Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C0
by berryPrologue
I thought I was almost there. I had fought tooth and nail for this moment, for the sake of my purpose.
What purpose, you ask? To stop the destruction of the world I live in.
For that, I crossed into a strange new dimension and even agreed to a contractual marriage with a man.
All thatâs left is for him to sign the contract. Once he does, Iâll have crossed the greatest mountainâŠ
Click.
He slid the unsigned contract back into the drawer.
Why? Why would he do that?
I swallowed the question that rose to my throat and cautiously opened my mouth.
âIs there some sort of problem?â
âNo.â
âThen please sign it now.â
âItâs not something that needs to be done right this instant, is it?â
No, it is. How am I supposed to trust a promise made only in wordsâespecially when you already see me as an enemy?
âI need a written document as proof. Only then will I be at ease.â
His lips curved slowly. It was a smile the whole world adored, but not me.
To me, it was nothing but an ominous sign. That smile always came before something unlucky, and this time was no different.
âThen, depending on how you behave.â
What? I nearly let a string of curses slip but barely managed to hold them back. That man was supposed to be the hope of our world.
I forced a smile.
âWhat would you like me to do?â
âKeep your promise.â
âBe a dutiful partner to the Grand Dukeâs house.â
I repeated my vow like a machine, reinforcing my tone with conviction.
âThatâs why I packed my things and came to the Grand Dukeâs mansion today, isnât it?â
âAnd then?â
And then?
âWhat else are you going to do?â
He replied with a light laugh. Once again, I refused to be deceived by that smile. If there was a single person in this world immune to its charm, it would be me.
âTell me what to do, and Iâll do it.â
Straightening my posture like a soldier awaiting orders, I looked him directly in the eyes. His smile deepened at my response.
Anyone else would have smiled back, as if caught in a spellâbut I held my expression firm.
He gazed at me, then slowly spoke.
âMy beloved fiancĂ©, to think youâd say that.â
Flinch. Beloved. No matter how many times I heard that word, I could never get used to it.
Ever since we agreed to a contract marriage, heâd been using that excuseââto deceive othersââto call me that.
It was utterly revolting. And, of course, the more disgusted I looked, the more he seemed to enjoy it.
âFrom tonight on, Iâll be going to your room.â
âYou mean⊠youâre switching rooms with me?â
Did he want my room? I had no idea what that had to do with my behavior. He replied casually to my puzzled expression.
âNo. Iâm going to hold you.â
For a moment, I blinked in confusion, unable to grasp his meaning.
A contract marriageâso why?
Before I could ask, a dry, commanding tone followed.
âGet out.â
âWait, what about signing the contractâ?â
âIf you want it that badly, then get on my cock and beg for it while you move your hips.â
I couldnât even tell what kind of expression I was making.
Sit whereâand do what?
âWell, I suppose thatâs the only way you understand. I have to say it plainly.â
No, I still didnât understand. Was he serious? I stood frozen like an idiot, and after what felt like an eternity, barely managed to croak out a single word.
âWait, why?â
His golden eyes, bright as the sun, glimmered with amusement. This time, his laughter wasnât fake. He was genuinely entertainedâ
and that made it all the more chilling, because his joy carried a cruel edge.
âGuess.â
âŠWhat the fuck. Was that an open-ended question?