Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C41
by berryChapter 41
âWould a gift from family ever come with hidden motives?â
Familyâdid she mean the Ma Trading Company? But why would they give something identical to the Tear of the Demon King, and why now of all times?
A flurry of suspicions rushed through my mind. And just then, the thief whoâd been hiding behind everyone elseâArionaâfinally stepped forward.
âItâs a fake gem. Worthless, really.â
Now that others had shielded him long enough for him to regain his composure, he looked straight at me, calm and steady.
âBut still, itâs something my teacher gave me. Itâs precious to me.â
âIf itâs so precious, you shouldâve taken better care of it. Why sneak around trying to compare it with another?â
âI just⊠wanted to see the Tear of the Demon King with my own eyes. Itâs such a rare divine relicâŠâ
âThatâs right!â
Gollum No. 1 suddenly blurted, voice rising with panic.
âThe Tear of the Demon King is an extremely sacred relic of immense divine power! It must never be destroyed! And yet you would throw it into a pond? Why a pond, of all places?!â
âBecause,â I said flatly, âit looked pretty when I passed by.â
Gollum No. 1âs face twisted in frustration.
There was nothing quite as effective as pure nonsense for shutting people up.
But not everyone was so easily silenced. Arionaâs blue eyes filled with disdain. Just like teacher, just like studentâthose same contemptuous eyes.
Whatever. I had no intention of letting go of the gem anyway. I turned to him impassively.
âDo you agree, then? That the Tear of the Demon King shouldnât be thrown into the pond?â
âYes.â
He nodded firmly, then met my gaze directly for the first time.
âWhy do you want to throw it away, Lord Rue? You, of all people, who love gems so much?â
âBecause itâs cursed. No matter how obsessed I am with jewels, I wouldnât keep one that harms others or brings misfortune. HoweverâŠâ
I trailed off deliberately, and Arionaâs expression froze. His eyes trembled faintly, as if sensing something ominous. Because, of course, I was smiling.
âIt is a sacred relic, after all. Youâre rightâit wouldnât be right to toss something filled with divine power into a pond. But I made a public promise under the Adeye name, and I intend to keep it. So, letâs compromise. Iâll throw this fake one away instead.â
The moment I raised my hand holding the diamond, Gollum No. 1âs horrified protest erupted.
âNo! You canât throw away something soââ hic.
He clamped a hand over his mouth, realizing too late that heâd slipped.
But everyone else had already heard enough.
To them, his outburst sounded like an admission of guilt.
The High Priestâs sharp gaze cut toward him, then turned to me.
âAre you trying to protect your honor, Lord Rue, or mock mine?â
Both, obviously. I barely resisted the urge to say it aloud.
âHigh Priest, I merely wish to keep my wordâand to protect this precious relic as well. But if anyone here dislikes my alternative, please, speak up.â
âI donât dislike it,â came a sudden, unexpected voice.
The room froze over.
A cold, heavy presence filled the air, freezing every drop of tension mid-breath.
Everyone turnedâand collectively drew in sharp breaths before bowing low.
âGrand Duke Koon.â
The High Priest was the first to bow, followed quickly by everyone else.
âWhat brings you here, Your Grace?â
âWith all this noise,â Tyroc drawled from the doorway, arms crossed and leaning lazily against the frame, âhow could I not come take a look?â
âTake a look,â he saidâas though he were spectating some street performance. The High Priestâs face tightened, though she quickly turned to him, feigning indignation.
âLord Rue has wrongly accused my disciple of theft. Even after the misunderstanding was cleared, he tried to seize my discipleâs cherished possession by force. I merely sought to stop him.â
Solongoâs hands clenched into fists. But no matter how unfair her words were, we couldnât fight backânot with Koon Tyroc here, the man infamous for hating the Adeye family.
Still, I tightened my grip around the diamond in case he decided to confiscate it.
If it came to that⊠I was ready to swallow the damn thing whole.
âI know,â Tyroc said mildly, âbut I happen to like his idea.â
The silence that followed was absolute.
The High Priestâs side looked stunned, while Solongo and I narrowed our eyes, suspicious this might be another trap.
The High Priest broke the silence first, voice tight.
âI cannot allow my discipleâs treasured possession to be discarded so carelessly.â
âTreasured possession,â Tyroc echoed, stepping forward. He picked up the fake diamond from the table, examined it briefly, then smirked and flicked it aside.
âSo this is the Tear of the Demon King? Hardly impressive. I canât feel a shred of divine power from it.â
He turned his mocking smile toward the High Priest.
âWhy donât we take a look at the precious gift you gave your disciple, then?â
Her face remained calm, but her brief hesitation was all the answer I neededâshe was rattled.
So, Tyroc could sense divine power.
Still, even before his high status, her arrogance didnât falter.
âThereâs no need for Your Grace to concern yourself with such vulgar matters as gem appraisal.â
âWatch your words,â Tyroc said coolly. âThat âvulgar gemâ belonged to my father.â
ââŠYou misunderstand me. I had no intention of belittling it.â
The High Priest bowed stiffly.
âI merely wished to make clear that this is a simple matterâone that will be resolved once my discipleâs belongings are returned.â
âSo youâre saying your discipleâs trinket is worth more than anotherâs honor?â
ââŠNo, Your Grace.â
âThen throw it away.â
His tone was brief, final, and absolute.
No one dared to move.
Just like that, Tyroc ended the entire debacleâeffortlessly, almost absurdly so.
âŠWhat the hell was his angle this time?
I was just as stunned as everyone else, but this wasnât the time to grab him by the collar and demand an answer.
The chance to do that came soon after, thoughâand in a setting I wouldâve happily avoided.
âWhy here?â
Tyrocâs voice broke the silence as we walked side by side behind the priests, following them toward the pond.
I didnât want to be walking next to him, but telling the Grand Duke to âget lostâ wasnât exactly an option.
So I kept my eyes straight ahead and replied curtly,
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhy the pond? Do you see something?â
âNo.â
âThen do you hear it?â
Damn it. How did he always know?
I swallowed my surprise before answering,
âNo.â
âI see.â
What do you see, exactly? I glanced sideways and met his gaze.
âWhat?â
âYouâre cursing me with your eyes.â
I looked away. âThis is just my normal expression.â
âNo. Your eyes used to be empty. But since you came back from the brink of deathâŠâ
He paused, and I bit my tongue to stop myself from finishing his sentence with something snarky.
What, theyâre full of hatred now?
But his next words werenât what I expected.
âTheyâre worth looking at.â
I stared at him, thinking Iâd misheard. But his expression, calm and unbothered, held no trace of mockery.
Even so, I wasnât about to drop my guard. Who knew if âworth looking atâ meant âworth killing later.â
âI didnât know being insulted was your idea of flirting,â I muttered.
âAre you interested in my preferences?â
âNot remotely.â
âThen donât speculate about them.â
âApologies, Your Grace.â
He gave me a look, surprised by how quickly I folded.
âYouâre agreeing awfully fast.â
âBecause youâre right.â
âI usually am.â
âYes, so Iâve noticed.â
After that, we walked in silence for a while.
The quiet was uncomfortable, but I figured Iâd use the next opportunity to slip closer to Solongo.
Then Tyroc spoke again.
âYou really came back from the dead, didnât you?â
I hesitated, realizing it was a broad question. Then I shrugged.
âSomething like that.â
âThen you owe me.â
I stiffened at that, and when I scowled, his lips curved into an amused smile.
He looked like a kid who found joy in teasing others.
I couldnât stop myself from snapping back,
âYes, I owe you a great debt.â
âIf you really want to repay it,â he said quietly, âtell me what the gemâs been saying to you.â
ââŠIt hasnât said anything.â
The sudden sharpness in his question caught me off guard.
I stared ahead, feeling his gaze burn into the side of my face. Before I could tell him to stop staring, his voice dropped lower.
âWhatever it says, donât be swayed.â
Swayed?
I turned toward him, but he kept his eyes forward.
âBeings that arenât human think differently. Even if they donât mean harm, they can still destroy you.â
âI know.â
âThe same goes for their realms. Step too close without an invitation, and youâll die before you realize youâve crossed the threshold.â
His voice was calm, but beneath it was something unexpectedly heavy.
A trace of sorrow.
Like someone whoâd already lost a person that way.