Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C53
by berryChapter 53
Zabâs jaw twitched again, as if he couldnât believe what had just happenedâthat heâd failed to overpower Tyroc.
âThis time was just luck,â he snarled. âLetâs see if it saves you again.â
He raised his hand to attack, but Tyrocâs quiet voice stopped him mid-motion.
âYour handâs trembling.â
âWhatâdonât change the subject, bastard.â
âYou were shaking even worse before you struck. Whatâs wrong? Canât control your power? OrâŠâ Tyroc tilted his head slightly, golden eyes glinting with mockery. âHas it weakened?â
âTâthatâs absurdââ
Zabâs protest faltered when Tyrocâs faint laugh sliced through it.
âAh. So thatâs why youâve been avoiding monster hunts lately. Though youâve been sweeping the market for black mana stones.â
âDonât talk nonsense.â
âThen attack again. Go onâIâll make sure to fix your technique this time.â
Now every remaining gaze in the ruined room turned to Zabâs trembling hand.
He tried to keep it steady, but the harder he forced it, the more violently it shook. Someone whispered, barely audible:
âHe really is shaking.â
Zab flinched. Too late, he hid his hand behind his back, only proving Tyrocâs point.
âTyroc,â he spat, âif itâs a fight you want, Iâll grant your wish.â
âAs if Iâd ever wish for something so pathetic.â
Tyroc let out a quiet scoff and turned his back, heading for the door.
âThink you can run away and bury your lies that way?!â Zab shouted after him.
Feigning composure, he flicked his hair back and glanced around the room with a sneer.
âHah! To think Iâd see the day Tyroc runs off with his tail between his legs. Even if his familyâs fallen, I thought heâd at least have the decency to save face. Donât you agree? Honestly, if heâd just beg me to let him join as a member, I mightâve considered it.â
âTyroc doesnât need your permission,â Altan said sharply as she stood, brushing dust from her clothes.
Zabâs eyes slowly turned toward her, narrowingâbut the strong-willed Alpha met his glare without flinching.
âTyrocâs membership was never revoked when he became the dethroned crown prince.â
âThatâs a lie.â Zabâs tone was venomous. âWhen he was stripped of his title, all affiliations were revoked. Everyone knows that.â
Altan shook her head calmly. âNo. The late Grand Duke Borhumi made no such order. In fact, she defended his status, saying he had every right to remain a member. Itâs recorded in the club archives.â
Zab let out a sharp, humorless laugh.
âRecords can be forged. The Koons are snakesâtheyâd twist anything to preserve whatâs left of their so-called divine heritage.â
âThe clubâs records canât be alteredââ
âOh? So youâre saying Iâm lying?â Zab cut her off, voice dropping dangerously. âAre you accusing me of slandering my own mother?â
ââŠâŠâ
âSay it,â he pressed. âGo on. Call me a liar. You dare?â
ââŠNo, Your Grace.â
Altan bowed her head at last, retreating. Zabâs smirk returned, dripping arrogance, but as soon as he left the room his teeth clenched so hard his jaw throbbed.
The late Grand Duke Borhumi again. Even dead, that wretched woman mocks me.
From the moment of his birth, sheâd compared him to that cursed child of House Koonâcrushing him, belittling him, sharpening his inferiority into something poisonous.
And now, even in death, she humiliated him.
Shame and rage tangled within him, sharpening into a single, poisonous thought.
Iâll destroy him.
He had to crush Tyroc completely. To do that, he needed the  Sword of Serenityâand to claim it, he had to become emperor.
He turned to his aide, voice cold.
âSend word to Torida. I donât care what happens to Adeye Rue. Make him talk before midnight. If he failsâtear down the entire Ewik estate until the secret chamber is found.â
Beep. Beep. BeepâŠ
A rhythmic electronic tone blared inside my head, pulling me out of the blackness.
That soundâI knew it. Back when I went monster hunting, I used to set my nanobots to monitor my hearing while I slept. The alarm only triggered when danger was detected.
Meaningâsomethingâs wrong.
Monster?
The thought surfaced instinctively as I struggled to open my eyes. My hand twitched upward on reflexâbut it didnât move freely.
Wait. Why canât Iâ?
My mind snapped awake just in time to register the tight ropes binding my wrists behind my back. I was lying on a grimy floor that stank of damp and mildew.
[You were attacked with a chemical agent in the rear yard of the club. Youâve regained consciousness after 6 hours and 17 minutes.]
Ah. Right. The one whoâd sprayed me mustâve been ToridaâBaron Ewikâs bonded partner.
So heâd dragged me off here, thinking Iâd kidnapped the baron from that resort.
âUghâŠâ
I tried to sit up but nearly retched. Whatever drug heâd used, it had wrecked my system. My limbs felt like jelly.
Still, I gritted my teeth and surveyed my surroundings. Definitely underground. Looked like an old basement turned prison cell.
Damn it. There has to be something I can use to cut this rope.
I scanned the floorâbut aside from a few crawling insects the size of my thumb, there was nothing.
Where the hell am I?
[Insufficient data to determine location.]
âWhat? You didnât activate auditory tracking while I was out?â
[Impossible due to limited processor allocation.]
âYou sound awfully proud of that.â
[Itâs the truth.]
âŠFair point. I swallowed my irritation; no sense arguing with a machine. Iâd just end up sounding like a CEO whining about employee efficiency while paying minimum wage.
Not that I needed Moâs report for long.
Clank.
The iron door creaked open. Two hulking men stepped inâfaces practically stamped with thug.
One of them grinned when he saw I was awake.
âWhat, youâre already up? Damn, I was gonna wake you with something fun.â
What did he just say?
I instinctively pressed my bound hands against my backside, glaring. But they grabbed me by both arms and dragged me to my feet before I could resist.
Thankfully, the person waiting ahead wasnât interested in my ass.
âAdeye Rue,â the man whoâd drugged me said, âletâs skip the games. You smuggled Baron Ewik out of the resort, didnât you?â
I squinted at him. âYouâre Torida, right?â
The response wasnât verbalâit was a slap that cracked across my face.
âHow did it go?â
Tyroc stepped into his carriage and immediately addressed Rick, whoâd been waiting inside.
He had ordered him to pursue someone the moment heâd left the Gold Room.
But Rickâs expression was unusually grim.
âSolongo vanished after leaving the club.â
Seeing Tyrocâs silence, he rushed to explain himself.
âI sent Enya to follow her immediately, per your ordersâbut it seems a skilled mage transported her away.â
Tyroc gave no reply, his jaw tightening. Rick hesitated before continuing.
âStill⊠itâs strange, isnât it? Solongo rarely leaves Lantuaâs side. Would she really cause such a stir over Rueâs disappearance alone?â
âTheyâre siblings,â Tyroc said flatly.
âSure, but Adeye Rueâs the kind who drinks himself under a table and passes out for days. Why send her to find him?â
âBecause he died once,â Tyroc muttered, voice edged with irritation. âAnd Lantuaâs suddenly sentimental about that.â
Rick raised his brows, surprised by the tone.
âStrange. You donât sound like someone who doesnât believe in Rueâs change.â
Tyroc didnât answer. He turned his gaze toward the window, the faintest scowl on his lipsâas if annoyed at himself for being unable to respond.
âKeep eyes on Zab,â he ordered finally.
âIs there something about him that troubles you, my lord?â
âThere is.â Tyrocâs golden eyes narrowed. âAdeye Rue.â
Rick nearly choked. His masterâwhoâd never so much as looked twice at the most beautiful men and women of the empireâhad just said that name in a tone that carried weight.
Tyrocâs brow twitched at his reaction.
âZabâs reaction to Rueâs disappearance was too sharp. If he took him, thereâs a reason.â
Rick nodded slowly. âTrue enough. Grand Duke Borhumi doesnât make moves without purpose. And Rue isnât just anyoneâheâs the only brother of that ruthless money fiend, Lady Lantua. Judging from the lavish gifts sheâs sent us, she values him more than people think.â
He hummed thoughtfully.
âBut if Borhumi really is behind this⊠then Rue must be holding onto something worth taking.â