Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C4
by berryChapter 4
A business prodigy, huh? The richest on the entire continent, no less.
I felt genuine awe but forced my face to stay neutral, tightening my expression to hide it.
âRight, treatment. Iâve been doing my best until today, havenât I? Lantuyaâs probably shocked by now.â
âYouâve only been here three days, though?â
âŠYouâve got to be kidding me. This bastard Rue got drunk and fell into a pond just three days after arriving at the retreat?
I hid my surprise behind a stiff smile.
âIâm not the kind of person who can sit still for even three days.â
âWell, thatâs true.â Marvin nodded in agreement. I seized the opportunity and pressed further.
âBefore I came here, my sister promised me a sum of moneyâan enormous one. So large that I wouldnât be able to spend it all alone.â
Gulp. Marvin swallowed audibly.
âWell,â he said, feigning hesitation, âgoing outside would be risky since the guards might spot us, but walking inside the building⊠that should be possible.â
The greed in his eyes was so blatant I half-expected him to offer to carry me on his shoulders if I asked. Still, as he led me down the corridor, he couldnât resist making it sound like he was doing me a huge favor.
âAh, if the Director finds out, Iâll be in serious trouble. If I get caught, how would I even explain itâŠâ
âThatâs your problem to figure out.â
âExcuse me?â
Marvin blinked at me, startled. Damn itâIâd slipped and spoken too much like myself. At the same time, Moâs warning flashed in my vision.
*[Marvinâs expression shows over 90% signs of suspicion. In this situation, Rueâs possible responses are as follows:
- âUgh, I hate thinking about things like that!â (Pouts playfully and clings to Marvin, sliding a hand under his clothes.)
- âIf you mess up your excuse and get punished, Iâll be locked up with you.â (Runs a hand along Marvinâs inner thigh.)]*
âŠRue, you lunatic. Was he obsessed with peopleâs thighs or something?
If I could resurrect him just to beat him, Iâd do it gladly.
âWhat I mean isââ I began carefully, briefly touching Marvinâs arm before pulling back as if it burned.
âIâm not clever enough to come up with an excuse.â
âAh,â Marvin nodded, though he still didnât look happy. Then, suddenly, he turned to me again, his gaze sharp.
âMr. Rue.â
âYeah?â
âWhy does your voice sound different?â
What? I froze. That question made no senseâsame body, same vocal cords. How could the voice change? Thankfully, Mo supplied an immediate explanation.
[Rue habitually spoke at a higher pitch than his natural range, preferring a lighter tone.]
âŠFor crying out loud.
âMy throatâs just a bit sore.â I gave a weak excuse and urged him onward. âKeep walking.â
âWhatâs that? The rope with the bell?â
We were on the third floor of the retreat when I noticed a small cord hanging from the ceiling corner, a bell attached at its end.
âThatâs an emergency bell,â Marvin explained.
âEmergency?â
âYes. It rings when monsters appear. The capitalâs never been attacked, but this region used to be an area where monsters appeared frequently.â
His voice had dropped, the tone subdued. Judging by his expression, even here, monsters were still a source of deep fear.
And of course they wereâany living being would fear those creatures.
But what he said next made me feel a surge of bitterness.
âWhen I was young, that bell used to ring almost every other day, but now, hardly ever. Itâs all thanks to the Divine Beast. Whenever a monster passage opens, another opens right in front of it, and most monsters get sucked through there instead.â
ââŠâ
âOf course, not all of them doâitâs a pity, really. Thatâs why monsters still havenât completely disappeared from Tuvine.â
He smiled faintly, as though lamenting it casually, not realizing how twisted my stomach felt.
âWell, lifeâs still better now than during the monster swarm days. Wherever those things are getting dragged to⊠at least itâs not here.â
Yeah. And I know exactly where theyâre getting dragged to.
âWhat do you do when the bell rings?â I interrupted, glancing around.
âWhen a monster really shows up, what happens then?â
âThereâs an evacuation shelter in the basement. But thereâs no way monsters would appear here.â
I stared at him for a moment, suppressing the irritation rising like bile.
âAnd if they do?â
âThen we run for our lives.â
Marvin laughed awkwardly, scratching his head, but when he noticed my grim look, he hesitated.
âWell, if a monster did appear, the knights would be dispatched. Maybe even a Swordmaster, if weâre lucky. Donât worry.â
What the hell was a Swordmaster? Mo immediately provided the data.
[Swordmaster: In Tuvine, the only beings capable of defeating monsters aside from those blessed by the Divine Beasts. Magic is ineffective against monsters, but swordsmanship at a certain level can manifest Auraâknown as âSword Qiââwhich can harm them.]
âYou mean thereâs actually an attack that works on monsters?â My jaw dropped.
In my world, no weapon, no matter how powerful, had ever worked.
âMr. Rue, is something wrong?â
I quickly hid my shock behind an offhand comment.
âThere arenât that many Swordmasters, right?â
âThatâs right. Only four of them.â
âWhat? Four?!â
Only four?!
My voice came out too loud, and Marvin stared at me, startled.
Still, I couldnât pretend this time. Thankfully, he misunderstood my reaction entirely.
âAh, right. One of themâSir Krol from the Krol Regionâpassed away recently. So now there are only three left. Well, two, really, since one has been hidden from the public eye for ages.â
Three. He said that like it was a casual thing.
You donât count themâyou train them! You should be mass-producing them by the thousands!
While I was still reeling from the absurdity of it, Marvin suddenly asked,
âCome to think of it, you didnât recognize the emergency bell earlier?â
âI just havenât seen them often in the capital.â
I bluffed, but Marvin didnât seem convinced.
âBut you were also surprised by the carriages outside.â
That one was harder to excuse. The carriages outside the window looked familiar enough in shapeâexcept for one glaring difference.
There were no horses.
Instead, the âcoachmenâ were holding long reins connected directly to the carriage, and somehow, when they moved the reins, the carriages rolled forwardâlike cars.
How could I not be surprised?
âIâd just never seen such an old-fashioned carriage before,â I said stiffly, hoping Rue had been spoiled enough for that to make sense.
Thankfully, Marvin nodded.
âTrue. I remember when you first saw the retreat, you asked how anyone could possibly live out here.â
So Rue was an entitled idiot. At least that part worked in my favor.
âStill,â Marvin continued proudly, âcarriages powered by mana stones are expensive. Our retreat has two of them! Most people still use horse-drawn ones to conserve mana stones.â
Mana stones, huh. Like fuel, maybe.
âThey are pricey, yeah.â
âThat, and hiring a coachman who knows operating magic is expensive too. You know how the Mage Association isâso picky about everything. Kids with even a little mana can get licensed in a week, yet they act all high and mighty about it, only sending their members where they want.â
Marvin shook his head. I nodded vaguely. Thereâs always an Association ruining things, no matter the world.
âYeah. They take all the fees but never take responsibility when something goes wrong.â
âExactly! I didnât think youâd agree, Mr. Rue.â
âIâve got ears, donât I?â
âBut youâre a member of the Mage Association yourself, arenât you?â
âŠCome again? I froze.
Quick as ever, Mo pulled up Rueâs profile.
[Adeye Rue â Graduate of the Royal Integrated Academy, Department of Magic.]
Wait. So I can see spirits and use magic?
[After a childhood fever, Rueâs supernatural ability disappeared. However, due to his parentsâ ambition, he was admitted into the Academyâs Magic Department. With no talent or mana, he remained enrolled for ten years through donations, eventually graduating after barely managing to activate a basic carriage-driving spell for his final exam.]
âŠWell, at least he graduated.
âIâm not exactly on good terms with the Mage Association.â
I brushed it off casually and changed the subject fast.
âSo whereâs the stable? If there are carriages with horses, that means there must be actual horses too, right?â
If there were only two mana-powered carriages, then worst case, I could always steal a horse.
âŠWait. I do know how to ride one, right?
[No. Adeye Rue is completely uncoordinated.]
Of course. The only thing this guy ever did with his body was touch peopleâs thighs.