Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C143
by berryChapter 143
âSo thatâs why the Ma Guild is so large,â Duke Killu said with a smile. âTo think talent like this has been supporting them. The Ma family must resent me for taking Hoiga away.â
Hoiga assumed it was flattery and simply turned his gaze aside. It was trueâsince coming here, he hadnât been able to properly help his family. At Killuâs request, heâd been buried day and night in decoding Montaineâs ancient documents.
Those records must contain information about divine beasts. If Montaine obtains it, theyâll stand unmatched in Tuvine.
He had already sworn to give his full loyalty to Montaine. That meant this mission came first, though he occasionally worried about the Ma Guild without him. His brotherâs letter had tried to reassure him:
Itâs fine. Youâll be doing more important things. Donât worry about us. We wonât run the guild into the ground just because youâre gone.
Still, Hoiga sighed quietly. Heâd worried whether theyâd made reckless contracts with the southern textile unionâbut chose to trust his family.
Suddenly Killu caught his hand and pulled him closer.
âBut youâre mine now.â
ââŠ.â
âIâm amazed you managed to hide such brilliance.â
âThen surprise me in return,â Hoiga replied calmly. âEveryone needs to be in the right place at the right time.â
His voice lowered with emphasis.
âPriest Sidro must stay near the Adeye siblings exactly on schedule. And Duke Koon must be kept far away so Rue can leave.â
Killu lifted Hoigaâs hand and kissed the back of it.
âOf course. I promise everyone will be where they need to be when you want them there.â
A cruel smile flickered in his eyes.
âTo think Tyroc let someone like you slip awayâI question his intelligence.â
Hoigaâs expression hardened, but Killu deliberately pressed on.
âWhen Tyroc learns the truth, heâll regret it bitterly. Adeye Rue does nothing but cling to her sister for help. Right now heâs probably exhausted trying to soothe her.â.
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Why was he reacting like that? Was the bear divine beast telling the truth? Did he really need that power?
Instead of voicing the question, I studied Tyroc. Shock and confusion flashed across his face before freezing into something cold.
âFine,â he said.
âFine what?â
âIâll teach her how to use Sarneâs divine beast power. Iâll accept it first.â
That easily? Even Black Bear stiffened, her grip tightening. But Tyroc added a condition.
âThe divine beast answers one question.â
His gaze fixed exactly where the beast stood. As if hearing him, she slowly rose.
CreeeaaakâŠ
Even now, she moved at that glacial pace. I focused on her arms. They angled downwardâforming an S. Thirty seconds later, the second character. Thankfully it was short. When she finally sat back down, I still needed a moment to translate.
âWhy?â Tyroc asked.
âShe says⊠no.â
I braced for anger. Instead, he smiled thinly toward her.
âYouâre refusing before hearing the question?â
He stared straight at her. The tension between them thickened.
âYou said I need divine beast power,â Tyroc continued. âBut isnât it the opposite?â
Opposite? That meant she needed him. The beast didnât respondâonly stared with unsettling intensity. Even though I was the only one who could see it clearly, the meaning was obvious.
Tyroc was right.
Then I realized somethingâhe hadnât said Sarneâs divine beast.
Wait⊠another one?
âIf youâre trying to use me for your friend,â Tyroc warned coldly, âgive it up.â
The bear slowly stood. Her eyes gleamed with a manic focus. She radiated irritationâthough even her anger was slow.
Seriously? If youâre mad, canât you move faster?
âNothing?â Tyroc asked after a long wait.
âTwo characters done,â I said.
His jaw twitched. I stayed focusedâlast time I looked away, I got scolded. Finally, the message finished.
ă ă ă ă ă (ìż€ ìŹìí±ìŽ-Koon jerk )
A bad feeling crawled up my spine.
[âKoon jerk.â]
Mo confirmed it.
ââŠSeriously.â
I sighed out loud before I could stop myself. Minutes of waiting for that?
âDid she just insult me?â Tyroc asked sharply.
I glared at the root of the problem.
âYouâre picking fights with Sarneâs divine beast now too?â
He smirked. This was funny to him? The bear was a problemâbut Tyroc, who defaulted to violence with divine beasts, was worse.
If this turned into childish bickering and I waited five minutes just to hear âKoon baldhead,â I might lose it.
âApologize.â
Tyroc turned on me. I held my ground.
âWhy?â
âBecause youâre accusing a divine beast who barely said anything and twisting everything into an insult.â
Koon jerk wasnât really a curse⊠just negative flavor text. Totally defensible.
âApologize.â
âYeahâapologize!â Black Bear shouted in booming support.
Great timing⊠except Tyrocâs eyes went colder.
âIâll handle thisââ I tried.
âApologize to the divine beast!!!â
Was she trained in projection? Tyrocâs patience snapped.
âNo.â
Conversation over.
The bear divine beast rose again. I expected another slow insultâbut instead, her body floated upward.
Waitâshe has wings?!
They fluttered, lifting her gently onto a huge rock. She sat down heavily and folded her stubby arms across her chest.
âŠWas she crossing her arms?
Her eyes locked onto mine. The instant I met her gaze, she whipped her head awayâfaster than Iâd ever seen her move.
That speed alone shocked me. The meaning hit a moment later.
âŠSheâs sulking.
I rubbed the back of my neck and shut my eyes.
Great. A pair of sulking children.