Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C82
by berryChapter 82
Unlike me, who felt quietly triumphant, Haas shot me another glareâas if to say, Itâs your fault our Grand Duke ended up like this.
Well⊠he wasnât wrong. His face was full of questions he clearly wanted to ask, but he wisely kept his mouth shut.
That silence didnât last long.
When Tyroc turned and extended his hand toward me, Haasâs jaw dropped open.
âY-Your Grace, what are youâŠ?â
Good question. Even I, trailing behind him, froze in confusion. Haas and I exchanged identical blank looks, unsure why Tyrocâs hand was outstretched like that.
He gave his fingers a slight twitch.
âTake it.â
Why, though?
âYour Grace, if you wish to receive something from that person, you neednât dirty your ownââ
âRue. What are you doing?â
At the sound of my name, my head snapped toward him. Haas looked about ready to unhinge his jaw in disbelief.
âThereâs no need,â I said curtly. âItâs not dangerous.â
âI am the one in danger.â
Was he joking? Now, of all times?
âThis isnât the time for games. Before Zab arrives, we need to reach the catacombsâwait, what are youâ?!â
Before I could finish, Tyroc suddenly pulled me in, wrapping one arm around me and dragging me forward. And just like that, before my brain could catch up, he jumped straight through the portal.
There was an âUhâ?!â sound, but it wasnât mineâit came from Haas, who shouted behind us.
âWh-what theâwhyââ
But his voice quickly faded the moment he followed us through. The âsecretâ destination Haas had been saving for emergencies turned out to be⊠a resting station.
The problem was that the half-dozen people resting inside were all soldiers.
âHuh⊠guess its purpose changed,â Haas muttered nervously from behind. That was enough for me to guess what happenedâthis room wasnât supposed to be occupied.
He mustâve hoarded that secret portal for so long heâd failed to check its status.
Well, not my problem. I stepped forward.
âIâll handle this.â
Tyroc didnât stop meâprobably because I already had my trusty club raised high.
Meanwhile, Yan couldnât shake off the gnawing unease. Too many things had gone wrong in just the past two days, and the man standing before him now was the most ominous of them all.
âY-Your Grace. Youâve returned without noticeâwhat brings you here so suddenlyâŠ?â
The news that Duke Zab had returned had sent Yan sprinting to greet him. But once he laid eyes on the Duke, words deserted him.
Zabâs expression was⊠unrecognizable. His bloodshot eyes bulged, as if his sanity had cracked, and his usually sleek, neatly bound hair hung in wild disarray.
He had barely arrived through the portal before he started running through the corridors like a man possessed, ignoring anyone who tried to speak to him.
âYour Grace, pleaseâif you tell me where youâre goingââ
âWhereâs Dorgo? Find him, now!â
The color drained from Yanâs face. They had just sent men to the lake to capture the intrudersâand Dorgo had been overseeing the very site Zab was now demanding.
âM-Master Dorgo should be in his quarters. At this hour, heâs usually⊠prayingâŠâ
âTell him to come to the catacombs immediately! Hurry!â
Zabâs voice trembled as he shouted, his body shaking uncontrollably. Yan had never seen him this unhinged before and instinctively stepped back.
He knew the Dukeâs temper better than anyoneâstaying too close right now was begging to get hit. But even as he retreated under the pretext of fetching Dorgo, a sense of dread grew heavier in his chest.
Whatâs going on? Could he have found out about the intruders?
No⊠He shook his head. Zab wouldnât lose his mind over something as trivial as a thief.
If I can just tidy up the mess and keep it quiet, everything will be fine, he reassured himself. The soldiers heâd sent to the lake would have caught the trespassers by now, surely.
But soon after, one of his men came running in, breathless and pale.
âThere are intruders inside the castle!â
What?!
Who nowâwhat kind of lunatics dared toâ?!
On our way back toward the catacombs beneath Borhumi Castle, I had no intention of leaving traces. But that was impossible with someone like Tyroc, who seemed allergic to stealth.
Whether we were detected or not didnât matter to himâhe moved through the corridors like a storm, knocking down anyone who stood in his way.
Because of that, we reached the chamber of relics in no time, though by then soldiers had begun to chase us.
Not that we had to worry about how to stop them.
âHaas,â Tyroc called.
The mage immediately produced a jewel-encrusted artifact and placed it at the end of the hall.
Moments later, a thick fog began to spread from it, filling the corridor. Haas raised his wand and traced a magic circle into the air.
I recognized it instantlyâa miniature version of the illusion spell that had once cloaked the lake.
Heâs creating a mirage to confuse the pursuers. But what caught my attention was that I could still see the fog clearly.
âBlack magic?â I asked.
Haas shot me a quick glance, his tone clipped. âThe artifact contains a black stone⊠sir.â
Ah. That explained it. Using black stones in artifacts nullified their usual side effects.
âBut its effect wonât last longâhalf a day at most.â
âThatâs plenty.â
I said it with certainty because Iâd already seen Zabâs childlike panic when his power faltered. If the mere weakening of his divine energy had driven him frantic enough to run to the tombs, then nowâstripped entirely of that powerâheâd come tearing down here like a man possessed.
And heâd bring Dorgo with him, just as we wanted.
I wasnât the only one who believed that.
âYour Grace,â Haas finally asked, barely hiding his curiosity, âwhat exactly are you planning to do?â
There were hundreds of questions he couldâve askedâwhy weâd infiltrated Borhumiâs main stronghold, why Tyroc was cooperating with his supposed enemy, and moreâbut he settled on just that one.
Tyrocâs answer was short.
âHunt.â
Haas blinked. âHuntâŠ?â
Tyrocâs eyes flashed like tempered steel as he strode forward.
âWeâre hunting the black magician who cursed Koon. Get ready.â
The murderous resolve in his voice sent a chill through the hall.
Zab could recall the first moment heâd felt the Divine Beastâs power as vividly as if it had happened yesterdayâthe strength that had surged through his body, the exhilaration that came with it.
The Divine Beast of Borhumi governed water, so its energy always felt clean, fresh, invigorating.
When it became known that he had been chosen by the Beast itself, peopleâs attitudes toward him changed overnight.
As a child, heâd sometimes feared the power might vanish one dayâbut each time, his motherâs voice soothed him.
âWe are beloved by the Divine Beast. That love is vast, boundless, and warm beyond comprehension. It will never abandon us.â
The Divine Beast would never leave him. That belief had been his foundation.
It was what allowed him to wield that power without restraint.
But there had been another part to his motherâs teachingâone he hadnât listened to closely enough.
âYou must train, my son. That is how you show the Beast that you cherish its gift.â
He had heard it so often that he grew sick of it. Eventually, he dismissed it entirely.
Now, as he sprinted madly toward the catacombs, that phrase echoed in his skull like a curse.
Could that be why the Divine Beast left me?
No. Impossible. The Beast canât leave me. Itâs sealed.
The first thing he had to do was confirm that the shield still held.
He reached the underground chamber before Dorgo and went straight to the ritual site, his hands moving by instinct.
Dorgo had taught him how to activate the seal.
âRemember the stone beneath your feet, my lord. Stand upon it and reach forwardâyouâll grasp something. Then the shield will reveal itself before your eyes, and within it, the hidden lake.â
Touch anywhere else, Dorgo had warned, and the magic would burn him alive.
Zab raised a trembling hand and reached into the air. For years, he had performed this same ritual hundreds of times, checking the shieldâs stability.
And once again, his hand met the familiar resistance.
As soon as he touched it, a black, shimmering mesh appearedâand beyond it, the great underground lake.
When his mother had first shown him this place, sheâd told him that this lake was where the Divine Beast descended to rest.
It was as deep and darkly blue as ever, but something was different now. That blue no longer radiated peaceâit was cold, unnervingly cold.
âLord Zab⊠why have you damaged the tomb?â
Dorgoâs bewildered voice came from behind. But Zab stood motionless, as lifeless as a statue.
He didnât even react to the clear signs of intrusion that Dorgo was pointing out.
Only then did the man realize how wrong something was.
âMy lord, what has happened to you? Your appearanceâwhyâŠâ
Zabâwho had once cared more about his looks than anythingâlooked like a deranged beggar.
He, who wouldâve adjusted his hair even as the world burned around him, now stood disheveled and hollow-eyed, his mind seemingly gone.