Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C36
by berryChapter 36
âExactly. And if the traitorâs desperate to get on Tyrocâs good side, theyâll make sure to get their hands on that gemâto give it to him.â
That meant the traitor would have to show up at the charity auction.
I clenched my fists and nodded firmly. âIâll go.â
âGood. Go there and see for yourself who takes that cursed gem.â
âYes, cursedâwait, what?â
âThey say the gem has a magical charm that draws people in… but anyone who touches it is doomed to misfortune. Not that you need to worry too much.â
âWell, you had the gem and nothing bad happened to you, Dr. Kim.â
âThatâs right.â She nodded lightly.
âI bought it, but Iâve never looked at it or touched it directly.â
ââŠSorry, what?â
âItâs just superstition. Donât dwell on it. Like that old wivesâ tale about dying if you write your name in red ink.â
I resumed eating, though suddenly my bread felt like sand in my throat.
Still, she wasnât wrongâwriting a name in red was bad luck. I swallowed my protest and brought up the topic Iâd been trying to ask earlier.
âSo, about the Biwine Partyââ
âCough! Cough!â
Ding! Ding! Ding!
âTyroc wonât come.â
This time Solongo sounded absolutely certain, even clenching his fist.
âThat money-grubbing Duke never attends any event where he has to spend money instead of earning it. Heâs never shown up once.â
Good. That meant I wouldnât have to face that maniac again.
All I had to do was deliver the item, attend the auction, and see who the traitor turned out to be.
Simple enoughâat least until the moment before I stepped out of the carriage in front of the temple.
âYouâll need to carry it yourself,â Solongo said matter-of-factly.
Behind us, the attendants were unloading a massive black trunk from the following carriage.
From it, they carefully retrieved a small jewel box.
Why the hell was that tiny box in something big enough to fit a coffin?
My confusion deepened when I peeked into the trunk. The space around where the box had been was filled with bottlesâdozens of them. And those bottles looked suspiciously familiar.
ââŠAre those bottles of holy water?â
When I pointed, Solongo nodded like it was nothing. âYes.â
âWhy surround the jewel with holy water? Donât tell me itâs because of the superstition?â
âThe servants were nervous.â
âAh, I see…â
âThe curse is said to only affect those who touch the gem directly. So as long as you donât touch it yourself, thereâs no danger. Youâre just handling the box.â
âBut Solongoââ
âYes?â
âWhy are you standing so far away from me?â
At this rate, I was going to need a megaphone just to have a normal conversation with him.
But Solongo ignored my question and urged me forward instead.
âWeâre short on time. Youâll need to enter the temple soon, so please, carry the box. Quickly.â
For a second, I had to fight the urge to write his name in red ink.
Fine. Whatever. Whatâs the worst that could happen just from holding it?
Exactly ten minutes later, I witnessed misfortune with my own eyes.
âOhhh, so this is… the Tear of the Demon King!â
The priest gasped in awe, eyes wide, as he beheld the gem in the box.
The temple staff had kindly provided me with a rather luxurious room for the donation inspectionâclean and pure, decorated entirely in white.
Actually, the whole temple was pristine. From the towering white columns to the gleaming marble steps, it all sparkled like new.
My first thought? Temples sure are rich.
It must cost a fortune to keep it this spotless.
The priest, clad in fine robes that screamed wealth, was staring at the gem like it was divine revelation.
âItâs… truly magnificent,â he breathed.
The jewel was black as a diamond but shimmered with trapped rainbow lightâits color shifting depending on the angle.
Sure, it was beautiful. To me, though, it was just a shiny black bean worth a ridiculous amount of money.
Still, the priest beside me was way too into it. He looked absolutely entranced, unable to tear his gaze away, and finallyâhe reached out his hand.
âYouâre going to touch it?â
The question slipped out before I could stop myself. The priest didnât even look at me, just nodded.
âYes, I need to verify the donation item.â
Verify my assâyou look ready to pocket it. His eyes were glazed over like a man under a spell.
And the moment his fingers brushed the gemâ
[AAAAH!!! FILTHY HANDS! GET THEM OFF ME!!! DONâT TOUCH ME WITH THAT FOUL SOUL!!! AAAH! I SAID DONâT TOUCH!!!]
Only words appeared before my eyes, but the screams echoed right in my ears.
My gaze snapped to the gem. The priest, still wearing a blissful expression, was just about to lift it from the box.
[AAAAAHH!! FILTHY!!! A SINFUL, LUST-FILLED SOUL DARES TO TOUCH ME!!! WHAT KIND OF HUMAN ARE YOU, THIS DEFILED?!]
Oh, come onâit was a priest!
Trying not to look disturbed by the flood of psychic shrieking, I hurried to stop him.
âDidnât you already verify it?â
âNo, not yetââ
âIf youâre worried itâs a fake, get a professional appraiser.â
Reluctantly, the priest set the gem down again.
âAhem… it does appear genuine, but for certaintyâs sake, Iâll return with an expert.â
[YOU FILTHY CREATURE! I CURSE YOU! EVERYWHERE YOU WALK TODAY, YOUâLL TRIP AND FALL! TEN TIMES! A HUNDRED TIMES! SCRAPE YOUR KNEES AND HANDS, YOU VILE SOUL!]
…Wow. So the curse was real after all?
Though honestly, for something supposedly cursed, it was kinda… petty.
[AND YOUâLL STUB YOUR TOE SO HARD IT SWELLS UP LIKE A SAUSAGE! THEN YOUâLL LIE AWAKE ALL NIGHT FROM THE PAINâUNTIL THE TOENAIL FALLS OFF! HAHAHA!]
Horrifyingly detailed. Iâd never heard of such an oddly specific curse.
âWell then, Iâll return shortlyâah!â
Thud! The priest tripped over the hem of his own robe and went sprawling.
[HAHAHA! YOU FELL, DIDNâT YOU?! DIDNâT YOU?! THATâS YOUR FILTHY, LUST-STAINED SOUL AT WORK!]
I half-rose to help him, then froze mid-motion.
Just how lustful was this guy, exactly?
Suddenly I didnât want to touch himâor anything heâd touched. I just waved him off politely instead.
âTake care.â
[DISGUSTING HUMAN! NEVER TOUCH ME AGAIN! THE SCAB ON YOUR KNEE WILL STICK TO YOUR ROBE, AND WHEN YOU TRY TO PULL IT OFF, ITâLL HURT SO BAD YOUâLL SCREAM!]
âŠAgain, disturbingly specific. That gem sounded like it was speaking from experience.
Was there a human soul trapped inside?
No, that couldnât be rightâit clearly despised humans. Either way, I resolved then and there never to touch it.
It also seemed to only hear those who made physical contact.
That much I confirmed when the priest returned laterâlimping, and now accompanied by a middle-aged man in lavish robes.
âI brought the appraiser to verify the gemâs authenticity,â the priest explained, still staring at the jewel like it was his true love.
Was he some kind of gem fetishist?
My doubt vanished when I saw the appraiserâs eyes. The instant he saw the gem, pure greed ignited in them.
âOh! This isââ
[AAAHHH!!! DONâT TOUCH ME!!! AGAIN?! ANOTHER FILTHY HUMAN?! YOUâYOU SPY ON YOUR PARTNERS HAVING SEX AND DO PERVERTED THINGS ALONE AFTERWARD!!! AAAHH! YOUR SOUL IS ROTTEN!!!]
The gem was losing its mind again.
And I wasnât exactly okay either. I really didnât need to know that much about this manâs private hobbies.
âYes, thereâs no doubt. That strange iridescence is unique to the Tear of the Demon King. Ah, such beauty… truly breathtaking.â
[GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME!!! EVERYWHERE YOU GO, THE WIND WILL RIP YOUR WIG OFF!!! YOU FILTHY FRAUD! THE DUST WILL BLOW INTO YOUR EYES UNTIL YOU RUB THEM RAW AND CANâT OPEN THEM FOR DAYS!!! PUT! ME! DOWN!]
âMo, tone down the exclamation marks. Itâs giving me a headache.â
[The exclamation marks were to express the soundâs decibel intensity. Would you prefer a different notation?]
đ§§ TL;DR
When Dr. Kim said:
> âItâs just like saying youâll die if you write your name in red,â
she meant itâs a baseless superstition â but one thatâs still deeply ingrained in Korean culture.
So in essence:
Writing a name in red = symbolically calling death or cursing someone.
Writing your own name in red = bad omen for yourself.
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