Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C55
by berryChapter 55
With the faintest strength left in my fingers, I wriggled them enough to pull out the shard of porcelain Iâd hidden in my sleeve.
Trying to saw through the rope around my wrists without even seeing it was far from easy. The shardâs jagged edge bit into my skin, and warm blood trickled down my handâbut desperation dulled the pain.
Just a bit more⊠just a little moreâ
Snap.
Something gave. I tugged on the rope around my wrist, and sure enoughâit had loosened.
Yes!
I yanked harder until one hand slipped free. The skin was raw and torn, stinging sharply, but I had no time to care. Right then, I heard the iron door clanking open.
Damn itâweapon. I need a weapon.
My eyes darted around frantically. The room was bareânothing but filth and shadows.
Moâs calm, ever-unhelpful voice chimed in:
[There are no items in this room that can be used as weapons.]
âDamn it,â I muttered under my breath. âA club, a stickâanything wouldâveââ
Before I could finish, a faint glow flared from my chest.
âWhat theâ?â
The light grew stronger, pulsing. I looked downâand realized the source.
The small twig Myeongdok had given meâthe one Iâd worn as a charm around my neckâwas shining.
The glow intensified, and before I knew it, the twig was growing.
âWaitâwhatââ
No time to think. Instinctively, I grabbed it as it elongated. By the time I blinked, the little charm had become a long, gnarled staffâits texture rough like bone, humming faintly in my grip.
Creeeak.
âHey, what theâhow are youââ
The first thug stopped mid-sentence the instant he saw me standing. I didnât hesitate. I swung the staff.
Fwhooomâ!!
That wasnât just the air whistling.
A gale roared through the narrow room, followed by a deafening crash.
The thug flew. Like a baseball slammed by a bat, he shot across the room and smashed into the iron door.
Screeech! KWA-TANG!
âGuhâ!â
He crumpled to the ground with a strangled grunt. But neither I nor the second thug moved. Our gazes were fixed on the doorânow crumpled like a sheet of paper.
ââŠâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
For a brief moment, silence. The other man looked as stunned as I was.
What the hell kind of powerâŠ? That doorâs solid iron.
We both turned our eyes to the first thug, who wasnât movingâand then to the staff in my hands.
âWh-what is that thing?â the second thug stammered.
Good question.
Instead of answering, I tested it again.
Vwoooomâ!!!
âGkkhhâ!â
He shot backward, faster and harder than the first. He slammed into the far wall, and the impact echoed like thunder.
KA-DOOOM!
The sound rattled through the entire building as part of the wall collapsed.
Dust showered the corridor. I blinked, then slowly looked down at the staff in my hands.
Myeongdok-nim⊠what on earth did you give me?
âDonât tell me you still havenât found Baron Ewik,â Ottmarâs voice was sharp with irritation as she entered Toridaâs quarters late that night.
Torida immediately dropped his gaze, not daring to meet her eyes. Zab frightened him, yesâbut Ottmar, his Sword Expert lieutenant, was infinitely worse. She was the kind of person who didnât need to threaten you twice.
âThe Grand Duke will be⊠very disappointed,â she said coolly. âAnd you know what that means. You wonât get a second chance.â
Torida swallowed hard. âAdeye Rue⊠heâs been resisting far longer than expected.â
âResisting?â Ottmarâs brow lifted in disbelief.
âIâI donât know why he wonât talk,â Torida stammered. âThey said heâs all looks and no brains, but even after being beaten so badly his face is unrecognizable, he hasnât said a word.â
That, at least, made Ottmar pause.
âSo, Adeye Rueâs face was ruined⊠and he still kept silent?â
âYes. They say he changed after coming back from the deadâlike heâs a completely different personââ
âEnough excuses.â
Ottmarâs tongue clicked sharply, cutting him off.
âThe Grand Duke has been patient long enough. If this mansion really does hide the ancestral records, as you claim, then weâll simply tear down the walls and find them.â
She turned to her subordinates. âPrepare to break the wall.â
âN-no! You canât!â Torida panicked, stumbling forward. âThis mansionâthereâs a divine ward here! Baron Ewik said if itâs disturbed, something terrible willââ
âWhat âterribleâ thing could that be? A spirit abandoning its master?â
Ottmarâs eyes swept the decaying hall. The Ewik estate was filthy, half-rotted, more like a haunted ruin than a nobleâs home.
And all this because of superstition? Pathetic.
âBut if we harm the estate, no one will survive,â Torida whispered desperately. âLady Silian saidâher familyâs terrified of it. They wonât even repair a broken windowââ
âDo you actually believe that nonsense?â
She gestured curtly, and two soldiers forced Torida to his feet. One of them shoved a hammer into his trembling hands.
âGo on,â Ottmar ordered. âProve it. Either test this âcurseââor die now.â
Toridaâs knees nearly buckled. But when the cold edge of a blade pressed against his neck, he froze.
âIâIâll do it!â
His voice cracked. Raising the hammer with shaking arms, he screwed his eyes shutâand swung.
CRACK!
The hammer sank deep into the old wall, scattering a thick cloud of dust.
Everyone held their breath.
Nothing happened.
No lightning. No screams. Just the musty stench of decay and a few men coughing.
When the silence stretched on, Ottmarâs lips curved into a cold smile.
âSo thatâs it. The Ewik family let this place rot because they were afraid of upsetting a spiritâs mood. Cowards to the last.â
Torida blinked at her words, dazed. Was that all? Just fear of being abandoned by a spirit?
Thenâ
RUMBLEEEEEâ
A deafening roar exploded from deep underground. The ground trembled violently.
Startled, the men bolted for the doorâonly to stop dead.
They had opened it, but behind it wasnât a hallway. It was a solid wall.
âWhy is everyone suddenly obsessed with Adeye Rue?â
From her hiding spot near the Ewik manor, Enya tilted her head, brows furrowed. Sheâd been tracking Borhumiâs movements under Tyrocâs orders, but this⊠this was strange.
âEveryone?â drawled Haas beside her, yawning. âNot me.â
Enya shot him a look. âI wasnât talking about you. I meant everyone elseâHis Grace, the Borhumi side, all of them.â
âThereâs probably a reason. Donât think too hard about it.â
Unlike Enya, who was brimming with restless curiosity, Haas just wanted to wrap things up and go back to the inn.
âWhat could that guy possibly have that makes them care?â Enya muttered.
âA pretty face,â Haas said dryly.
She turned, scowling. âYouâre not implying that our Duke has fallen for Rueâs face, are you?â
âWhat? No,â Haas replied quickly. âI just meantâheâs objectively attractive. But come on. The guyâs a fool who only ever chased after men. Thereâs no way His Grace wouldââ
âHeâs not like that anymore.â Enya cut him off. âHe changed. After he came back from the dead, he canât even touch men. Breaks out in hives if he does.â
Haas blinked. âYouâre joking.â
âItâs true. Died and came back different.â
ââŠFrom inside a monsterâs stomach, right?â
âExactly.â
âYeah, okay. Thatâd do it.â
He nodded solemnly, as if that explained everything. Then he frowned thoughtfully.
âStill, no matter how much heâs changed, heâs not the kind of person His Grace would be drawn to. The Dukeâs never been ruled by emotion. Even his future bond partner has to be someone useful to the House. Thatâs why heâs stayed single this long. Though, latelyâŠâ
âLately what?â Enya pressed, eyes lighting up.
Haas froze. Damn it. He hadnât meant to say that out loud.
âWaitâdid you just say heâs considering a bond partner? Who?â