Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C108
by berryChapter 108
âThis will be the room where youâll be staying.â
Rick guided me to the room with an air that was neither quite perfunctory nor fully polite. It was as spacious as the room Rue had used back at the Adeye estate, but unlike that overly ornate, visually overwhelming space, this one was clean, restrained, and unmistakably classical in style.
There was just one problem.
It faced west.
And it sat at the very edge of the building.
Well, whether they were deliberately slighting the future partner of the Duke by giving me a corner room, or even shoving me into an attic, I didnât really care. As long as it wasnât next to a pigsty, this was practically a five-star hotel.
The real issue was the view. From my window, all I could see was the city belowâthe capital city of Koon Castle spreading out beneath me.
Thatâs right. I had entered Koonâs main stronghold today via a portal. Strictly speaking, it was a detached residence just outside the main castle, but stillâthis was Koon territory proper.
I hadnât expected to arrive here so abruptly. To get here at all required using the portal at the capital residence, and that privilege was not granted lightly.
âSo Iâll be staying here from now on?â I asked.
âYes.â
After answering, Rick added in a tone that sounded suspiciously like a warning.
âYou wonât be able to return to the capital for the time being. Even if you find that disappointing, thereâs nothing to be done.â
Disappointing? I was thrilled. All I could think about was getting into Acorn Forest as soon as possible.
I tried to suppress my excitement and composed my expression, but Rick misread it and gave a small shake of his head.
âHah⊠The head housekeeper you greeted at the entrance will assist you with touring the estate. If you have questions, direct them to her.â
While I was looking around the room, Rick spoke quickly, then briefly glanced at me, as if gauging my reaction.
He was making it painfully obvious that he had no desire to chat with meâbut I had no interest in building rapport either, so it suited me just fine. I got straight to the point.
âSo⊠which direction is the main castle?â
âWhy do you ask?â
Rick immediately shot back, wary. Obviously because thatâs where my destination was. I shrugged lightly.
âItâll be my problem going forward. I figured I should familiarize myself.â
ââŠ.â
Rick fell silent, but his expression said everything. He clearly didnât like some outsider talking as if this place were already their concern.
Ugh. Territorial behavior already? Still, when a subordinate tries to posture against someone above them, itâs nothing more than noise. I deliberately smiled.
âCome to think of it, Iâm about to become the lady of this house. Iâll be needing your assistance quite a lot, Rick. Since weâll be seeing each otherâs faces for the rest of our lives, why donât we take some time to get to know one another?â
âWhat? Thatâs ridiculousâhah, thereâs no need for you to know anything about me. If youâll excuse me, Iâll take my leaââ
âIâm not finished.â
The firmness in my voice made him freeze. Rick turned back toward me, visibly surprised.
That made sense. That tone hadnât been Adeye Rueâsâit had been my original one.
I wiped the smile from my face and calmly gestured outside.
âDid you deliberately assign me a room where the main castle isnât visible?â
ââŠ.â
âAh. I see. Got it.â
âWâWhat? No, I didnât say anyââ
Flustered, Rick stammered, but I had already turned and begun walking down the corridor.
âWhere are you going?!â he exclaimed, startled, following after me.
Without looking back, I waved a hand.
âHouse tour.â
And then I issued a command to Mo.
âStart drawing a floor plan of this estate.â
Killu had visited the Ma family early that morning, without much expectation. After all, he had already seen clearly during the White Branch Council whom Hoiga truly harbored feelings for.
Not that Killu had ever cared for Hoiga himselfâso even if Hoiga liked Tyroc, it wasnât personally painful.
It was simply disappointing. The so-called Savior turned out to be no different from the other pitiful fools who fell for Tyroc.
So much for a Savior.
He was irritated, but Montaine still needed a Savior in order to seize the throne. Killu had steeled himself to invest more effort.
And thenâ
âYes, I will marry you, Duke.â
Hoiga accepted the proposal without hesitation.
Killu concealed his surprise and began to think quickly, recalling the report heâd received before coming here.
Apparently, Hoiga had slipped out of the estate secretly during the night and returned at dawn. The watchers had noticed immediately upon seeing his expressionless, unfocused face.
Hoiga might have thought heâd avoided the guards, but he hadnât realized heâd exposed everything.
What caught Killuâs attention, however, was Hoigaâs vacant state.
Had he gone to see Tyroc that night? And if soâwas this sudden acceptance part of some scheme concocted with Tyroc to deceive him?
Keeping a courteous smile on his lips, Killu asked,
âThat would mean you and I must exchange a partnerâs oath. I have only one demand: that you promise to do anything sincerely for Montaine.â
That would block any collusion with Tyroc. Yesâletâs see if you accept this too.
After a brief pause, Hoiga nodded.
âYes. I will sincerely work for Montaine. In return, Duke, you must also uphold my oath.â
âName it.â
âKoon.â
Hoiga paused, bit his lip hard, then said,
âDestroy it.â
âŠWhat?
Killu slowly tilted his head. Had he heard correctly?
Hoiga continued.
âTake everything from Duke Koon Tyroc, and from Adeye Rue, who will become his partner. Crush them utterly. That is my condition.â
Hoigaâs eyes burned with fierce, blazing hatred.
Well now?
Killu couldnât suppress his grin.
âA condition I find most agreeable. In fact, itâs exactly what I hoped for.â
âThen⊠is it settled?â
âYes. I only need to confirm one thing.â
âConfirm⊠what?â
Killu rose from his seat and approached him.
âI wish to see the mark of the Savior.â
Hoigaâs eyes wavered with conflict. If heâd already decided to become a partner, why hesitate now? Wouldnât he want to prove himself?
âHoiga.â
At the sound of his name, Hoiga seemed to steel himself. Without a word, he reached up and undid several buttons of his shirt, then turned so his back faced Killu.
âItâs between the shoulder blades.â
There it wasâcentered between the wings of his back, just above the spine. A dark crimson mark, about the size of a thumb. Fine red lines radiated symmetrically from a central point, like threads.
It almost resembled wings.
But it didnât look like a tattoo.
The skin at the dark center was twisted, as if burnedâlike blood vessels that had burst outward and permanently stained the surrounding flesh. It was unlike any scar Killu had ever seen.
Without thinking, Killu reached out. The moment his fingers brushed the skin, Hoiga startled violently and twisted away, hastily fastening his shirt again, eyes sharp with wariness.
âIs that sufficient?â
Killu studied him in silence. Why did it feel⊠unconvincing? Not innate, perhaps? Still, the scar looked oldâand replicating such a mark artificially would be difficult.
âDuke,â Hoiga said firmly. âIf you remain uneasy, then let us call off this marriage.â
At that, Killu smiled reflexively.
âOf course not.â
Savior or not, Hoiga was usefulâfor now.
Killu dropped to one knee before him.
âThen shall we exchange our oaths before you change your mind?â
He extended his hand, but Hoiga merely stared downward, unmoving. Killu reached out and forcibly seized Hoigaâs hand, pulling it forward. Hoiga flinched, but did not resist.
âAs you know, a partnerâs oath requires us to create a new name known only to the two of us, to serve as proof of the bond. Do you have a name in mind?â
âAnything is fine.â
Would he have answered that way if Tyroc had asked? Killu suppressed a sneer and chose a name from his own house.
The oath itself was simple. As they spoke the name and vows, a surge of heat flowed through their joined hands, sealing the bond with sacred power.
It took less than a minute.
The moment it ended, Killu released Hoigaâs hand.
Hoiga stared at his own palm in a daze, as if unable to believe the decision heâd just made.
Killu scoffed inwardly. Even after vowing to destroy Koon, was there still lingering regret?
He felt no inclination to be considerate.
âNow then,â Killu said coolly. âIf you have information for Montaine, tell me. Any weakness that could bring Koon down will do.â
Hoiga slowly lifted his head, though his gaze remained fixed on the floor. His lips moved as if sharing a secret.
ââŠThere is a way to lift Koonâs curse.â
Killuâs eyes sharpened.
âDoes Tyroc know it?â
Hoiga shook his head.
âBut I know a few things. That the method is recorded in an ancient manuscript kept by Sarne. That there is only one chance to lift the curse. And one more thing.â
Hoiga raised his eyes.
âThat I am the only one who can lift it.â
The brown eyes watching him glittered with elation.
âThen if you are never allowed to act⊠and Sarne is kept in check⊠Koonâs curse will persist forever.â
A radiant smile spread across Killuâs face.
âHow very tragic.â