Started translating this for fun and now Iām emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying āone moreā like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C23
by berryChapter 23
She flinched, her eyes widening as she finally looked at me properlyāfor the first time. Though only for a brief moment.
āW-Why⦠why are you doing thisā¦?ā
āIām truly sorry,ā I said, bowing my head deeply. āI brought you here without even realizing you wouldnāt want to share your name. Iāve been so inconsiderate. Iām sorry. Iām sorry.ā
When I pressed my hands together and kept apologizing, her confusion grew stronger.
āP-Please donāt⦠itās not⦠itās not your faultā¦ā
āOf course it is. You wonāt even tell me your name. You must really hate me for that. Iām sorry, Iām sorry, Iām so, so sorry.ā
I figured about ten rounds of apologies might soften her heartāand fortunately, it worked.
āM-My name⦠is E⦠Ellianā¦ā
Her voice was too faint to catch properly, so I leaned in closer.
āI didnāt catch your surname. What was it? āEā¦ā what?ā
āE⦠Ew⦠ikā¦ā
Strangely, her voice grew even smaller, as if saying her name was a crime. But I couldnāt afford to let this chance slip.
āSorry? Ewik?ā
āN-No⦠E⦠uh⦠w⦠ikā¦ā
āAh, Ewik Silian?ā
The moment I repeated the name, hurried footsteps echoed behind me.
Tap, tap.
And then came the gasps.
āGasp!ā
āE⦠Ewik?!ā
āOh, heavensā¦ā
I half-rose to my feet and turned toward the healers. Their faces had gone pale with shock.
Why? Before I could ask, Mo projected a file before my eyes.
> [Ewik Silian, Baron ā The last surviving heir of a Spiritist family now nearly extinct across the continent.
Once, the Ewik bloodline could command many spirits, but now only one remainsāa spirit said to be the āKing of Poison.ā
With its aid, the Baron cultivates and trades in toxic flora. She is capable of handling poisonous plants so deadly that a single leaf could wipe out an entire village.
Known across the land as a āWalking Poison,ā the name Ewik alone inspires fear greater than that of monsters.]
My head turned stiffly, creaking toward the bedāno, to the small spirit hovering above it.
> [Oh dear, my poor flower~ You need to get up soon so your face can bloom again~ You havenāt eaten a single pink petal because of these foolish humans~ Poor little Venomie~]
Excuse me? You canāt just sound that cute when youāre literally the most feared entity on the continent.
Suppressing a sigh, I turned back to Baron Ewik.
āDo you perhaps need⦠poison to recover?ā
āS-Sorryā¦ā
It hadnāt even been five minutes since I met her, but I understood immediately. She needed poison.
Rubbing my forehead, I straightened up.
āSigh⦠Remember the pink-leafed plant I mentioned before? The one that changes color under sunlight?ā
āYes, but itās highly toxicāā
āBring one for Baron Ewik to try.ā
āW-What? But⦠Ah.ā
The healerās face turned ashen, but she nodded, understanding. I patted her shoulder lightly and stepped out.
—
Splash.
Water rippled as a massive figure rose from the bath. Droplets rolled down his tanned skin, tracing the sculpted lines of muscle beneath.
Koon of the Sun.
That was what people called himāpraising the healthy bronze of his skin and the unshakable strength of his body.
But few remembered that such beauty had been carved through endless training, through battles against monsters that nearly destroyed him.
Only a few years ago, people mocked him freely.
> āIf you want to meet Duke Koon, just find a monster first.ā
That used to be the joke. But monster hunting had rebuilt the Koon familyās fortunes and restored its standing.
Even so, there were still wolves waiting to tear him apart again.
He, of course, was more than ready to bite their heads off first.
Which made it all the more infuriatingāthis unfamiliar, tangled feeling. To think heād feel anything at all toward someone he should consider an enemy.
His hand, which had been drying his body, paused midway down his thigh.
The bite mark still stood out vividly.
āHa⦠Rue.ā
A laugh escaped his lipsāhalf irritation, half disbelief. When Rue had clung to his leg and sunk his teeth into him, heād been too stunned to react right away.
It had been so utterly unexpected. But what stuck with him wasnāt the act itselfāit was the look in Rueās eyes.
That burning fury had been so intense it almost glimmered like starlight.
As Tyroc traced the mark with his fingers, he recalled those eyes again. Even as he bit down, Rue hadnāt stopped glaring up at himāeyes wide and sharp, like a cat ready to claw.
For days now, that image refused to leave Tyrocās mind.
Under the moonlight, clinging to his leg, eyes ablaze with hatred and defiance.
Would those eyes still look the same if they met again?
He wanted to know. He wanted to force him down, hold him in placeāwrap a hand around his throat, press him beneath his legs, and see what happened next.
Would Rueās eyes well up with tears?
Or would he keep struggling, still flashing those sharp, feline eyes even in desperation?
The thought alone sent a surge of heat through his body. He looked down and frowned at the evidence of itāhard, heavy, and unwanted.
āDamn it.ā
Why the hell was he reacting to someone like Adeye Rue?
Cursing under his breath, he strode back into the bath. This time, he needed cold water.
—
āLord Bronsās condition has stabilized completely,ā reported Rick, Tyrocās chief aide, whoād been waiting for him to finish bathing. āHowever, he wishes to keep the incident quiet. Baron Zarayal has also agreed not to pursue the matter, saying Bilgeās humiliation is punishment enough.ā
Rickās tone shifted slightly.
āHowever, Lord Brons insists on finding the person who rescued him. He says he must meet the worldās kindest hero againāto thank him personally.ā
āThe worldās kindest hero?ā Tyroc echoed with a disbelieving chuckle.
Rick sighed. āIf you heard Lord Brons describe him, youād think he was some gallant knight. Apparently, he floored Bilge in a single blow and beat him relentlessly. Of course, thatās impossible.ā
He shook his head.
āBilge is a trained mid-level mageāand he wears an expensive defensive artifact. Thereās no way heād be taken down so easily.ā
āBilge was unconscious.ā
āYes, and thatās what confuses me. If someone really did overpower himā¦ā Rick hesitated, then met Tyrocās eyes.
āThereās no way that someone was Adeye Rue. Absolutely not.ā
āRick,ā Tyroc said calmly, āthereās no such thing as āabsolutely not.āā
āWait, you mean to tell me the one who saved Brons was Adeye Rue?ā
āHe was the only one who fled from that room.ā
āBut that canāt be! Rueās mind is filled with nothing but men. The only thing he ever fights is his reflection in the mirror. Thereās no way heād jump into a real fightāespecially one where he might get bruised.ā
Rick couldnāt help himself; disbelief colored his voice.
āAnd if Rue really attended Count Fenouanās party, why didnāt he show up in the main hall? This is Adeye Rue weāre talking about. If thereās a man in the room, heād swim across an ocean to meet him. But instead of mingling, he rescued someone? You must be mistaken.ā
Tyrocās golden eyes flicked toward him, sharp and unreadable. Rick immediately backpedaled.
āOf course, if you saw it, it must be true. Your visionās⦠impeccable.ā
Still, he couldnāt help muttering, āBut could Rue really have changed that much?ā
āHe came back from the dead after fighting a monster,ā Tyroc said simply.
āEven soā¦ā
āI found him barely alive and kicked him away from the beast myself.ā
āā¦Ah.ā
Rick nodded, understanding dawning.
āI see. Meeting a demon right after escaping death could traumatize anyone. And⦠Rue always feared you, didnāt he?ā
A faint memory surfaced; Rick, whoād attended the same academy, nodded solemnly.
āYes. He was infamous for it. At the academy, the moment someone mentioned your name, heād bolt. You really didnāt know?ā