Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C58
by berryChapter 58
But⊠thereâs nothing here. Whereâs the entrance to the Crimson Tide Forest? Donât tell me this isnât even a real chamber?
Yet that absurd thought turned out to be true. I circled the walls, examining every inch, but found nothing. Incredible.
âIt really does look like the secret room, so why is thereâoh?â
Something caught my toe as I crossed the center of the room. There were no lamps here; the only light came from the hole I had broken through, so my vision was dim.
It couldâve just been a loose stone between the slabsâbut somehow, it felt different.
What is this?
I crouched for a closer look and discovered a small groove carved into the center of the floor stone.
It wasnât largeâbarely the length of a fingerâand easy to overlook, yet I couldnât ignore it.
Wait⊠this shapeâ
I shifted my gaze to the staff in my hand, then back to the groove. If the staff returned to its original size, it would fit perfectlyâlike a key.
âHey, can you turn back to your original size?â
I asked the staff on a whim, half-joking. Naturally, it didnât respond. Damn it, Venomous One, if you were going to give me a gift, you couldâve at least explained how it works!
âSeriously, if youâre a key, you couldâve justâwhoa!â
Before I could finish, the staff suddenly shrank in my hand. I barely managed to open my palm before it slipped away.
Ah. So it reacts when I speak its purpose aloud?
I decided to test itâif it truly was a key, I had to be sure. I placed the shrunken branch into the groove on the floor. It slid in seamlessly, as though it had always belonged there.
Then, the air above it began to shimmer like heat haze.
Within the distortion, another scene appearedâa glimpse of a different place entirely.
A forest at dusk, bathed in crimson light.
The Crimson Tide Forest.
My throat tightened as I swallowed hard. I took a step forward, but froze halfway. The pond flashed through my mindâthe blinding light that had lured me, the moment Iâd almost died. If Diamond hadnât stopped me thenâŠ
âDonât go in without me!!! I came in first and now I canât get out!!â
Diamondâs desperate voice echoed in my head. I looked down at the key. It was a keyâsomething meant to let me in.
If I entered while holding it, Iâd probably be safe⊠right?
There was nowhere else to go. I might as well try.
Iâd just made up my mind and bent to retrieve the key whenâ
âAdeye Rue?â
A voice. Behind me.
Unfamiliar, but instantly, every muscle in my body locked with tension.
I turned sharplyâand understood why my instincts screamed.
A familiar face glared back at me, sharp eyes filled with killing intent.
The same swordswoman who had drawn her blade at me in Club 13th Monthâthe one with that cold, cutting gaze.
Tap.
She stepped into the secret room, her lips curling.
âHah. Why are you here?â
âIntroduce yourself first.â
âOh, rightâyou deserve to know whose hand youâll die by.â
Her blade moved before her words had even finished. From its tip burst a flare of light, slicing through the air toward me.
I threw myself down, rolling across the floor. The ground where Iâd stood split open. She seemed delighted.
âMy name is Zend Ottmar. Captain of Duke Borhumiâs guard. And this placeâwhat is it? Here, my power works perfectly.â
Her laughter echoed off the walls. I scrambled to my feet, making sure not to glance at the floorâs center. If she saw the branch, the key, itâd be over.
So instead, I shifted deliberately toward the opposite wall.
Immediately, the tip of her sword followed me.
âDonât move. How did you get in here?â
ââŠâ
âWho made that hole in the wall?â
Every question she asked was one I couldnât answer. I forced myself not to look at the key.
The shimmering portal in the air was impossible to hide, but the branchâI couldnât let her notice that.
Fortunately, I didnât have to. Ottmar was too busy scanning the chamber.
âThis room⊠wait. Is this the secret room? So it was you who took Baron Ewik. You mustâve learned the route here, didnât you?â
She raised her sword, ready to strike againâbut her question was so bizarre that I hesitated.
Shouldnât she be more concerned about the gaping doorway hanging in the air behind me?
âWhy is there nothing here?â she muttered.
Ah. So she canât see it.
âAdeye Rue,â she snapped, âarenât you going to answer me? Donât tell me youâre actually thinking.â
She looked me up and down with mockery. I said nothingâjust edged one step sideways. Toward the shimmering gate.
Whatever lay beyond itâit was my only chance.
But before I could take even half a step, Ottmarâs sword struck first.
Crash!
The floor exploded where Iâd been heading. I rolled instinctively the other way. Ottmar, unfazed, strode right through the illusion that she couldnât even perceive.
Ah. So she canât enter what she canât see.
Still, at this rate, she was going to destroy the roomâand the key along with it.
âI donât know where this is,â I said, raising my hands slowly. âI just⊠fell in here by chance.â
It was an attempt at negotiation, but she only smiled and closed the distance. Then, without warning, she swung the hilt of her sword at my head.
A sharp alert blared in my vision.
[Warning! Frontal upper attack!]
Whooshâ!
The blow missed by a hairâs breadth, the wind of it slicing through my hair.
Shit. That wouldâve caved my skull in.
A chill crawled down my spine. I rolled toward the wall, still keeping myself between her and the key.
Thud!
I hit the wall hard enough to rattle the stones.
God, that hurt.
But there was no time to complain. Ottmar had paused, regarding me with faint surprise.
âHow did you dodge that? They said you were beaten senseless and never spoke a wordâbut itâs true. You have changed.â
âDied and came back.â
The words slipped out automatically. Habitâwhat a stupid thing. Like sheâd believe me anyway.
âLiar. Iâve seen plenty come back from death. None of them changed like you.â
While she studied me, I whispered mentally, âMo, what are my chances of grabbing the key while dodging her attack?â
[If she makes no mistakeânone. Impossible.]
âThen Iâll make her slip. Can you predict her next move?â
[Data insufficient.]
âSee? Youâre looking right at me,â she taunted.
âYeah, theyâre called eyes. You should try using yours.â
The moment the words left my mouth, she swung againâfaster this time. A thin wave of energy tore toward me.
[Left!]
A glowing line appeared in my vision, and I threw myself that way.
Boom!
Another crater bloomed where Iâd been. The floor shuddered beneath usâharder this time. Why was it shaking so violently? No time to think.
âSo the pampered idiot does know how to move.â
âBetter than your pathetic hand tricks,â I shot back.
Whoosh!
[Upper right.]
Crash!
Too slowâthe debris slammed into my shoulder and arm.
âTell me,â she said, voice cold, âhow do you open the entrance to the Crimson Tide Forest?â
Damn it. I clenched my teeth, forcing myself to memorize her movements. She swung not to kill but to toy with me, each strike a test.
Whooshâcrashâcrumble.
Chunks of stone rained down. I rolled twice, lungs burning, before stopping.
Panting, I heard her voiceâlow, almost curious.
âWhat are you, really?â
Her eyes sharpened. She switched her sword from her right hand to her left.
I didnât miss it.
âMo, did you catch that?â
[Her right thumb and forefinger show unnatural movement. Likely injured.]
A leg wound wouldâve been better, but this would do. I eyed her right flank.
My goal was simple: rush past her, grab the key. But she was far from an easy opponent.
âWhat are you planning?â she asked, narrowing her eyes.
Smart woman.
âMo, calculate me a route. I just need to grab it.â
[Probability of success extremely low. Fatal risk likely.]
When has that ever stopped me?
After all, it wasnât like I had any other choice.