Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C2
by berryChapter 2
It seemed my suspicion had been right. The moment I opened my eyes, I saw half a dozen entities floating in the air. Every single one of them was grotesque.
Giant eyeballs, deep-sea creaturesâeach one more bizarre than the next.
They were all translucent, their eerie shapes making them look almost ghostlike.
He opened his eyes!!!
With a loud cry, one massive eyeballânearly the size of my faceâzoomed in close, right up to my nose. Then came a chilling question.
[You⊠can see me, canât you?]
My body began to tremble uncontrollably, like a leaf in the wind. It wasnât voluntaryâit was an instinctive reaction ingrained in this body.
So the original owner, Adeye Rue, must have been terrified of these beings.
I could barely move my lips as I forced words through the pain.
ââŠHey.â
My throat burned as if it had been slashed with a knife. I swallowed the pain and managed to rasp out,
âGet that eyeball out of my face.â
But the deep-sea monstrosities only cackled louder, circling around me.
Still half-submerged in the pond, I didnât even have the strength to curse them.
What I needed to do right now was activate the antenna embedded in my body. I only had three minutes. If I didnât, Iâd die the moment I climbed out of this pond.
What I needed was the activation codeâbut the pounding headache made it hard to remember.
âŠWhat was it again?
Quickly. Three minutes. Just three minutes.
Panic must have short-circuited my brain, because heat surged through my skull, followed by unbearable pain. The back of my head throbbed violently.
âUrghâŠâ
Just when I thought I might actually die, a single word burst from my lips of its own accord.
ââŠParamita.â
Gaspâ!
My body convulsed, then suddenly, the blockage in my lungs cleared, and I could breathe again.
Then I heard the voice Iâd been waiting for inside my head.
[Code verification complete.]
It was the voice of the biological nano-robot implanted as an antenna.
I was still breathing heavily, but that didnât matter anymore.
[Verifying transplant data⊠Data confirmed. Greetings. I am âMo,â your operational assistant.]
Relief washed over me. I was alive.
But Moâs next words poured cold disappointment down my spine.
[Current neural implant count is insufficient. Performance may be limited, or unexpected system shutdowns may occur during operation.]
âHow many implants succeeded?â
[One.]
Ah⊠only one.
I felt a stab of regret, but there was no time to complain. I had one immediate command.
âBlock all emotional residue from the original owner.â
First, I needed to deal with these annoying things.
[Scanning⊠Defining emotional domain⊠Block complete.]
The trembling in my body stopped instantly.
Good.
I slowly opened my eyes and looked down at my hand. It no longer shook.
I clenched and unclenched my fist a few times, then raised my head. The strange creatures were still darting around, screeching at me like deranged minnows.
âGet rid of their voices. I donât want to hear them anymore.â
[Muting audio.]
The creaturesâ shrill cries were abruptly cut off, and a blessed silence filled the air.
âFinally, some peace.â
Maybe it was because my voice had regained its calm, but the creatures suddenly began to stir uneasily.
It was as if theyâd realized something was off.
Well, no wonderâif the trembling toy theyâd been mocking suddenly smiled back at them, theyâd be unsettled too.
âYou lot can only be heard when I allow it. So go aheadâkeep shrieking, you pathetic little minnows.â
The moment I finished speaking, they lunged toward me, their movements aggressive but futile.
I could tell they couldnât actually harm meâthey could only stir up gusts of wind.
If theyâd been capable of physical damage, they wouldâve done it already.
âMo, can you make them invisible?â
[Invisibility rendering is not supported with current specifications.]
Damn it. Right, only one functioning unit.
âWhat about a visual filter?â
[Possible.]
âThen⊠apply the Diznââ
[Copyright infringement detected. Cannot use.]
âŠEven in another world?
I froze for a second, then let out a dry laugh. Fair enough. Even across the universe, copyright law reigns supreme.
âCorporate loyalty, huh?â I muttered, wringing water from my soaked clothes as I stood.
Despite inhabiting someone elseâs body, it didnât feel too foreign.
âMo, then use some generic filter. Something harmless, ridiculous-looking.â
The minnows thrashed even harder when I ignored them, like they were throwing a tantrum.
But I didnât careâbecause they were suddenly replaced in my vision by simple doodles, like rough sketchpad drawings.
Especially the giant eyeballâit now looked like a wobbly floating plate.
It suited them perfectly.
âYeah, keep wriggling around like that. Maybe Iâll even take notice.â
The doodled creatures bounced even more violently, like balloons in a grand opening display.
I ignored them and finally climbed out of the pond, turning to test how well Mo functioned.
âMo, start mapping all visible terrain in my field of view.â
Immediately, faint three-dimensional lines began sketching themselves across the dark landscape.
Even without light, I could see as clearly as if it were noon.
âFairy Forest Retreat.â
That was what the sign on the building read.
But inside, there were doctors and nurses moving about.
Thatâs when I realizedâthis wasnât a resort at all, but a medical facility disguised as one.
âWere you out for a midnight swim?â
A nurse I ran into in the hallway asked casually upon seeing me.
I was dripping wet, clearly just outside, yet he spoke as though it were nothing.
So⊠people were free to wander here?
Clink.
The nurse jingled a heavy keyring at his waist and motioned for me to follow.
âYouâll want to be back in your room before sunrise. That way, no trouble arises.â
Ah. So he saw me sneaking out and decided to overlook it. Why?
My question was answered when information appeared beside himâMo had accessed Rueâs memories to summarize the manâs profile.
[Name: Marvin
Occupation: Nurse at the Retreat
Relationship with Rue: Friendly and accommodating, in exchange for monetary compensation.
Note: Recently addicted to light gambling; planning to extract more money from Rue.]
As expected, he was being paid offâbut the note gave me pause.
That information was based on Rueâs own memories.
Meaning Rue had known about this manâs intentions. So why had he kept letting him take money?
Before I could wonder further, Mo answered for me.
[Adeye Rue has spent money freely throughout his life. His sense of financial value is extremely poor.]
So he came from wealth, huh. Then why did he jump into a pond?
âMr. Rue, where are you going?â
I snapped out of my thoughts at the nurseâs voice.
Heâd stopped in front of a room with its door open.
âAh, are you still drunk? Well, I suppose the liquor I gave you was pretty strong. You didnât finish all of it, did you?â
âŠLiquor.
So thatâs it. Rue got drunk and fell into the pond.
Clicking my tongue inwardly, I stepped into the room.
But the nurse lingered at the door, rambling about how rare the liquor was, how hard it was to sneak it in, and so on.
âIf the Director finds out, Iâll be fired immediately. But since you seemed so bored here, I thought Iâd offer you a bit of enjoymentâŠâ
While he busied himself boasting about his âfavor,â I stared absently into the air.
âMr. Rue?â
âIâm tired.â
The unfamiliar voice slipped from my lips naturally.
The nurseâs face twisted, his tone turning sour.
âI did quite a lot for you tonight, you know. The drink, letting you out after curfewââ
âIâll pay you tomorrow.â
His expression froze, and he fell silent.
I knew I didnât sound like the Rue he was used to, but I was too exhausted to keep up an act.
All I wanted was restâand to meet the informant soon.
âThink long-term,â I added flatly. âIf I get thrown out for causing a fuss, you lose your source of income too, donât you?â
He blinked, caught off guard by my bluntness.
After a moment, he gave me a strange look, then nodded awkwardly.
âWell⊠then, have a good night.â
The door shut with a click, the lock sliding into place.
Locked in or not, I didnât careâas long as I could strip off these wet clothes and rest.
Instead of collapsing into the comfortable-looking bed, though, I sat on a nearby chair.
âUghâŠâ
Just leaning back made me groan.
The back of my head ached sharply; when I touched it, the spot was swollen and tender.
Ah. That must be where the nano-robot entered.
Itâll leave a scar, but thankfully, itâs not visible.
There was something else I was glad not to seeâthe minnows.
They hadnât followed me inside.
It seemed they were bound to certain areasâor maybe something stronger within the facility kept them out.
âSo thenâŠâ
I tilted my head upward.
âWhy are you following me?â