Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C54
by berryChapter 54
Rick frowned as if nothing came to mind.
âWhat could be the reason? I heard Rue hasnât really changed. Didnât I tell you before? They say Adeye Rue used to run around Sir Gumberâs villa playing tag with men.â
ââŠâŠâ
âNot only that. He slipped into the maze garden there. That place is notorious for blatant debauchery, isnât it? People donât change that easily.â
Rick relayed the gossip with relish, but Tyroc merely turned his gaze out the window without replying.
âHeâs probably with some other man even nowâŠâ
âDo you have an interest in Rue?â
The interjection carried an edge that made Rick hastily deny it.
âNo! I despise those disorderly, men-obsessed types.â
âThen mind your own business.â
Tyrocâs stare was so incisive that Rick couldnât bring himself to argue.
Stillâhow could one not care about an enemy? He felt wronged; it stung like an accusation to be looked upon so coolly. But he dared not show it.
âStop whining and tail Zab. He might go to Adeye Rue.â
Smack.
A sharp palm struck squarely across the left side of my face. The sound cracked; I collapsed, unable to resist. Because my hands were still bound behind me, I thrashed on the ground like a sluggish insect.
A thug roughly hauled me to a sitting position.
âAnswer me again. Where did you hide Silian?â
âI asked if youâre Torida.â
Smack.
This one stung. I writhed and, through clenched teeth, demanded of Mo.
âThis is the Baron Ewik manor, right?â
[Based on the route and the structure from the underground cell to here, the probability that this is the Baron Ewik manor exceeds 90%.]
As expected. With the place identified, the situation made sense. What I could not fathom was why Torida treated me with such casual cruelty.
Adeye Rue is at least nominally a man of standingâkidnapping me over the search for a financier like Baron Ewik seemed reckless. Was there more pressing motive?
They hauled me to my feet again, and I sized them up. Torida squinted at my expression as if puzzled.
âI heard the rumors of a change, but youâve really become calm. Like someone differentâŠâ
âBecause I died and came back.â
I offered the habitual retort, and his expression brightened.
âSo you did meet a monster at Ornod, then? At that resort?â
âYes.â
âWhere is Silian?â
âWhy are you asking me where your partner is? Ohâdid you consign her to the sanatorium bed, bind her tight so she couldnât move, and now that sheâs gone youâre upset because your cash cow disappeared?â
My words must have scraped a raw nerve; Toridaâs brow twitched.
âCash cow? I served beside Silian for over five years. That reward is mine.â
âThen you shouldnât have left her to die.â
âWhat nonsense? Why would Silian die?â
âWhy indeed.â I stared at him. âBaron Ewik was devoured by the monsters. Not a hair leftâcompletely chewed up.â
âNonsense.â
âI saw it with my own eyes.â
I fancied myself a convincing liar sometimes, but surprisingly he merely curled his lips.
âSilian is alive. Why?â
Another palm slapped my face.
Smack.
Lying on the floor, a laugh and an explanation reached my ear.
âIf Silian were dead, the partnerâs oath would have ended. She promised that monstrous spirit she wouldnât let it harm me. See? Even though I locked Silian away, sheâs still alive.â
Was that meant to be pride? I clicked my tongue in disgust and regarded him with contempt.
âSo what then? Even if Iâm a thorn in my sisterâs side, if Lantua finds out she wonât just stand by. This is suicide, unless something more fearsome than my sister stands behind you.â
Toridaâs laughter froze.
Of courseâhe hadnât kidnapped me solely to reclaim a cash rival.
Few are more powerful than Lady Adeye Lantua; perhaps only the head of a Divine-Beast house. I thought of Tyroc, but the method of my capture didnât fit himâno, he likely would not have stooped to mere kidnapping and rough play.
âDamn it.â
A memory of the maze garden made me curse under my breath. I had once owed my life to Tyroc there; I could have let it go. Why couldnât I? Why did it gnaw at me? Not like me at all.
âAdeye Rue is supposed to be a fool,â Torida remarked, admiringly almost. âBut heâs got more sense than folk gave him credit for.â
âHe died and came back different.â
I muttered halfheartedly and tried to deduce why the head of a Divine-Beast house would covet Baron Ewik.
No need to overthinkâMo was efficient at supplying deductions.
[There is a high probability that the Ewik estate conceals an entrance to the Crimson Tide Forest. Therefore, the mastermind behind this abduction is likely Borhumi Zab, who desires the Sword of Serenity. Torida appears entangled with Zabâs maternal clan due to moneylending debts.]
Ahâmoney again. I scoffed and asked Mo.
âCan you locate a secret room? It seems Torida seeks it.â
[Precise measurement is required. By comparing the floor plans to observed discrepancies, we can infer hidden spaces.]
âFine. Try to recall with that sharp mind of yoursâwhere is Silian?â Torida demanded.
I pretended to think, then ordered Mo.
âScan the surroundings thoroughly. Any tools or objects that could cut the wrist bonds?â
[At eleven oâclock, five meters ahead, there is a small table. On it lies a decorative plate.]
Relief and pain struck me simultaneously as a fresh smack landed.
Smack!
âThink less, act quick, yes?â Torida warned. The blow opened my lip; the metallic taste of blood flooded my mouth.
âI donât know Baron Ewikâs whereabouts. No matter how you ask, Iâve nothing to say.â
âSomeone saw you carrying Silian out of the resort. Whereâs your lie?â
Damnâhow can their eyesight be so sharp?
âYes, I brought her out because she was tied up and miserable, but thatâs all. I was running for my life from monsters. When I came back she was gone. Itâs true.â
âYou lack conviction.â
Torida eyed me, fist opening and closingâa threat now more tangible than a slap. Fine. A fist would be easier to bear than the sting of shame.
âTell me again. Where is Silian?â
âHow much is the debt? Iâll pay it off.â
Toridaâs brow twitched. Money, of course, was the thread that bound everything.
âThe sum is trivial to me. Better to make a killing now and vanish to a seaside life.â
âA killing?â
âYeah. With that money, enjoy the sunny shore forever.â
A smile creased his lips, and a chill ran through me.
He meant to use me for profitâand not release me afterwards.
He readied another punch. I couldnât withstand it; I fell and, crawling, crawled toward the eleven oâclock position.
âHaha, you really think you can run?â
A mocking laugh sounded behind me.
They found my state amusing, so neither of them hurried to finish me off. That bought me time.
I staggered forward and collided with the small tableâthen crash!
Clatter!
The decorative plate shattered; ceramic shards scattered like snow about me. I curled into myself to avoid cuts.
Toridaâs laughter filled the air.
âRightâplan is to profit off you. Extract your information, then use your corpse.â
Beep. Beep. Beep.
The familiar alarm blared and pulled me back to awareness. This time I hadnât been sedated; the sound woke me instantly.
But the scene had not improved: my hands were still bound, and the subterranean cell remained my prison.
Damnâfainted and thrown back in. That meant they did not plan to kill me yet.
I tried to rest, but Mo had woken me for a reason.
[Danger: an enemy is approaching.]
Enemy?
My senses strained in the dimness as muffled voices came from the corridorâtwo thugs.
ââŠWe could have our fun with him, right? Heâs doomed anywayâŠâ
âTrue. Heâs famous for wanting men⊠the two of us couldââ
What?
The shivers chased down my spine.
This was indeed a crisis comparable to facing a monster.