Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C106
by berryChapter 106
I averted my gaze for a moment, then brushed it off as if it were nothing.
âWhy worry about things so far ahead already? Thereâs a mountain of problems we need to deal with right now.â
âA mountain indeed. I have to send you off to the House of Koon with not a single person of mine by your side.â
I froze halfway through lifting a bite of boneless fried chicken.
âJust meâŠ?â
âKoon contacted us. They said they donât need a dowry, and your servants are not to accompany you either. Only you.â
So it was a strategy to isolate me. I chewed the savory chicken, my fighting spirit flaring instead.
âI wonât lose in a battle of nerves.â
âThatâs the spirit of someone from Incheon.â
She nodded in satisfaction.
âNo matter how much Tyroc tries to throw his weight around with his status, do you really think Iâd send you into that dangerous place completely alone?â
âBut you just said they told me to come alone.â
âRight. Today, you go alone. But Iâll have guards stationed near Koonâs main fortress to support you. Itâs called the Acorn Forestâright behind the fortress.â
Acorn Forest. Iâd heard of it before from Solongo when she was drafting the dowry list. Sheâd said it was the item the House of Koon wanted most.
âIâve also placed an artifact there so you can communicate with me. Youâve seen crystal orbs before, right?â
I nodded immediately. In one corner of her study sat a crystal orb about the size of a bowling ball. Iâd once glimpsed her using it to communicate with someone from the merchant guild.
It was similar to a video call, but once used, it couldnât be activated again for more than half a day. That was why Dr. Kim owned several of them.
âIf you need to talk to me, find the largest boulder in the Acorn Forest. Thereâs a hut in front of it.â
âBut how did you even come to own land right behind Koonâs main fortress?â
âI bought it. More precisely, I traded for something Tyroc wanted.â
Perhaps recalling that time fondly, a rare smile appeared on Dr. Kimâs lips.
âA few years ago, I learned that Tyroc was secretly searching for somethingâan ancient relic. It was a tomb-lamp, about this big.â
She spread her hands to indicate something roughly thirty centimeters long.
âAh, so you had it?â
âNo. But once I heard Tyroc wanted it, I decided to find it first.â
A sense of foreboding crept in at her confidence.
âIt was a relic passed down like a legend in a certain region. Supposedly a lamp that revealed the tomb of a hero. The problem was, it was extremely hard to find. There were rumors of a massive gem embedded in it, so people searched for hundreds of years, yet no one even found the tombâs entrance.â
âHow did you find it?â
âWith money.â
ââŠAh. Of course.â
âOnce I got my hands on it, I leaked the information just a little. Tyroc contacted me immediately. He said heâd pay whatever I wanted if I handed over the tomb-lamp. So I demanded a price heâd never agree to.â
She grinned again, the smile of someone who had clearly enjoyed tormenting him.
âThe Acorn Forest?â
âExactly. Itâs a forest directly connected to the main fortress. I thought no sane person would ever give that up. But the very next day, he contacted me again. Said he agreed.â
So that was how she got the forest. Just what made that tomb-lamp so important? Either way, it was obvious that this was when Tyroc truly began to hate Dr. Kim. But their feud didnât end there.
âOnce I acquired the Acorn Forest, the first thing I wanted to do was examine the curse of the House of Koon. But that bastardâ!â
Dr. Kimâs voice suddenly rose.
âHe blocked every single road leading to the Acorn Forest, even sealed off the perimeter! Itâs my land, and I still couldnât enter it! That damned man!â
She was furious, but this time I couldnât fully take her side. It felt like a clash of equals. Still, I managed to find a flaw in Tyrocâs behavior.
âCouldnât Tyroc have just tried to buy the land back instead of doing all thatâŠ?â
âHe did. For a whole year, he kept asking.â
âAh⊠then you obviouslyââ
âOf course I refused! Why would I agree? And after that, he started interfering with my merchant guildâs business at every turn. Rude bastard.â
âAnd then?â
âSo I tormented him even more. Hahaha! Because Iâm richer!â
Watching her laugh heartily, I thought how fortunate it was that she was on my side.
âThen that vicious man changed tactics and tried to undermine the authority of the Adeye merchant guild through public opinion. So I had no choice but to sell it to someone no one in the world could ever find.â
âThereâs someone like that?â
âYes. Mr. Kripe.â
âWhoâs that?â
âMy alias.â
âŠFake, even spelled backward. I barely restrained myself from laughing at how blatantly simple the name was, since she was clearly in the middle of boasting.
âSo Tyroc not only failed to get the Acorn Forest, but also lost any justification to harass me.â
A victorious smile spread across Dr. Kimâs face. Meanwhile, I finally understood, deep in my bones, why Tyroc had looked like he wanted to kill me when we first met.
âItâs a miracle you havenât been stabbed to death yet.â
âDo you think Iâd hire Tuvineâs best mercenaries for nothing?â
Naturally. I clicked my tongue inwardly, then paused.
âThen if he finds out the owner of the Acorn Forest is still you, Dr. KimâŠâ
âYour lifeâas a fellow Adeyeâwill be in danger.â
ââŠRight.â
âSo when you go into the Acorn Forest, be careful not to tip him off.â
ââŠ.â
âOh, and since all entrances to the Acorn Forest are sealed, youâll probably have to go through the main fortress. Figure out the route yourself.â
âDidnât you say Koonâs main fortress is cursed?â
âYou said you can see through black magic, didnât you? Just avoid a curse like that.â
I really wanted to curse Dr. Kim instead. Honestly, Iâd rather not need any guards at all and never go near the Acorn Forest. Before I could voice that thought, Dr. Kim excitedly began explaining where the guards were stationed.
âFind the biggest boulder. Thereâs an abandoned rangerâs hut beside it.â
At this point, I grew curious about the guard staying in the Acorn Forest.
âYou said no one can enter. Then whoâs the guard?â
âBlack Bear.â
Ah. That person. Iâd heard briefly about her from Solongo while I was recovering after returning from Borhumi. She was the one who had safely brought me home after I collapsed and eliminated the monsters.
You shouldnât judge people by appearances, but she had looked like an ordinary middle-aged woman.
âWho exactly is she? Does she not have a name? Is she really that skilled? Was she the one who dealt with the monsters back then?â
âIf youâre curious, find out yourself. I canât give you information about Black Bear first. Thatâs part of the contract.â
The way she said it made Black Bear sound like some legendary figure. And the fact that she was assigning someone like that to me made the weight of her concern settle heavily on my chest.
âIâll do well enough that I wonât need to rely on the guard.â
Dr. Kim looked at me quietly, then wordlessly pushed more pickled radish toward me.
âEat a lot.â
âYes.â
I answered brightly and put the radish in my mouth. The more I chewed, the more impressed I became.
âThis really tastes exactly like chicken radish.â
Especially since it was diced into cubes.
âI didnât have time today, so I used boneless chicken. Next time, Iâll fry drumsticks.â
âYes. With chicken sauce, itâd be perfectâdamn this cursed land.â
As I slumped at the thoughtless hope that could never be fulfilled, Dr. Kim nodded in deep agreement.
âNo wonder monsters crawl out of the ground here. If there were chili peppers, why would such horrors even exist?â
Once a renowned scholar in our original world, Dr. Kim had, after ten years in Tuvine, become a professor of absolute nonsense.
âSeriously, doesnât it make no sense that there are no chili peppers? Are you sure you searched everywhere?â
âI did. Pretty much everywhere.â
With money, naturallyâwait.
âWhat about around Koon Castle? The Acorn Forest?â
âI couldnât get in thereâ!â
Crash!
Dr. Kim shoved her chair back and stood up, barking an order at me.
âLeave immediately! Go to Koon, now!â
Rick had been a little tense on the way to Adeye. Since the two families were now tied by marriage, there was no need to stay openly hostile, but lingering resentment didnât disappear overnight.
Tyroc seemed much the sameâhe wasn’t even offered tea, instead standing outside the estate. Still, wasnât it rude to keep guests waiting this long? Just how long were those siblings going to say goodbye?
âI didnât know the Adeye siblings were this close.â
Indeed. Lantua was holding Rueâs hands tightly, speaking softly like a parent giving final advice to a child, while Rue obediently nodded along.
âAnyone would think the Adeye family head was his older sister.â
Once again, Tyroc gave no response. But that didnât mean he wasnât paying attention.
He was watching the two of them from afarâstaring at Lantua with killing intent.
Rick understood. Tyroc had plenty of unresolved resentment toward her. Their alliance was purely strategic, and grudges didnât vanish so easily. At this very moment, Tyroc was probably thinking about the Acorn Forestâ
âWhy does her gaze feel indecent?â
A low note of displeasure slipped from Tyrocâs lips. Rick froze, completely unprepared for that reason.