Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C75
by berryChapter 75
âThe relic vault? Youâre telling me that place was raided?â
Yan, the administrator overseeing all of Borhumiâs main castle, clenched the gold coin in his hand at the report.
Lately, the profits from selling water had been delicious. He was so thrilled he would sometimes wake up in the middle of the night just to count coins like a rabid squirrel.
He was greedy enough to gorge himself on othersâ suffering, yesâbut he was not stupid.
If the drinking water crisis continued, the Duke of Borhumi would eventually find out. He could not blind the Duke forever. He only needed a few months moreâa short window to satiate his greed, nothing more.
âThe Duke of Borhumi will soon ascend the imperial throne. Only a few months remain. Just avoid making problems until then. Your only job is not to interfereâdo you understand my meaning?â
That was what his benefactor and powerful mage, Dorgo, had instructed him. Blind the Duke if neededâjust do not disrupt him.
And Dorgoâs commands were absolute. He simply had to avoid trouble for a few more months. But nowâŠ
âWe must verify if anything was stolen. To do that, we require the artifact list, but as you know, removal of the relic inventory requires His Graceâs direct apprââ
âWhy was it raided in the first place?! What were the guards doing?!â
Yan roared, and the subordinate stammered under a sheen of cold sweat.
âThe guards stationed outside were found unconscious nearby. They woke, but recall only being ambushed by unknown individuals appearing out of nowhere.â
Yan jerked upright, then paused mid-motion.
âWaitâthen the intruders might not have come from inside the relic vault?â
âBut the guards were positioned very close toââ
âThatâs only circumstantial. No one saw the vault open, did they? Then donât blow this up.â
ââŠUnderstood.â
The subordinate turned to leave, uneasy. Yanâs voice cut him off.
âWhere do you think youâre going?â
ââŠSir?â
âI said donât make a fuss. I never told you not to fix it.â
Yanâs tone sharpened like a drawn blade.
âSend soldiers. Quietly. Find them. Bring results to me by tomorrow morning. Understand?â
He only needed to endure a few months. To do that, he could not allow a tiny problem to snowball. This obsessive vigilance was precisely why he had risen to this position.
âEspecially check anyone who left the castle. Any suspicious faces.â
Youâre going to Crystal Lake?
The blacksmith who had escorted us out looked horrified as she hurriedly warned us.
A tall palisade had been built around the lake years ago, taller than a man, and several watchtowers erected. Anyone approaching casually would be seized and disappear without a trace.
The more she explained, the more curious I became. What was so special inside that lake?
âThe soldiers guarding it say the lake looks unchanged. But whenever someone tries to get close⊠they vanish.â
Calamity followed by ghost stories. In hard times, rumors bred like mold. Exaggeration or not, we had every reason to be cautiousâas that was exactly where I intended to go.
After she left, I chewed the remaining bread and mentally instructed Mo:
Show me a map.
He projected a map centered on Crystal Lake. Not detailed like those in my worldâmore like a political map focusing on cities and walls, the forest around the lake drawn as vague brush strokes.
This was useless. Cartographer clearly didnât give a damn about wilderness.
I was lamenting when suddenly a face pushed right into my field of vision.
âWhatâwhat?!â
I jerked back. Tyroc stared at me for a beat, then offered water. Why did he keep staring at me like that? Suspicious. I drank mindlessly.
Gulp, gulp.
Apparently bread alone had made me thirstier than I realized.
âIf youâre hungry, tell me.â
âEven if I said that, bread wonât magically appear.â
I wiped my mouthâthen froze at his reply.
âIâll get it.â
With what, wizardry? I almost scoffedâthen hesitated. Could he conjure bread with magic?
[No.]
Right. He wasnât Jesus.
âŠBut also, Mo only butts in to ruin my comedic timing. Why does he do this?
[âŠ]
Exactly. Pretends not to hear when I insult him.
Lost in thought, I suddenly realized Iâd ignored the man standing in front of me.
âItâs fine. Iâm an adult. I can secure my own food.â
He stared at me, expression unusually serious.
âWhat do you see?â
âI see the Duke saying âWhat do you see?ââ
I had hoped heâd laugh. His mouth didnât even twitch.
Few things sting like a joke that faceplants. I immediately composed myself.
âNothing else.â
âSide effects, then? You blank out sometimes.â
Was he⊠worried? No way. He was waiting to mock me.
âItâs not side effects. I just space out sometimes.â
He still looked unconvinced, so I hurried on.
âAnyway, sleep. Iâll stand watch.â
âNo need.â
âWe must. By now the missing vault guards will be discovered. Soldiers will be searching. The blacksmith will talk once found.â
âYou donât trust her.â
Of course not.
âShe owes us nothing.â
He smiled faintlyâpleased? Why was he pleased about my paranoia?
âAt least I have basic survival instincts.â
âYou didnât before.â
âIf I die agââ
âYes, yesâyou came back from the dead.â
Exactly. I met his eyes defiantly. Surely he believed me by nowâ
Nope. Suspicion still there.
âIâve seen many survive death. None changed like you.â
âThere must be more cases.â
He laughed quietly, disbelieving. Annoying.
âAnyway, we should move. This hut isnât safe.â
He muttered, âYou talk just like my sister.â
ââŠMe?â
âAdeye Lantua always says âquickly, quickly.â Claims efficiency matters most.â
Well yeahâthatâs just being Koreanâ
Ahem. I cleared my throat.
âFamily resemblance, I guess. Anyway, if you donât need to sleep, letâs go.â
âItâll be dark soon.â
âI have good night vision.â
Wrong answer. He tilted his head, puzzled.
âYou donât know this terrain. What about food? Water?â
âYour Grace.â
I sighed at his constant testing.
âYou went to find honey. Of course you secured food and water too. And clearly you know the land.â
Shameless? Yes. But his expression brightenedâunexpectedly flattered.
He was such a secret sucker for praise it was almost adorable. In a homicidal way.
âTo follow me, youâll have to camp outside.â
âThatâs fine. Itâs only sleeping outdoorsââ
I stopped.
Right, nobleman. Camping was not normal. I bit my tongue, blaming Mo.
You couldâve stopped me.
[Adeye Rue often engaged in outdoor play regardless of time or location. However, due to an incident involving gravel and injured knees during a rear-entry scenario, gravel surfaces are avoided.]
âŠThank you, Rue. You depraved, majestic disaster. I hope wherever you are, you are at peace nestled between menâs thighs, fondling balls to your heartâs content.
âStill think itâs no big deal?â he murmured.
I jolted upright.
âNo. As long as itâs not gravel, Iâm fine. Camping is fine.â
ââŠâ
âItâs just my nature. Not because I âcame back wrong.ââ
âI know.â
He replied lightly, then smirked.
âYou always liked rolling in the grass with men since academy days.â
ââŠYes. Thatâs me.â
He accepted me as Rueâyet somehow it made me feel worse.
As I turned away in disgust, I noticed his expression also clouded.
Why did he look upset?
Like he had suddenly remembered just how depraved Rue truly was.