Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C1
by berryChapter 1
âThink of it as something similar to file transfer,â the researcher said, her tone stiff as she adjusted the device on my head.
âNo living being can pass through the Eye of Hell, but brain signals are a different matter. Of course, as you know, the conditions for brain transplantation are extremely complex. In short, itâs a suicide mission.â
Well, considering how many have failed, she wasnât wrong. I nodded and muttered what I already knew.
âBut there have been two successful cases, havenât there?â
She gave no real response, just continued her work.
I wasnât exactly optimistic about this mission myself.
âBesides, this time the coordinates are more accurate than before, right?â
Her hands moved busily, her face expressionless. After a brief moment, she gave a short nod.
âYes, this time theyâre quiteââ
But she couldnât finish.
Krrrumble!
The underground lab shook violently, as if struck by an earthquake. Dust rained from the ceiling.
Both of us paused our conversation as if we were used to it.
Ah, the monstersâ attacks are getting worse again.
They came through the dimensional rift that had suddenly opened in the air one dayâ
a rift we now called the Eye of Hell.
A calamity humanity could neither close nor contain.
And so, people decided to cross through that rift into the other dimension to destroy the source itself.
Thatâs when we discovered that beyond it lay a world of beautyâ
a world filled with magic, divine beasts, and spirits.
That worldâs name was Tuvine.
The rift had actually been created by the people of Tuvine to dispose of their own monstersâ
and as a result, we ended up doomed.
And now, I was preparing to cross into that very worldâTuvineâ
to save ours.
Boom!
The lab shook again, this time longer and stronger. The researcher hurried to finish attaching the remaining devices to my body, her words coming faster.
âIf the transplantation succeeds, youâll awaken inside a body that has just died. Of course, the mind will be gone, but the body will still be alive. However, youâll only have three minutes to activate this.â
She showed me a small black stone, no larger than half a thumbnail. Its rough surface resembled granite, and faint, hair-thin needles extended from its edges.
âThis stone will be sent into the Eye of Hell first. If it passes through successfully, it will attach itself to the host body. It acts as an antennaâwithout it, the transfer wonât happen. Iâm sending all the ones I have. âŠLetâs hope at least one makes it through.â
âIt will. Iâll make sure to close the Eye of Hell once Iâm there.â
She didnât respond.
Did she not believe me? But I meant it.
I glanced at her and tried to add something else, but my vision began to blur. We exchanged a few more words, but I couldnât process them clearly.
A wave of dizziness hit me, followed by the sensation of being sucked through a narrow pipeâ
and then everything went dark.
Adeye Rue.
That was the name of the man whose body my consciousness would inhabit.
The intelligence agent who had infiltrated Tuvine beforehand had sent us data,
but it was so damaged that we barely knew anything about him.
Just that he once possessed a special ability, which disappeared after suffering a fever as a child.
We didnât know how he died, nor what kind of person he was.
So I had only one wish.
Pleaseâlet it be a body with all its limbs intact. One that could move, function, and be of use.
With only that prayer in mind, I opened my eyes.
And the first instinctive thing I did was breatheâ
but instead of air, something else filled my lungs.
Glugâ
Water.
I was surrounded by water, suffocating in it. My vision was blurry, my limbs refused to move.
Shit. He drowned?!
âCough, cough!! Ugh! Cough, cough!â
No matter how many times I spat and choked, the salty water clinging to my throat and nose refused to leave.
The pain was secondaryâbreathing was almost impossible.
Damn it, why did he have to drown, of all things?
I barely managed to get half my body above the water, but I was too exhausted to stand.
The soaked clothes clung to me like magnets, dragging me down.
âCough! Haa, damn it⊠Cough, coughâŠâ
Maybe because I was too busy struggling to survive,
the splitting headache from the transplantation didnât even register.
As miserable as it was, I knew I was lucky.
Thank godâitâs a shallow pond.
If Iâd woken up in a deeper lake, a fast-flowing river, or the endless sea,
I wouldâve died instantly.
âHaah⊠HaaâŠâ
Forcing my heavy eyes open, I tried to take in my surroundings.
Because as soon as I emerged from the water, voices began echoing from all directions.
They sounded playfulâchildlike even.
A new soul! A new toy!
Wow, the bodyâs the same, but the soulâs newâAdeyeâs changed!
What the hell�
At first, I was confused. Then it hit me.
Could it beâbecause of an ability?
They said it disappeared in childhood, but what if it hadnât?
I had reason to suspect itâ
because his power was Clairvoyance.
The ability to perceive beings beyond human sensesâ
existences not of this world.