Right, Hoigaâs âabilityâ was decrypting ancient recordsâthanks to the nanobots. So why couldnât I do it?
Clatter.
Just then, the carriage rolled through the gates of the Koon Grand Duchy.
Of course, it would still be a long ride up to the manor, but I straightened immediately.
When I first stepped into the carriage, it felt like being dragged into hell.
But nowâit felt like I had reached the gates of heaven.
Maybe heâd brought me to his estate exactly to show me an ancient text and test me.
Well thenâbring out whatever you want. Ancient scrolls, encrypted codices, webtoonsâIâll decipher all of them!
I shouted this confidently in my mindâ
only to freeze as a red warning message appeared before my eyes.
[Due to accumulated processing overload, the system will enter sleep mode.]
âŠAre you kidding me?
He fastened the last button of his white shirt.
Then he swiftly slipped on a waistcoatâdark, embroidered with gold thread, elegant yet dignified.
It suited his golden eyes perfectly.
Perhaps too perfectly. Which was why he rarely wore itâhe disliked looking as though heâd put in effort.
And yet now, the moment he reached the manor, he had dismissed his attendants and hurried to dress himself in that very outfit.
Now he stood before the mirror, carefully smoothing his hair.
Rick could not believe his eyes.
From this angle, Tyroc looked like a man preparing to properly receive someoneâsomeone he wanted to impress.
Rick refused to accept who that someone was.
Still, he forced himself to ask:
ââŠWhy did you suddenly change clothes, Your Grace?â
Tyroc, still staring at his reflection, replied casually:
âA guest is coming.â
A guest?!
He never even bothered to greet nobles properly, yet nowâ
Rick swallowed his scream and asked again.
âDo you mean Adeye Rue?â
Tyroc finally turned his head.
That sharp gaze made Rick flinch and shrink back.
Then came the deadly warning:
âHe is to be my consort. Address him with proper respect.â
Rick froze, mouth half-open.
Soâthe marriage was really happening.
âYour Grace⊠you donât truly believe Adeye Rue is the Savior, do you? That he can break the curse on the Koon family?â
Tyroc brushed back a stray lock of hair, expression flat.
âThe Savior is not the one who breaks curses.â
âYes, but Ma Hoiga said he could.â
âI can break it myself.â
If he could, he would have done it long ago!
Rick nearly shoutedâthen stopped himself, remembering the countless feats Tyroc had already accomplished. The impossible was merely a challenge for him.
âYou have a plan, then?â
âHoiga said he confirmed information regarding the curse in ancient records. I need to obtain those.â
âHe said he received them from House Sarne.â
As if Sarne would give them awayâŠ
Rick held back another sigh.
But the Grand Duke wasnât wrongâhaving the records would make breaking the curse possible.
Decrypting them was another matter entirely.
To obtain them, theyâd need someone in SarneâŠ
Suddenly, Rick thought of one powerful ally. One deeply connected to Sarne.
The Adeye family.
Oh no.
Could the Grand Duke be planning to use Adeyeâs influence?
Honestly, Adeye’s reach across the continent was far greater than House Maâs.
If they became allies, nothing would be more advantageous.
It was just⊠distasteful.
But Tyroc was not a man who allowed personal feelings to interfere with strategy.
If his objective was to defeat his enemies, he would swallow whatever pride he must.
And at the conference, it had been clear that House Ma belonged to Montaine now.
The only force that could oppose them was Adeye.
Rickâs eyes widened as understanding dawned.
Right.
Everything made sense now.
A practical decision. A political move.
There was no way Tyroc had accepted the proposal because he was enamored with Adeye Rue.
âOf course. Your Grace must have profound reasons.â
Rick nodded firmly, but Tyroc, watching the window, seemed not to hear.
âWhen does Rueâs carriage arrive?â
âThey departed later than we didâit should arrive any moment.â
âNext time, assign our soldiers to escort him.â
ââŠOur soldiers? But Adeye is wealthyâtheyâll guard him wellâah, yes, Your Grace.â
Rick lowered his head at Tyrocâs glareâonly to be startled again by the command that followed.
âWhat are you waiting for? Go out and greet him.â
âMâme? âŠYes, of course, Iâll go. Certainly.â
Yes, obviously. To gain Adeyeâs cooperation, they had to show proper courtesy.
After all, Rue was the one desperate to marryâ
Wait.
Rick paused.
Hold on.
Since when had Adeye Rue ever shown signs of liking the Grand Duke?