Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C7
by berryChapter 7
I was gasping for breath as I ran toward the pond.
With this miserable stamina, no matter how favorable the terrain was, Iâd be devoured in seconds if the monster caught me.
Still, I had to tryâat least until the very end.
I forced more strength into my legs, widening my gaze to take in as much of my surroundings as possible. Humans canât consciously process their entire field of vision, but Mo couldâanalyzing every piece of visual data and feeding me only what mattered.
Like now.
[Warning, warning! Possible monster detected at three oâclock.]
A red, siren-like light flashed across my vision, heightening my awareness. I didnât stop running toward the pond, but I glanced in that direction.
The retreatâs main building.
And clinging to its third-floor outer wallâwas a familiar black shape.
That grotesque silhouette Iâd come to know all too well.
So we meet again, you bastard.
I swallowed my fury and quickly scanned the area.
But waitâ
There was only one.
That was odd. They always moved in swarms. Always.
âMo, are there others nearby?â
[No other monster sounds detected.]
Moâs sensors could pick up frequencies far beyond human hearingâespecially the telltale signals monsters made.
But nothing. Just that one.
Only one monster? Strange. But for now, I was grateful for the luck.
If it was just one, I could handle that.
The creature was clinging to the wall, its many legs gouging through windows and stone as it forced its bulk inside. The nodules on its head writhed grotesquely.
âMo, donât filter my view of the monster.â
I gritted my teeth as I stepped into the pond, the cool water rippling around my calves. The monster was likely sensing the humans hiding underground. Without a barrier, those people in the shelter were nothing more than prepackaged meals.
Marvin had said help would come when the bell rang. So, somewhere, someone had been notified. That meant I only needed to buy timeâkeep the monster distracted until then.
Fortunately, I knew exactly how to do that. Monsters couldnât resist the smell of blood. Human blood.
Splash.
I waded in deeper until the water reached my waist, then drew the kitchen knife Iâd taken and slashed the inside of my arm without hesitation.
A thin line of red unfurled, dripping into the pondâone drop, two⊠and before the third even fell, the monster stopped moving.
There it is.
The creatureâs head slowly emerged from the shattered window, turning precisely toward me.
It couldnât see, not reallyâbut all those nodules were pointed straight in my direction. It was smelling me.
Yes, they were obsessed with itâhuman scent.
Animal blood never worked as bait. Only human blood could drive them mad.
Because to them, humans tasted the best.
I locked eyes with the creature and sneered.
âOver here, you piece of shit.â
The monster lunged, leaping straight from the third floor.
At the same moment, I dove into the pond.
âMo, give me direction!â
The water was murky, visibility nearly zeroâbut Mo marked arrows across my view, guiding me like a living compass.
Even then, the destination felt impossibly far. My lungs burned, screaming for air.
How much of a couch potato was Rue, that his lungs were this pathetic?!
Just when I was about to give in and surface, something brushed against my faceâa tangled curtain of thick roots, like underwater vines. Perfect cover.
I pushed through and lifted my head above the surface, taking a silent breath through my nose. The muddy, iron-tainted scent of pond water filled my nostrils. I ignored it. My focus stayed on the surface ahead.
The monster was already at the edge of the pond.
To a human, it wouldâve seemed impossibly fast. But for a monster⊠it was sluggish.
Why so slow?
Instead of fleeing, I watched closelyâand noticed it. Two of its legs were missing. Both from the left side.
Someone attacked it?
But I saw no sign of anyone nearby. Well, whatever. Iâd never counted on anyoneâs help anyway.
âMo, youâve analyzed its movement data, right?â
[Yes.]
Good.
The only thing that worked against monsters was raw physical force. In my world, weâd built industrial-grade exosuits to fight themâmachines that turned human punches into weaponized impact.
But there had never been enough of them. So people fought with whatever they could findâaxes, swords, clubs.
And we died by the millions.
But weâd developed technology to predict their movement patternsâa desperate edge in an unwinnable war.
[Type confirmed. Variables applied. Beginning behavior prediction.]
A 3D model of the monster appeared before my eyes. With its missing legs, its movements were slower, easier to anticipate.
Still, my body was too weak to overpower it directly. What I needed was its weak point.
Every monster had oneâa black stone the size of a childâs fist buried somewhere in its body.
Destroy it, and the creature would go still, like a machine switched off.
The problem: the stoneâs location varied from one monster to another.
âWhereâs the switch?â
[Three possible locations identified.]
Red X marks appeared on the holographic model.
Underbelly. Left flank where the legs were torn off. Right foreleg.
The left side glowed brightestâthe most likely spot. Perfect.
Splash!
The monster plunged into the pond, sending up a wave of filthy water. I used the sound to mask my movement as I crawled out the other side, scooping up a handful of mud and smearing it over my bleeding arm.
Monsters relied on sound and scentâbut underwater, both were dulled.
Now it would waste precious time tearing up the pond bed looking for me.
I sprinted toward the massive tree and boulder Iâd marked earlier.
Without even asking, Mo displayed a countdown timer in the corner of my vision.
8⊠7⊠6âŠ
I ran flat-out, lungs burning.
At 0, I deliberately slowed, letting part of my body show between the trees.
Sure enoughâ
Scrreeee!
The ear-splitting shriek pierced the air. The monster had seen me.
It charged, water splashing violently behind it.
I ducked deeper into the brush, turning sharply ninety degrees toward a hidden slopeâperfect for an ambush or cover. But to make it work, Iâd need a bit of trickery.
In my hand was a makeshift rope trap Iâd tied instinctively while running.
âMark the drop point for the snare.â
A faint outline appeared by my right foot. Perfect.
Thunk.
I tossed the loop forward and rolled down the slope, hiding behind a fallen log. I didnât need to check if the trap had landed correctly. Iâd thrown so many in my life, I could feel it in my bones.
No time to verify anyway.
The monsterâs pointed leg stabbed into the ground nearby, inches from my head.
âMo.â
At my call, red numbers blinked in front of my eyes.
[3, 2, 1âŠ]
When it hit zero, I yanked the rope with everything I had.
Rueâs body couldnât overpower a monsterâbut it didnât have to.
I just had to use its own momentum.
BOOM!
The ground trembled as dirt and dust exploded upward.
The monsterâs leg caught in the snare, wrenching its massive body sideways. It struggled, flailing wildly, before sliding down the slopeâright toward me.
Its underside, exposed and vulnerable, was exactly what Iâd been waiting for.
Mo marked the weak spot with a bright red dot.
I didnât waste the moment.
Skreekâ!
âCome on, please be it!â
I drove the kitchen knife into the fine seam of its armorâright where the plates met.
âŠDamn it.
The blade didnât go through.
Was it my lack of strength? Or just a pathetic weapon?
Either way, even with everything I had, the knife refused to pierce the shell.