Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C21
by berryChapter 21
A faint gleam flickered in those infuriating golden eyesâsomething almost like admiration. But whether those eyes shone or dimmed, I couldnât care less. I forced myself upright and lunged at him again.
Heâd probably try to kick me again, just like before. That was when Iâd strike.
I threw myself forward and clung to his long leg. He hesitated for a moment, clearly startled, before a disbelieving curse escaped him from above.
âHa, fuck.â
Yeah, go ahead and swear.
Because right now, I was biting his thighâwith every ounce of strength I had.
Never in my life did I think Iâd stoop to something this dirty. But given how weak Rueâs body was, I was willing to get even filthier if it meant surviving.
Unfortunately, no matter how far I pushed the limits of shamelessness, it didnât last long. I wouldâve loved to enjoy his reaction a bit longer, but my rebellion ended quickly.
Click.
A sharp tut, and his hand clamped around me with brutal strength, peeling me off like I was a ball of lint. Then came the inevitable endingâflight.
I flew through the air and hit the ground with a heavy thud. I rolled, and rolled again, until the dizziness outweighed the pain.
A tree finally stopped my tumbling, but as soon as I stopped moving, the pain came rushing in full force.
âUrghâŠâ
The impact made it hard to breathe. Damn it. Not even when I fought monsters did I end up rolling like this. That bastard was worse than any creature Iâd ever faced.
I found myself actually missing the monsters as I clawed at the ground, forcing my battered body to stand.
My legs trembled violently; I had to brace myself against the tree just to get upright. The man, meanwhile, wasnât even looking at meâhe was staring down at his thigh. Even in the dim light, I could see the torn fabric where Iâd bitten him.
Shouldâve ripped off some flesh while I was at it. Damn.
His muscles had been hard as stone, so the results werenât ideal, but at least it wasnât all for nothing.
The smirk had vanished from his face.
I spat out the thread that had gotten stuck in my mouth and glared straight at him.
âPtuh.â
Then I noticed the taste of blood on my tongue. Even in the dark, I could tell Iâd broken skin.
Well, Iâd bitten hard enough to crack a rock, after all.
The realization drew a grin across my face.
âNot having fun anymore? I am.â
The golden eyes burned, murderous.
âYou.â
âYeah? What about me, bastard?â
I tilted my chin up, grinning wider, though my whole body screamed in pain. I could barely stand. I was probably one massive bruise by now.
The thought made my blood boil again. Who the hell was this guy, and why was he so obsessed with beating me to a pulp every time he saw me?
But before I could ask, he did.
âWho are you?â
âIâm Adeye Rue. And who the hell are you?â
The words slipped out before I realized my mistake. If he knew Rue and was trying to kill him, then Rue mustâve known him too.
I hid my unease as his head tilted slightly, assessing.
âThe shell is definitely Adeye Rue, but whyâs the inside different?â
âI nearly died fighting a monster. Changes are inevitable.â
The excuse came out automatically, one Iâd used a hundred times already. Then I added quickly, âOh, right. I should thank you. That kick you gave meâmade sure I lost my memory.â
âSo you donât remember me?â
His tone carried a faint arrogance, like he couldnât believe someone would dare forget him. Rage simmered again.
âYeah. Canât remember a face as shitty as yours.â
I ground out the words, but the smirk returned to his face anyway. God, that punchable grin. Even if it got me killed, I was going to knock it off him.
Thenâvoices.
âThereâs someone over here!â
Shit. I hurriedly pulled the teleportation scroll from my coat.
The bastard didnât move to stop meâjust watched, his expression twisted in faint amusement. I tore the scroll open just as he spoke.
âTyroc.â
âWhat?â
What the hell did he just say?
Before I could ask, the world warped like heat haze. A thick fog wrapped around me, and when it clearedâ
âI was home.
The Adeye estate.
My knees buckled the moment the familiar sight hit me, and I sank to the floor.
Every muscle screamed. Especially my stomach, where heâd kicked meâit hurt even to breathe.
âDamn it⊠that bastard.â
I shut my eyes, recalling the faint voice Iâd heard right before teleporting. It mustâve been his answer to my question.
âMy name.â
Tyroc.
—
âYour Grace!â
Even as his subordinate called out, Duke Koon Tyroc kept his gaze fixed on the spot where Rue had been.
When he didnât respond, the aide began reporting anyway.
âLord Bronsâs tea was found to contain a paralytic agent. The healer said it only causes temporary immobilityâheâll regain movement within an hour. Thankfully, he can speak now. Weâre preparing to escort him home by carriage.â
He paused, then lowered his voice.
âAlso, the knights of House Montaine have gathered outside, demanding Lord Bilgeâs release.â
Even that failed to draw Tyrocâs attention. He continued staring into the distance.
The aide, confused, followed his gazeâbut saw nothing.
âWe donât know how they arrived before the city guards, but we can delay them for now. Still, with Montaineâs captain here, even when the guards arrive, we may have no choice but to hand Bilge over.â
He waited anxiously for orders. None came.
âYour Grace?â
âHide him.â
ââŠPardon?â
Tyroc finally spoke, still not turning his head.
âTell Count Fenouan to reveal the mansionâs secret passageâthe one Bilge used to get in. Take him out that way. Then hang him naked from the front gate pillar.â
The aide almost burst out laughing, barely biting his lip to hold it back. That notorious bastard had finally met his match.
âYes, Your Grace. At once.â
âAndââ
The aide froze mid-step. Tyrocâs tone was calm but heavy.
âInvestigate Adeye Rue. Every recent movement, no matter how small. And find out if his lost ability has returned.â
The unexpected name made the aide blink, but then he nodded. Adeye was the name of their enemy, after all.
His ability⊠returned?
He grew serious. âIâll deploy informants immediately.â
Only then did Tyroc turn away. As he walked past, the aide bowedâand noticed something.
âYour Grace⊠your trousersâwhy are they⊠torn?â
And those faint marks on the exposed skinâwere those bite marks?
ââŠI was bitten.â
ââŠExcuse me?â
His masterâthe undefeated swordsman whoâd fought monsters without taking a scratchâbitten?
âBy whom?!â
The answer came cool and quiet.
ââŠA cat.â
—
The healers of Tuvine truly lived up to their reputation. Iâd heard they were the best in the world, all gathered under the Adeye family, and they proved it.
The bastardâs kick had done serious damage. The moment I returned home, I collapsed. My body screamed with agony, my bones felt shattered.
The healers swarmed around meâapplying ointments, forcing bitter medicine down my throat, casting glowing magic over my body.
By the next day, I was completely fine.
âMontaine Bilge.â
Solongo mentioned the name as I finished my post-workout lunch. The same perverted creep Iâd beaten up. Mo, now reactivated, immediately displayed his data.
[Montaine Bilge â Second son among the three siblings of House Montaine, one of the Four Divine Beast Clans. Known for assaulting the young and naĂŻve. Possesses intermediate-level magic despite not being blessed with divine power.]
Ah. So he was from a powerful family.
âWhat happened to that bastard?â
âThey found him hanging stark naked at Count Fenouanâs front gate.â
âWow.â
The word slipped out before I could stop it. Jail wouldâve been better, but with a family like his, that was probably too much to hope for.
âBut, Lord Rue,â Solongo said, her tone thoughtful. âYou donât know who the person you rescued was, do you?â
I shook my head, chewing my bread. âNope. Didnât do it for a reward anyway.â
âYou might receive one regardless.â
I looked up at her. âWhat for?â
She frowned, clearly deep in thought.
âI have a feeling this is connected to House KoonâŠâ
âWhat?â
Her voice had dropped so low I barely caught it. When I asked again, she shook her head.
âNever mind. Iâll confirm before saying more. Oh, andâyou used that scroll last night, didnât you?â
ââCough!â
I nearly choked on my bread. The moment she mentioned the scroll, my posture straightened instinctively.
âYeah, sorry. I wasnât planning to use it butââ
âWhy not use it?â
âIt costs as much as two townhouses in the capital! Thatâs expensive!â
Solongo tilted her head, genuinely confused.
âWhy is that expensive? Thatâs pocket change.â
ââŠ.â
For a moment, I wanted to forget my mission and start a proletarian revolution. I took a deep breath and changed the subject.
âSo, who humiliated Bilge like that? Messing with the Montaines canât be easy.â
âIndeed, itâs not easy. In fact, itâs nearly impossibleâunless youâre from another Divine Beast Clan. But as it happens, another clan did attend the party yesterday.â
Her eyes met mine. Her voice dropped.
âKoon.â
Koon? Why the hell was his name coming up now?