Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C50
by berryChapter 50
Knock, knock.
âLord Rue, thereâs a request to move your carriage. Shall we head somewhere else?â
The coachmanâs servant, sounding hesitant but exasperated, tapped on the door. Instead of answering, I gazed up again at the darkening sky.
It was already late. If I just went in, showed my face, and slipped out quickly, that would be enough, right?
Perverts were one thing, but what truly bothered me tonight was the godawful outfit I was wearing. I didnât want to expose myself in public for even a minute longer.
The fluttering shirt alone wasnât the main issueâthe problem had been clear from the start. It was missing several buttons.
âSolongo, why are you suddenly so obsessed with my outfit? And what the hell is this thing?â
âItâs the current fashion, my lord.â
ââŠButtons starting below the navel are fashionable now?â
âIndeed. Youâve seen Ma Hoigaâs attire, havenât you? You canât be an Adeye and lag behind in trends.â
A truly cursed fashion. I had no intention of following it, but Solongo pressed me relentlessly, bordering on suspicious. For a moment, I wondered if he just wanted an excuse to undress me.
After a long battle, I finally managed to secure a shirt with proper buttons. Yet somehow, by the time I arrived, every single one had fallen off.
This was sabotageâSolongoâs deliberate sabotage.
So I sat in the carriage, sewing buttons back on for an eternity. It was a perfect excuse to stall, but I couldnât wait any longer.
Time to get it over with.
Bracing myself like a soldier heading to war, I finally stepped out of the carriage. But before I could even make it to the front doors, I was stopped by a guard.
âAre you Lord Adeye Rue?â
âThatâs right.â
âThis way, please.â
âWhy? The main entrance is this way.â
âThe manager said certain pre-entry agreements must be completed first.â
âWhat kind of agreements?â
âYouâll need to sign a waiverâpromising not to physically assault club members.â
âŠFor godâs sake. Because Rue squeezed a few crotches?!
Annoyance surged, but I didnât want to cause a scene. I followed the guard. Still, as we walked, I noticed something strangeâhe kept leading me away from the main building.
At first, I brushed it off, but then Moâs voice echoed in my head.
[Weâve passed the final path leading to the clubâs main hall.]
I slowed my pace.
âMo, do you see anyone hidden nearby?â
As I subtly turned my head, Mo began scanning my surroundings through my field of vision. The best part about Mo was that if it entered my sight, nothing escaped his detection.
âIs something wrong, my lord?â
The guard had noticed my slowing steps.
[Three oâclock directionâshadow movement detected. Possible ambush.]
A trap. Definitely. But why? And who?
I stopped walking altogether. âMust be nerves. My stomachâs acting up.â
âWeâre almost there. Please, just a few steps more.â
âI said my stomach hurts! Do you want me to shit right here?â
I snapped irritably, playing the fool as I turned away. But I hadnât gone more than two steps when I heard movementâand a mocking voice behind me.
âHow amusing.â
A new voice. I didnât look backâI ran.
Footsteps pounded after me immediately.
Honestly, I was confident. I hadnât been doing much in Tuvine besides forcing this frail body into something vaguely human. At the very least, I could run. I wasnât losing to anyone in that.
Or so I thoughtâuntil someone flew over my head and landed with a thud in front of me.
What the hell?!
A tall woman drew her sword, blocking my path.
âI heard you were just a fool who knows nothing but rolling around with men.â
I didnât judge people by appearance. But her eyesâthose empty, soulless eyesâsent alarms blaring through every instinct I had.
People with eyes like that always caused problems. Bad ones.
I changed direction instantly. I could tell she was skilled, but I wasnât about to find out how skilled by getting caught.
Unfortunately, she didnât bother chasing me. Instead, she swung her sword.
Shitâthereâs no dodging thatâ
BOOM!
A deafening blast shook the air as an invisible barrier flared up around me, blocking the strike. The force was so immense that not only the woman but the ones tailing me were all thrown backward.
What theâ? Wait. My brooch?!
I glanced down and saw it split clean in half. The gem that had filled its center shattered and scattered across the ground.
Ah. So thatâs what it wasâan artifact of protection.
Worth as much as three mansions, easily. But this wasnât the time to mourn my wallet.
I bolted. The tall swordswoman was still recovering, so I ran in the opposite direction. But I didnât get far.
[Enemy ahead!]
Moâs warning came just as a hand shot out from behind a nearby tree.
Shitâ!
I twisted my body, narrowly avoiding the grab, but my shirt hem got caught. I stumbled forward and fellâonly for someone to plant a boot on my chest, pinning me down.
A young man with short violet hair looked down at me.
âAdeye Rue. Took me long enough to find you.â
âWho the hell are you?â
He ignored the question and asked one of his own.
âYou encountered a monster at the Ornod resort, didnât you?â
I froze, staring up at him. He smiled, taking my silence as confirmation. Tyrocâs smirk was infuriating, but this manâs smileâthis one made my skin crawl.
âI asked who you are,â I repeated, pushing against his foot. But before I could free myself, he reached into his pocket and pulled something out.
A small vial.
Whatâ
Before I could process, he uncorked it and splashed its contents at me.
I raised an arm instinctively, shielding my face, but the stench hit instantlyâsharp, chemical, nauseating. My head spun, vision blackening.
Then, nothing.
âWhat?! Tyroc actually went to the 13th Month Club?!â
Dr. Kim, as always, was working tirelesslyâtossing back nutrient tonics like water. She often collapsed from exhaustion, so she had to make the most of every waking second.
Especially now that a companion whoâd survived the Eye of Hell had crossed into this world with her. Having someone who understood, who could fight beside herâit reignited her old fervor.
Such a precious ally!
If she could, sheâd keep him safely tucked away forever. But Rueâs determination to find the traitor couldnât be restrained.
Still, she worried endlessly, like a mother watching her child play too close to a cliff.
Thatâs why she demanded hourly reportsâand now, finally, news had arrived.
âYes, our informant at the club just confirmed it,â Solongo reported. âHe said the Grand Duke claimed he came to see an old friendâbut really, who visits a friend like that? It mustâve been your letter that got to him.â
âSo Tyroc is interested in Rue, thenâŠâ
Dr. Kimâs fingertips touched together, her lips curving into a sly, almost villainous smile.
âIf this goes well, Plan X might succeed. Tyrocâs pride wonât let him abandon Rue once he impregnates him. And that means he wonât be able to marry the traitor.â
In Dr. Kimâs mind, Rue had already seduced Tyroc, birthed three children, and secured their future.
âIndeed,â Solongo nodded seriously. âNo matter how proud Tyroc is, once he defiles a noble omega, heâll never make it to the throne. The scandal would ruin him.â
They were both utterly lost in their delusions.
âOh, Rue is perfect for this,â Dr. Kim murmured dreamily. âSure, his reputationâs not the best, but heâs never actually married. That makes him⊠pure.â
As she continued building castles in the air, she suddenly frowned.
âWait. Did the two of them meet yet?â
âNot yet, unfortunately,â Solongo replied. âOur informant hasnât spotted Lord Rue inside.â
âItâs been ages since he arrived. Donât tell me heâs hiding somewhereââ
Her words were cut off by a sharp, crystalline sound.
Clink.
Both she and Solongo snapped their eyes to the desk.
The small heart-shaped crystal sitting there had split cleanly in two.
Their faces froze.
That crystal was magically linked to the brooch on Rueâs chestâa security charm that shattered when its wearer was in mortal danger.
And it had just broken.