Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C13
by berryChapter 13
âIâm a field agent.â
âA field agent? Were you part of the instituteâs security division?â
âNo,â I shook my head again.
âI fought monsters on the front lines. I lead a support unit formed mainly from volunteer soldiers.â
I hesitated briefly, then added,
âYou can just call me Team Leader Kim, if thatâs easier.â
Fortunately, since the surname Kim was so common, she didnât faint from surprise at the coincidence.
âSo why did someone fighting in the field suddenly end up in Tuvine? Were you trained for this?â
âNo. I was deployed in a hurryâcame here completely blind.â
I worried she might ask for more details, but she only reacted the same way she had a few days ago.
ââŠThings must really be that bad.â
Instead of pressing for more information, she fell silent. But from the way her lips were tightly sealed and her hands clenched together atop the desk, I could tell what she was feelingâan almost painful sense of guilt, as if our worldâs descent into hell was somehow her fault.
I pretended not to notice and kept my tone professional.
âBut even if itâs for money, will the Divine Beast clans really agree to close the Eye of Hell? They were the ones who made the monsters in the first place.â
âTheyâve lost too much.â
I frowned, not following. She gave a twisted smile.
âThe black stones extracted from monsters are an incredible energy source in this world. But no one in their right mind would risk their life to harvest them. So if someone can both eliminate dangerous monsters and supply that energy? They become heroes. And heroes get rich.â
âYouâre saying thatâs the Divine Beast clans?â
âRight. The only ones who can properly destroy monsters here are Divine Beast contractors and Swordmasters. People worship them for keeping them safeâand naturally, those people rule the continent. But if the Eye of Hell closes and the monsters disappear, so does their fame. Their power fades with it.â
âŠSo they need just enough monsters to stay relevant.
I couldnât even laughâit was too bitter to be funny.
âAnd besides,â she continued, âto ascend as Emperor, one must prove they possess the power of a Divine Beast. Closing the Eye of Hell would be the perfect pretext.â
âEven so, wonât the temple interfere?â
âOh, the temple? Theyâre fine with it. Theyâre the ones who want more monsters than anyone.â
âExcuse me?â
She smirked faintly.
âPeople turn to gods in times of crisis, not peace. The more monsters, the more faith. The temple thrives on fear.â
âThatâs disgusting.â
âYes,â she said with a crooked grin, âbut fortunately, for usâthatâs useful.â
Her expression turned dark again.
âBut their vile greed alone isnât enough. Even if I push my chosen clan to take the throne, Iâm still missing somethingâthe Emperorâs mark, the Sword of Silence.â
The Sword of Silence?
âWhen the Eye of Hell was first created ten years ago, the Divine Beast that opened it was extinguished. The sword vanished along with it, and no oneâs found it since. If I could get my hands on it, Iâd start the operation right away, butâŠâ
âThat sword will appear one year from now.â
âYes, if it appears next year, thenâ wait, one year from now?â
âOne year from now, a certain clan will obtain that sword and prove their Divine Beastâs strength. Theyâll rise to the throne. It was in the scroll you sent through the Eye of Hell.â
âI never wroteââ
Dr. Kim stopped mid-sentence, eyes widening. She didnât need me to explainâshe already understood. Her mind was sharp, quick as ever.
âDid you⊠time-skip while passing through the Eye?â
âYes. I set the coordinates to a point in time, not just space. Thatâs how I succeededâbecause I had an exact timestamp.â
I took out the small pocket watch Rue had once owned and handed it to her. The watch had stopped the moment heâd fallen into the water.
âYou recorded the exact time Adeye Rue died.â
She stared down at the watch, murmuring quietly,
âIt was his parentsâ keepsake. I wouldâve made sure to retrieve it no matter what. Rue⊠did he drown?â
âYes. How did you know?â
âIf the watch stopped at the moment of death, water damage is the most likely cause. Besidesâjumping into water was one of his drunken habits.â
Her tone was calm, analyticalâuntil her expression changed again.
âWait. If you know what happens a year from now, that means youâve seen Tuvineâs future?â
Her voice rose suddenly.
âIf an Emperor has already risen, then what about the Eye of Hell? Was it closed?â
ââŠâ
âTell me. I wonât faint this time.â
âŠYou sure about that? Doesnât seem like your body got the memo.
Before I could respond, she snatched a vial from the desk and swallowed it down.
âThere. Now talk.â
I hesitated a moment, then spoke quietly.
âNo. You failed.â
For a second I thought I should start ringing emergency bells again, but miraculously, she didnât collapseâshe just stared at me with fierce eyes.
âWhy? Did the clan I supported lose? Or did they take the throne and betray me?â
âAs I said, most of the scroll was damaged, so I donât know the full details. But one name was clearââKoon.ââ
âKoon!â
Her fist slammed down on the desk with a loud crack. She was so agitated she had to grab her breathing device again. I waited silently until sheâd caught her breath.
âDo you know who Koon is?â
âOnly the name. I havenât learned much about this world yet.â
âKoon is the damned family that created the Eye of Hell. They used to be the Imperial House.â
Her voice shook with fury.
âThey claimed to save Tuvine and ended up turning it into hell instead! They made that accursed thing, burned the Divine Beast away, and doomed us all!â
âWhatâ it was extinguished?â
âYes! And because of that, they lost their divine power and were overthrown. The throne goes to whichever clan wields the strongest Divine Beast, and those bastards held it for over three hundred years before they lost it. Serves them right!â
Her gray eyes flared with righteous anger.
âBut that wasnât enough. You think Iâd ever forgive the bastards who destroyed our world? Not a chance. The past ten years of my lifeâevery ounce of strength Iâve builtâwas for one purpose: to crush Koon.â
âWait, you⊠crushed them?â
âOh yes,â she said proudly, chin lifting.
âWhen their finances tanked from other clansâ attacks, I lent them moneyâand squeezed them dry with interest. Hahaha!â
She laughed like a villain from an opera.
âAnd thatâs not all! When rival clans started aiming for the throne, I whispered in their ears, fed them gold, told them to step harder. I made sure Koon was trampled into the dirt. Utterly ruined!â
Her laughter grew wild, almost manic, before shifting abruptly back into rage.
âBut then! That damn young Grand Duke had to show upâsome prodigy who learned to swing a sword and became a Swordmaster! The only person in Koon to bear the Divine Beastâs mark! Heâs infuriatingâarrogant, smug, a complete brat!â
âUmâŠâ
âDo you know how obnoxious he is? He smirks when he talks! Iâve never seen such insolence in my life. Itâs like he was born just to piss me off!â
I hesitated, trying to interject, but she was on a roll.
âKoon was supposed to rot! And yet that insufferable brat becomes Grand Duke and singlehandedly revives his house! After all my careful work to strangle it, he brings it back to life like some stubborn weed! Ugh!â
âYouâyou tried to kill him?â
âOf course! But I failed every time, damn it. Still, itâs not all badârumor has it everyone in Koon except that brat is cursed, trapped in their estate, barely human anymore. Hahaha! Cursed to rot! âŠCough, cough!â
She choked from laughing too hard, face flushed red with excitement, while the blood drained completely from mine.
âDr. KimâŠâ
âOh, donât worry. Iâm fine. Crushing Koon has been my daily motivation for yearsâit keeps me alive. Why do you look so horrified? Iâm fine.â
No, youâre really not.
I swallowed hard and forced out the words.
âDonât tell me⊠Koon already knows what you did to them?â