Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C44
by berryChapter 44
âYour Grace! Have you seen the return gift from the Adeye family?â
Rick came running all the way to the training grounds to find Tyroc, waving a list in his hand the moment he saw him.
Tyroc had just finished sword training and was still catching his breath when he turned to his first aide. Rick, who seemed even more out of breath than his master, raised his voice with excitement.
âGood heavens! The giftâhah, hahâitâs absolutely magnificent!â
Rick wasnât one to exaggerate without reason, so if he was this agitated, the Adeye family must have sent something truly extravagant. Yet Tyroc didnât even glance at the paper listing the items.
âYour Grace, I mean it! Itâs incredible! They say that after Rue nearly died, Adeye Lantua has been treating him like the most precious treasure in the world. It must be true! Otherwise, why would she return Onali Plainsâthe very land she took from usâas thanks for saving Rue?â
That made Tyroc pause. His brows rose slightly, and he turned toward Rick, who, encouraged by the reaction, shook the paper even harder.
âThatâs not all! The rest of the gifts are worth enough to buy a small cityââ
âSend them back.â
ââŠ.â
Rickâs excited chatter stopped abruptly. When he didnât answer, Tyrocâs mouth curved into a faint, sardonic smile.
âIf you want a small city, say so. Iâll sell you off and make up the difference.â
ââŠNo, that wonât be necessary. But why, Your Grace? I mean, of course, I understand your feelings. The Adeye family has always been a thorn in our side, so itâs natural that youâd want nothing from them.â
âNo.â
No? Then why? Rick barely held himself back from shouting the question.
âYour Grace.â
âIâve never done anything worthy of gratitude.â
âThatâs not true at all! You saved Rueâs life!â
Rick clutched the list tightly, almost shouting the words, unwilling to let go of such an extravagant reward. But Tyroc didnât even look at him. Instead, he drove his sword into the ground with a heavy clang and asked curtlyâ
âHeâs alive?â
âAdeye Rue? Yes, apparently he is. They say that frail Adeye Lantua has been nursing him day and night for three days straight without a wink of sleep.â
At that, Tyroc froze.
âThe Adeyes have gathered every renowned healer across the continent, so it seems heâs still breathing for now. But they say heâs hovering between life and deathâso hearing that heâs died wouldnât be surprising either.â
ââŠ.â
âStill, Your Grace was the one who pulled him from the pond! Even that money-crazed Adeye Lantua sent these gifts in thanksâah, wait, where are you going?â
âTo stretch.â
Tyroc picked up his sword again and strode toward the center of the training grounds. Rick stared after him, wide-eyed.
Since returning from the Central Temple, Tyroc had spent three sleepless days hunting monsters, and now, after barely finishing training, he was going back for more?
But more troubling than his lack of rest was something else entirely.
âYour Grace! Fine, send everything else backâbut can we at least keep Onali Plains?! Your Grace!â
In recent years, the only thing that managed to wake me up had been the commotion of my team. As a leader, I always made it a rule to rise before anyone else, even during field missions, to keep watch over the surroundings.
Even if I died, Iâd be the first to face it.
That was my principle as a captain. So once I was back at the shelter, I could finally allow myself to sleep deeply.
But hereâhere Iâd become the one in charge again, forced to keep my senses sharp. After all, everyone above me in rank was dead.
Thatâs why waking up not to an alarm, but to people talking nearby, felt so strange. Especially when the conversation was so close that I could clearly make out the words.
It was Dr. Kim and Solongo.
âSo youâre saying that pond might be the entrance to the Nonhuman Realm?â
âYes. Not only because the Grand Duke jumped in after him, but judging by High Priest Chegi and her discipleâs reactions, it seems they sensed something when Lord Rue fell into the pond.â
âThe Nonhuman Realm, huh⊠Could it really be the Forest of Crimson Tides?â
âI looked into it. Apparently, there have been old stories about the Central Temple being built on a site connected to the Nonhuman Realm. But it was only passed down orallyâno official record exists.â
âSo Rue found the entrance himself.â
âYes. Lord Rue risked his life to discover it.â
âThen he deserves compensation.â
âOf course. He paid for it with his body, so the Temple should pay up.â
I hadnât planned on joining in their conversationâbut since it was about me, I had no choice.
âWho said I was half-dead? I just woke up, and I feel perfectly fine.â
Granted, I had just opened my eyes, so my thoughts were still foggy. I forced myself upright and glanced around. I was in my room at the Adeye estate.
Right, I mustâve lost consciousness after getting pulled from the pondâŠ
I had no idea how long Iâd been out, but surprisingly, I felt completely fineâbetter than fine, actually. Refreshed. Yet Dr. Kim and Solongo were just staring at me in silence.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
âYouâve been asleep for three days. I think itâs fair that we look.â
Three days? I blinked in disbelief. I turned to Solongo for confirmation, and she calmly asked,
âHow do you feel, Lord Rue?â
âHonestly? Fantastic. Slept like a baby.â
Solongo nodded lightly. âI thought so. That explains the snoring.â
ââŠI was tired, all right?â
âWho told you to overwork yourself like that?â
Dr. Kim cut in sharply, clearly unimpressed. Of all the things to get scolded over, this wasnât one I wanted to hear.
âWhat do you expect? This bodyâs stamina is garbage.â
âAnd yet, with that garbage stamina, you still managed to roll around with at least three men a day.â
ââŠImpressive mental endurance, then.â
âSo stop worrying about stamina. Just lie down and keep pretending to be sick.â
âI wasnât pretending! And whoâs fault is it that I woke up? You two were the ones making all the noiseââ
âThen go back to sleep.â
âIâve slept so long my back hurts.â
âHis back hurts!â
At Solongoâs sudden exclamation, a flock of healers burst into the room and began to poke, press, and flip me over as if I were a rag doll. The pain was realâloud enough to make me groan.
After what felt like an eternity of torture disguised as treatment, they finally left.
Well⊠at least my back doesnât hurt anymore?
While I was busy checking if my spine was still intact, Dr. Kim and Solongo continued talking over me, completely unbothered.
From what I caught, they were plotting to squeeze compensation out of the Temple using me as the excuse.
And of course, Dr. Kim took it a step further.
âSince Rueâs noble sacrifice confirmed the Templeâs legend as fact, we should rename the pond after the Adeye Trading House.â
âBrilliant idea, Doctor. Iâll draft a marketing plan tying the pondâs legend to the Adeye brand.â
âWait, hold on. Isnât that a little shameless?â
Both of them turned to look at me simultaneously.
Their eyes said, What do you know about business?
It bruised my ego a little. I mean, come onâIâd done plenty of secondhand trading back in my old world.
âIâm just saying, logicallyââ
âIf Iâd done business based on logic, Iâd be bankrupt by now.â
Born to be a merchant, that one. I couldnât fathom how sheâd ever ended up pursuing academia. Half in admiration, half in disbelief, I looked at herâthen objected again.
âBut really, what sacrifice? I just fainted, thatâs all.â
âNo, youâre standing at the threshold between life and death right now.â
âI said Iâm fine.â
âThatâs your version of fine. Weâve already told the world youâre on the brink of death, so keep pretending.â
Unlike Dr. Kim, Solongo actually offered an explanation.
âWhen you collapsed, the Temple officials claimed that anyone uninvited who touched the Nonhuman Realm would die.â
Ah, that.
I recalled Tyrocâs words before I faintedâheâd said the same thing. That oneâs life force would drain away.
But I felt completely normal.
Looking down, I checked my own body overâno pain, no weakness.
âI think itâs because Lord Rue could communicate with the Diamond,â Solongo continued. âThat connection must have protected you. But if that becomes known, your abilities would be exposed. So we told everyone that you barely survived. We also demanded compensation from the Temple in the process.â
So that was the real motive.
âSo everyone knows about the pond now? Even the Borhumi faction that was searching for the Blade of Stillness?â
I sat up halfway, glancing between the two.
âIf we plaster the Adeye name over the pond and make a big show of it, the Borhumi side wonât dare approach it for a while.â
When I pieced together their plan, Solongo looked at me with mild surprise.
âSeems youâre not as much of a fool as I thought.â
Excuse me?
âIâm from Incheon, not an idiot.â
Dr. Kim nodded, eyes gleaming with regional pride. But the next thing she said completely erased any satisfaction I mightâve felt.
âAnyway, isnât it perfect? You were in danger, Tyroc saved you, and now everyoneâs saying the Grand Duke carried you out of the pond in a princess hold.â
âYes. Anyone who saw it wouldâve thought you two were lovers.â
âThatâs ridiculous!â
I protested, but neither of them even looked at me. Dr. Kim, grinning like a cat, clearly couldnât wipe the amusement off her face.