Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C10
by berryChapter 10
âWhy not? Whatâs going on?â
âLook over thereâeveryone who tried to reach the carriage suddenly collapsed.â
Collapsed? On their way to the carriage? Why? The monster hadnât even come this way. Then whoâŠ
[The human kept the promise~~ ooh~ the human came~ I kept mine, and the human kept theirs too~~]
Rippling patterns of light burst before my eyes. The little spirit fluttered excitedly in midair, her translucent form sparkling as she waved her arms. Then it hit meâwhat Iâd said before leaving.
âStay here and guard your Petal. Iâll lure the monster elsewhere. If anyone comes, stop them.â
âŠDonât tell me those people fainted because of her?!
I couldnât shout with everyone watching, so I just glared hard enough to make my thoughts clear. That tiny thingâhow did she even manage this?!
âLord Rue, please step back,â Marvin said, grabbing my arm to pull me away.
Instinctively, I yanked free, the words snapping out sharp and cold. âDonât touch me.â
âWhat?â
The startled look on Marvinâs face hit me an instant too late. Damn itâRue hated being touched, and Iâd reacted without thinking.
As if sensing my blunder, Mo immediately flashed a warning.
[Marvinâs facial expression shows over 90% suspicion. Recommended responses based on Adeye Rueâs behavioral patterns:]
1. âYou lied to me! You said this place was safe!â (Pout cutely and press yourself against Marvin, slipping your hands down to grab his rear.)
2. âIâm scared! You didnât protect me when the monster came! I hate you, Marvin!â (Cling to another man nearby and slide your hand between his thighs.)
âŠ
The instant the word thighs appeared, every ounce of panic or anger I had was replaced with pure disbelief.
Seriously? Again with this?
And what did the poor guy next to me ever do to deserve that?
I glanced sideways and locked eyes with a bearded man in his thirties. He blushed furiously and turned away.
Waitâwhy is he squirming like that?
[Character data:
Coachman Dicken â The coachman who drove Rue to the retreat. Assisted Rue with⊠personal needs twice during the journey.]
Assisted my ass.
I wanted to dig Rue up from his grave just to throttle him again. But Marvin was still watching me with those suspicious eyes, so I couldnât lose composure now. I sure as hell wasnât following Moâs suggested âresponses,â but I could still fake a tantrum.
âIâm going home! I canât stay in a place where monsters show up like this!â
I shouted like a spoiled noble throwing a fit and stomped forward. Gasps followed, but I raised my voice even louder.
âDonât follow me! You expect me to live in this wretched place?! Iâm leavingâright now! I hate you all!â
I made sure to point dramatically at Marvin and the coachman before spinning on my heel. A murmur rippled through the crowd behind me, but I didnât dare look back. My heart was poundingâwas it convincing enough? Did I sound like Rue?
[No. Rue would haveâŠ]
âDonât you dare finish that sentence.â
[You should raise your pitch. More hysteria.]
I sighed internally but obeyed. If I was going to pull this off, I needed a driver.
âBring me a coachman! Iâm leaving immediately! And not you! Bring someone else! Now!â
â
The Adeye family.
A bloodline born with the gift of clairvoyanceâonce minor nobles, now the wealthiest house in the entire continent thanks to their mastery of commerce.
But ten years ago, tragedy struck. The family head and his wife died in an accident, leaving their daughter, Adeye Lantua, severely injured.
She never fully recoveredâher health fragile, her body frailâbut her intellect turned the Adeye fortune into a golden empire.
âEvery gold coin on the continent flows to the Adeye coffers.â
Thatâs what people said. So her brother Rueâs wild spending habits were seen as little more than an eccentricity.
But even Lantuaâs patience had limits. After his latest drunken scandal, sheâd sent him off to what the family called a retreatâa hospital in disguise.
And now, barely four days later, he was standing at the family gates.
âHer Ladyship cannot see you right now.â
The head butler blocked my way before I could even step inside. Mo instantly displayed her information beside her face.
âAmita. Got it.â
I plastered on a weary, noble expression and began my performance.
âAmita, Iâve been traveling nonstop for an entire day. Canât you see? The carriage window shattered, I inhaled dust for hours, my body aches, Iâm starving, Iâm exhausted. I just want to lie down and sleep for a week. But before that, thereâs something far more important.â
Her expression didnât change. âRegardless, Her Ladyship is unavailable.â
âI still need to see her.â
That made her pause. Moâs notes flashed in my mindâRue had never called his sister âHer Ladyshipâ before.
And sure enough, the hesitation showed. Her face smoothed quickly, but Iâd caught that tiny flicker of confusion.
âVery well. Please come in. Iâll inform her of your request.â
â
The carved brown doors were grand yet modestâtoo modest for the wealthiest house in Tuvine. Anyone else wouldâve wondered if theyâd walked into the wrong mansion.
But I didnât have time to admire architecture.
I walked through long halls lined with servants who glanced at me with open disapproval. Guards watched my every move. I ignored them all, keeping my pace steady even as my nerves screamed.
By the time we reached the waiting chamber, I could barely hold back a sigh.
âBe warned,â said Lantuaâs chief secretary, her voice sharp as steel. âHer Ladyshipâs health has worsened recently.â
I schooled my features into concern. âHas something happened? Something bad?â
âYou ask as if you donât know. Itâs because of you, Lord Rue.â
So much for empathy points. Damn it, Rue, what the hell did you do this time?
Mo answered before I could even ask.
[Incident record: While walking through town, Rue reportedly grabbed a manâs crotch, declared it âcharming,â and proceeded to copulate with him inside a templeâduring prayer hoursâbefore an audience of horrified villagers.]
âŠRight.
No wonder they shipped him off to rehab. Frankly, the fact he wasnât executed was a miracle.
The secretary continued, unamused. âHer Ladyship is delicate. Any distress could endanger her condition. If you intend to bring her unpleasant news, inform us first so we can prepare.â
Prepare⊠as in summon emergency healers? Whatever. âThen prepare,â I said.
Her brows shot up. âAre you saying what you have to tell her will shock her?â
âProbably.â
She frowned. âWhatever trouble youâve caused again, Lord Rue, tell me first. I might be able to handle it beforeââ
âItâs not trouble,â I cut in. âSheâll want to hear this herself.â
The secretaryâs expression turned icy. But I didnât waver.
âItâs not bad news. Trust me. Sheâll be glad.â
That earned me a glare, but also reluctant compliance. âIf it brings her harm, even you wonât be forgiven.â
Her words made clear what Rueâs status in this household really wasâtolerated, not respected.
But I barely heard her. My pulse thundered in my ears.
The heavy door clicked open.
And finallyâthere she was.
The head of the Adeye family.
MyâRueâsâsister, Adeye Lantua.
She was seated behind a desk, head bowed as she worked. Her face, when visible, was almost identical to Rueâsâsame sharp features, same cool eyes. There was no mistaking the resemblance.
But she was smaller, thinner, her complexion pale. A frail figureâbut with an aura that filled the room.
The room itself, however, was what caught my attention.
From the ceiling hung several cords, each connected to small bells scattered around the chamber.
Iâd been told alarm bells were almost never used in the Capital. So why were they everywhere here?
My eyes drifted furtherâto her desk.
There sat a half-spherical object covered in thick cloth, with a hose-like tube attached to its center.
What is that�
It looked oddly familiar, like something from the old world.
I was still staring when her voice, cold and precise, cut through the silence.