Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C110
by berryChapter 110
Knock, knock.
Rick knocked on the large office door, waited a moment, then opened it and stepped aside.
âGo in.â
At his voice, I took a deep breath and stepped forward.
Alright. Letâs do this.
Click. Click.
The sound of my footsteps echoed loudly inside the office. My target sat with his back to the massive windowâ
Tyroc.
This office is ridiculously huge, I thought as I approached quickly. Tyroc lifted his eyes from the documents on his desk. For a moment, it looked like a sharp light flashed through them.
But sunlight flooded this room so thoroughly that it was hard to read the emotions inside his gaze. Besides, I didnât have the luxury to worry about that.
The contract.
I need the contract.
That was the only thought filling my headâso much so that I misunderstood his question.
âHow is it?â
âItâs excellent. Perfect weather for signing a contract.â
The corner of his mouth twisted upward, and he tilted his head slightly. Why did that feel like mockery?
âWasnât that what you were asking? About the weather?â
âI asked what you thought of this place.â
âItâs good.â
I had no strong feelings about the estate, so I answered lightly, then added just in caseâ
âItâs definitely an ideal place to draft a contract.â
His smile deepened. By now Iâd grown familiar enough with his expressions to tell when his smile was unpleasant, yet this one was ambiguous.
It felt pathetic to watch his mood so carefully, but until that contract was signed, I was in no position to offend him.
Stillâthis time, I hadnât done anything wrong, had I?
As I grumbled inwardly, he pulled a sheet of paper from a drawer and placed it on the desk.
My gaze moved on its own. Even if I tried not to stare, the title centered on the first line was impossible to miss.
Marriage Contract.
âŠWhat?!
I barely managed to suppress the sound that almost burst out, forcing my face into control. I felt his gaze on me and reflexively snapped to attention, staring straight ahead.
No sound followed. When I sneaked a glance, he was looking out the window.
His face was expressionless, yet it felt like I was looking at a sculpture carved with countless emotions.
âDid you see the fog?â
âYes.â
âThat fog is proof the Koon familyâs curse is visible to everyone. And you say this place is good?â
I hesitated, trying to figure out the answer that would please him. In that brief moment, he stared straight at me and moved to slide the paper back into the drawer.
What are you doing?!
Instead of shouting, I hurriedly opened my mouth.
âI havenât confirmed the Koon familyâs curse with my own eyes yet, so I canât comment on that. As for the fog, I assumed it was something you created, Your Grace, so I didnât judge it negatively.â
âI made it? Why would I?â
The question was sharp, yet a faint smile surfaced in his eyes.
So you did make it.
âYou said it yourself, when we saw the fog covering the crystal lake. To blanket such a vast area with magic, black magic is necessary. Dorgo used it to deceive people.â
I flicked a glance out the window.
âBut thereâs no illusion layered over that fog. Itâs almost as if itâs openly saying, âThis is black magicâdo not approach.â And the only person who could put up a warning sign on Koon Castle would be its owner.â
ââŠâŠâ
Ahâdid I sound too smart again for Rue? Without thinking, I glanced at the contract and started to speak out of habit.
âAfter I died and came backââ
âRight. You said you died and came back sharper. So I looked into it. Whether there were others like you.â
Damn it, why would you investigate that?
I was already preparing to insist he search harder if he said there were noneâbut his next words were unexpected.
âThere was one. Someone who was foolish as a child, then suddenly became remarkably intelligent. Until recently, they hid that change very thoroughly.â
He didnât say the name, but one person surfaced clearly in my mind. I knew he was watching my expression, but I couldnât stop it from stiffening.
âAnd that person, like you, claims to be a Savior. You know exactly who I mean. Ma Hoiga.â
When I still didnât respond, he lifted the contract again, almost threateningly. It looked like it might vanish back into the drawer, so I forced my lips into a smile.
âI also think itâs quite an extraordinary coincidence.â
âOr the result of someone forcing it.â
âWho?â
âWho knows. A god. A human. Or perhaps something from an unknown world.â
ââŠDo you believe such an unknown world exists?â
âI have no choice but to. Monsters come pouring out through spatial rifts.â
He fixed me with a sharp gaze and continued.
âSo itâs not coincidence. If there were only one person who died and came back as someone else, I might believe that. But two, appearing at the same time? And both claiming to be Saviors?â
Unlike me, frozen stiff, he gave a soft laugh and placed the contract back on the desk. Leaning against his chair, he looked at me as if I were something entertaining.
âYou look like youâve heard a scary story.â
âThatâs not the case.â
I forced a smile.
âIâm just displeased to be compared to Ma Hoiga.â
Something flickered in his eyes.
âI thought you were friends.â
âNo.â
I shook my head firmly. Pretending to be close to a traitor was one thing I absolutely refused to do.
The only honest reaction Iâd shown him that day seemed to please him more than expected. He smiled back.
âIf my fiancĂ©e says so, then that must be it.â
The title fiancée made my brow twitch, but I quickly smoothed my expression.
Because he was holding the contract.
âBy the way, Iâve prepared the contract you wanted. Take a look.â
âLook at what? Itâs something you prepared, Your Grace.â
Iâd already scanned every word of it. Smiling leisurely, I deliberately looked away, pretending not to care.
Otherwise, the pounding of my heart would surely give me away. Especially since I could hear the sound of him pulling a pen free.
As my nerves stretched tight, his casual question drifted over.
âBut why do you want the contract so badly? We already made a promise. Isnât that enough?â
âNo. It isnât formal. I want it documented.â
ââŠâŠâ
His hand, just about to pick up the pen, froze as if someone had hit a pause button.
What now?
I couldnât see his eyes, since he was still looking down at the desk.
Had I said something wrong?
Before I could reconsider, his hand moved again.
Is he signing?
I looked up expectantlyâonly to see the pen move toward a different document.
Seriously. Couldnât you have done that earlier?
I was internally complaining when his belated response came.
âIs that so?â
His tone sounded indifferent. Maybe nothing was wrong after all.
âYes.â
ââŠI see.â
He murmured slowly, as if thinking something over. I turned my gaze aside, not wanting to interrupt.
Rustle.
At the sound of paper sliding, I glanced back. He had finally pushed the signed document aside and pulled the contract squarely in front of him.
Finally.
I swallowed hard and quickly looked away. If I stared too much, he might misunderstand. Worse, he might hear my heartbeat.
I realized then how much had happened since I came here. It flashed through my mind like a panorama.
Meeting non-human beings the moment I arrived.
Facing monsters the next day, dying and coming back to life.
Almost dying again after being kicked by the very man in front of me.
But I endured it all. And I was so close.
All of itâfor one goal.
Saving the world I live in.
For that, I crossed into an unfamiliar dimension and even agreed to a contractual marriage with a man. All that remained was for him to sign.
Just one signatureâand Iâd overcome the greatest obstacle.
Click.
He placed the unsigned contract straight back into the drawer.
Why?
Why?!
Swallowing the question lodged in my throat, I spoke carefully.
âIs there a problem?â
âNo.â
âThen please sign it now.â
âItâs not something we urgently need right now.â
It is.
How am I supposed to trust a verbal promiseâespecially from someone who already sees me as an enemy?
âI need a documented guarantee immediately. Thatâs the only way Iâll feel at ease.â
He slowly curved his lips into a smile. A smile adored by the entire worldâbut not by me.
To me, it was nothing but a bad omen. Whenever he smiled like that, something unpleasant followed.
And this time was no exception.
âThen⊠Iâll see how you do.â
What?
I barely restrained a torrent of curses. Wasnât this man supposed to be our worldâs salvation?
I forced a smile.
âWhat exactly do you want me to do?â
âKeep your promise.â
âBecome a partner who faithfully abides by the Grand Dukeâs rules.â
I recited my pledge like a machine, putting strength into my voice.
âThatâs why I packed my belongings and came to the Grand Ducal House today.â
âAnd?â
âŠAnd?
âWhat else will you do?â
He replied lightly. Iâll say it againâI will never be fooled by his smile.
âIf you tell me, Iâll do it.â
I straightened my posture like a soldier receiving orders and looked him directly in the eye.
Instead, his smile widened even more. Anyone else wouldâve smiled back unconsciouslyâbut I held my expression rigid.
Staring at me intently, he spoke slowly.
âIf my beloved fiancĂ©e says so.â
I flinched.
No matter how many times I heard it, beloved never got easier. He used it as an excuseâsaying we had to deceive othersâyet the more I reacted, the more he enjoyed it.
âStarting tonight, Iâll be going to your room.â
âYouâre changing rooms with me?â
Did he want my room? I couldnât see how that related to my conduct at all.
He answered casually.
âNo. Iâm going to hold you.â
For a moment, I didnât understand. I blinked stupidly.
A contractual marriageâwhy?
As my head filled with question marks, his dry command followed.
âLeave.â
âWaitâwhen are you signing the contractââ
âIf you want it that badly, sit on my cock and beg while you move your hips.â
I donât know what my expression looked like.
Sit where? Do what?
âWell, you only understand when I spell it out like this.â
No. I still didnât understand. Completely frozen, I finally managed to say one thing.
ââŠWhy?â
His sunlike golden eyes overflowed with delight. This smile wasnât fakeâit was genuine. Which made it even more terrifying.
âTake a guess.â
Fuck. Is this an essay question?
Acorn Forest.
True to its name, oak trees clustered thickly from the forestâs entrance. Gentle slopes stretched wide like plains, leading toward the mountains, and the deeper one went, the more diverse the trees and grasses became.
Because no one had entered this forest in a long time, there were no proper paths. Yet Black Bear moved through it with ease, carving a familiar route until she reached her destinationâthe cabin.
The forest grew dark quickly, so firewood had to be gathered and the cabin prepared without delay. And that wasnât allâbeasts that saw newly arrived humans as prey lurked everywhere.
Still, she stepped onto the rocks with unhurried ease. Standing atop a massive boulder two stories high, the forestâs expanse spread out before her.
âI really like this.â
Her eyes gleamed as she admired the forestâthen stopped.
A massive mass of fog. Within it lay the infamous cursed Koon Castle.
The awe in Black Bearâs eyes sank.
âOf all places⊠Koon.â
No matter how large the debt, she never wanted to be involved with a Divine Beast familyâespecially not to help one.
Since Adeye Rue had become the Duke of Koonâs partner, it was unlikely Rue would harm Koon. If anything, it would be the opposite.
And yet, the reason she hadnât refused this task lay in the box Adeye Lantuya had sent.
âThe Lady says itâs time you repaid your debt.â
A debt.
A word that made no sense to her. She had owed Lantuya onceâbut she had already paid that price. Lantuya herself had said it was settled.
There was no debt left.
But the moment she opened the boxâ
Even Black Bear couldnât help but be shocked.
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