Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C26
by berryChapter 26
Thud!
With a dull sound, Toridaâwho had been kneelingâcollapsed to the floor. Heâd already been kicked several times, but like an unyielding toy, he kept dragging himself upright only to prostrate again.
âIâll find her. I swear Iâll find her, Lord Zab. Thereâs definitely an entrance to the Forest of Crimson Waves within the Ewik estate. Just a little more timeâpleaseâŠâ
âThe entire mansionâs already been searched by my men. Are you sure itâs there? Not buried somewhere under that pretty garden of theirs?â
âT-thatâsâŠâ
âI told you to find Baron Ewik. How many times must I repeat myself?â
Lounging idly on the window ledge, Zab stared lazily out the window as he gave his order.
âForget it. Just crush him.â
âLord Zab!â
As the knights approached, Torida cried out desperately, speaking fast.
âSilianâs whereabouts are uncertain, but we found traces at the place where she disappeared!â
Zab raised a hand, stopping the knights in their tracks.
âSpeak.â
âShe couldnât have left on her ownâsomeone must have taken her. Weâre questioning everyone who was at the retreat at that time. Weâre nearly done, but thereâs one person left⊠someone difficult to investigate.â
âWho?â
Torida hesitated before stammering out a name.
âAdeye Rue.â
—
âUgh.â
The moment I lay down, a groan escaped my lips. My muscles screamed in protest. It had been ages since Iâd felt this kind of soreness from exercise, but I gritted my teeth and endured it.
God, how patheticâthat the only thing I can do right now is build up this weak body.
Impatience gnawed at me. Dr. Kim and I had stayed up half the night, plotting up to Plan M, but every route ended in the same dead end: Tyroc.
That damned connection between us ruined everything. It wasnât bad enough that he already hated the Adeye familyâI just had to make it worse by running my mouth.
I adjusted my position on the plush bed and winced as the ache flared again.
Eh, whatever. Itâll work out somehow.
For now, sleep came first. My eyelids felt heavy. But of course, I wasnât allowed that peace tonight.
[Wiiide face~~~ Humansâ faces go wiiide when they lie down~~~ Humans shouldnât sleep lying dooown~~~ Wide face, wide face~~~]
The ear-splittingly off-key singing echoed right in my head.
Damn it, Mo. I told you to transcribe spirit speech into text only.
[My systems were under maintenance due to overload. Should I shut down completely next time?]
What are you, my nagging mother-in-law? I gave up arguing and opened my heavy eyes.
A palm-sized spirit fluttered before my face, its tiny wings beating rapidly. Thankfully, it had stopped singing, but text was hardly an improvementânow I could see exactly what Venomie was saying.
[Why do humans not waaaake up~~ Do humans like lying wiiide~~ Nooo, nooo, what humans really love isâpaaairing~ paaairing~ paaairing~]
I bolted upright.
Waitâwhat? How did we just jump from bedtime to that kind of conversation?!
âWhatâs wrong? Did something happen to Silian?â
[Our little flower~~ is all better now~~ Kyahaha~~ Sheâs growing pretty poisonous herbs again~~]
Even her shimmering water-patterned aura pulsed happily. So she came to brag, huh?
But then something unexpected floated toward meâa long, grayish twig-like object, no thicker than a finger.
For a second, I thought it was a bone. My breath caughtâuntil I realized it was just a branch.
[A gift~ A gift for the humaaan~~ The prettiest branch~~ The strongest branch~~]
Ah, a gift. Right, Dr. Kim did say non-human beings decided their own rewards.
A branch, huh? I didnât dare grab it right away and asked carefully,
âWait⊠itâs not poisonous, is it?â
[Poison!! Humans wanted poison~~~ Iâll go get poison~~ Iâll bring you poison~~]
âNo! No poison! Iâm good! No poison, thanks!â
Her flapping wings stopped midair.
[Why? You hate poison?]
Without her cheerful ripples, the letters suddenly looked⊠menacing.
âN-no, itâs not that. I just⊠poisonâs precious, right? You donât need to waste such a rare treasure on me.â
Thankfully, her wings started fluttering again.
[A human who knows the value of poison~~ is a good human~~ A wide-faced, but good human~~]
ââŠThanks for the compliment.â
[Thank you~ thank you~ Is that just words~ Why arenât you treasuring it~~ Maybe not a good human after aaall~]
Oh come on. How was I supposed to show I treasured it?
Still, I didnât dare complain aloudâthis was Venomie, after all, the Spirit of Poison.
So instead, I looked around, found a thin strip of leather, and tied it to the branch, hanging it around my neck like a pendant.
âSee? Iâm cherishing it.â
[Kyararara~~ The human made jewelry from my gift~~ A good human~~ Kyararara~~ A human whoâll wear my gift for life~~ A good human~]
âŠFor life?
While I despaired quietly, Venomie twirled gleefully in the air.
[Iâll tell Huuuuwick~ that thereâs a good human~~ Huuuwick~ Huuuwick~]
Huuwick? Iâd heard that name beforeâback at the retreat. When Iâd rung the bell, Silian had said sheâd pray to Lord Huuwick.
Iâd thought that meant she was calling the wind. But what if Huuwick was the one who sent the monster instead?
âHey, this Huuwick personââ
[Kyararara~~ Time to see our pretty poisonous flowers~~]
She vanished without another word.
I stared at the empty window, resisting the urge to curse aloud. She woke me up just to leave? Unbelievable.
I sighed and lay back down, but sleep wouldnât come. After staring blankly at the ceiling for a while, I lifted a hand to touch the pendant.
The little twigâs knotted surface felt unexpectedly smoothâlike a piece of dried wood polished by time.
Still, thinking how Venomie must have picked it herselfâthe prettiest and strongest one, in her eyesâI couldnât help but feel a twinge of gratitude.
Yeah. I didnât help her for a reward anywayâ
[Huuuman.]
Text appeared before my eyes. Oh, for godâs sake, now who?
I pushed myself upright again. Before me floated another hazy, cotton-like shapeâblurred by Moâs visual filter. Oh. The Bichon-headed one. Or was it the Bichon-ass one?
âWhat is it now?â
[Huuuman.]
âYeah, thatâs me. A human.â
[Huuuman.]
Why are you repeating it like that?
I almost mimicked the sound but restrained myself. It seemed like he wanted a particular kind of reply.
Maybe I should respond with his name? Except I didnât even know what he was. Probably safer not to assume. For all I knew, he could be some petty spirit of misfortune. Better to err on the side of caution.
âGreetings, O mighty, beautiful, and⊠fluffy being.â
[Hellooo.]
So he just wanted a greeting?! I exhaled in disbelief.
âYeah, hi. Whatâs the occasion?â
[Giiift.]
Something small floated toward me.
Was today some kind of interdimensional gift exchange day? What, did they all hold meetings about this?
I extended my hand, and a plump little objectâno longer than my fingerâlanded on my palm.
It was a bug. Its folded wings clung tightly to its body, dried and rigid.
Was⊠this revenge? Was I being punished for something?
I struggled to hide my grimace. Thank-you words refused to leave my throat.
But the creature was watching me intently, waiting.
ââŠThank you. Really. You shouldnât have.â
[Eaaaat.]
ââŠWhat?â
[Eaaaat.]
ââŠâ
A suffocating silence fell between us. Then Moâs voice intruded.
[The non-human entity is instructing you to eat it.]
Shut up, Mo! I know what it saidâIâm just ignoring it!
I looked down at the bug. It was too well-preserved. Its tiny eyes were still visible. And now we were making eye contact.
How the hell was I supposed to eat this?!
[Eaaaat.]
The Bichon-headâs mouth opened wide. Thanks to the visual filter, it didnât look horrifyingâbut knowing what was really behind that blur didnât help.
Fine. Just pop it in. Donât think. Swallow fast.
I took a deep breath, covered the bugâs eyes with my fingers, and shoved it into my mouth. It was too big to swallow whole, so I had to bite down once or twice.
Crunch.
The dry body cracked audibly between my teeth.
I swallowed quicklyâthen blinked.
Wait. Why did that taste like⊠roasted silkworm pupae?
It was nutty. Kinda good, actually.
âHuh. Not bad.â
Tilting my head, I chewed the rest and swallowed.
âThanks, itâs delicious.â
Apparently pleased, the Bichon-head bobbed happily, bouncing in the air like a balloon. Then it spun around the room once before speaking again.
Tasty bug.
âYeah, itâs got that nice, roasted flavor.â
âFirst human to like.â
âWell, of course I am. Who else eats bugs when told to?â
Still, I was Korean. I knew the glory of crunchy pupae.
âThis is my first time getting a gift like this, though.â
âFirst.â
âYeah.â
âGood human.â
âŠSo there really was a right answer. Maybe Venomie wasnât so bad after all.
âYouâre a good⊠Bichonâuh, I mean, good, kind, honorable⊠spirit.â
Apparently Iâd guessed rightâit was indeed a spirit. The white fluffball spun joyfully in circles again before calling out a name in its strange accent.
âFweeeewick! Tell Fweeeewick thereâs a good humaaan!â
âWho the hell isââ
Before I could finish the question, it vanished too.
ââŠNever helping anyone again.â