Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C27
by berryChapter 27
As expected, you canât judge a person by seeing only a part of them.
âWhat? A friend? Rue has a friend?â
I had to ask again because I couldnât believe my ears. Standing before me was Solongo, who had come to inform me that Rueâs âfriendâ had come to visit.
He was supposed to be busy assisting Dr. Kim, but ever since he found out who I truly was, heâd started personally taking care of even trivial matters like this.
âYes, he does. The visitor, Ma Hoiga, is one of Lord Rueâs academy classmatesâan exceptionally sociable man who can befriend almost anyone. Heâs one of the rare few who actually count Lord Rue among their friends.â
To back up his statement, Mo projected a quick summary.
[Ma Hoiga â Third son of the Ma family, one of the five great commercial houses of the continent.
Due to his familyâs mercantile culture that prizes information and connectionsâand his own insatiable curiosityâhe maintained good relations even with the notoriously unapproachable Adeye Rue.
Rue considered Hoigaâs appearance safely below the level of temptation, and thus never pushed him away. Thanks to this, Rue frequently obtained social gossip through Hoiga.]
So Rue befriended the man because his looks were âsafely unappealingâ? What kind of ridiculous logic was that?
Still, one part of the description caught my attentionâinsatiably curious. I turned to Solongo at once.
âWould you say Hoiga has a loose tongue?â
âYes. Extremely. It wouldnât be an exaggeration to say every rumor in high society begins with him.â
Ah, perfect. My interest was immediately piquedâbut Solongoâs face turned grim.
âThatâs exactly why I advise you to delay meeting him. Though he may seem like a harmless chatterbox, heâs part of the Ma Merchant Guildâoften called the âFox Guild.ââ
âThe Ma Guildâisnât that the one almost as large as Adeye?â
âYes. In fact, before Adeye rose to power, they were the richest house on the continent. Theyâve since fallen to second place.â
âThen they must hate us.â
âMost likely. Though theyâve accepted the power gap, theyâve started modeling their operations after the Adeye system. But no matter how much they imitate, theyâll never surpass us.â
Watching Solongo sneer made one thing clearâAdeye had enemies everywhere.
âThereâs no way someone from such a cunning house would maintain ties with Lord Rue out of sentiment. Hoigaâs curiosity is matched only by his sharp eyes. If he senses anything strange about you, heâll notice immediately.â
âWhich is exactly why I need to meet him. If heâs the only one who notices somethingâs off, then the gameâs already over.â
I said it confidently, but inwardly, I knew deceiving someone familiar with Rue would be no small feat.
However, things turned out easier than expected.
âRue! Are you okay? I heard you were sick!â
The moment I stepped into the receiving room, my name rang out loudly.
I froze mid-step, eyeing the man hurrying toward me. He wasnât particularly shortâand honestly, he wasnât as âunattractiveâ as Rueâs memories suggested. He was even⊠kind of handsome.
The problem was his fashion.
His long bangs fell across one eye like a curtainâstraight out of an old shoujo manga. The strands didnât move at all, no matter how much he did.
âŠDid he cement that with glue?
In contrast to the statue-like stillness above his neck, everything below it was chaos.
His shirt was drowning in frillsâon the sleeves, the collar, even the hem. I briefly wondered if he was auditioning for the role of âHuman Pom-Pom.â
And his pants⊠if you could even call them pants. They were basically skin-tight stockings.
I stared in disbelief before my gaze landed on the cluster of brooches pinned to his chest.
Wait. How many are there?
Even at a glance, there were over ten. And the brooches werenât even the whole storyâhe sparkled everywhere, from head to toe. If âexcessive wealth syndromeâ had a uniform, this would be it.
It was rude, but I couldnât stop my eyes from sweeping him up and down. Thatâs when I heard something unexpected.
âOh? They said youâd changed, but you havenât! Youâre still staring at my jewelry just like always!â
Hoiga puffed his chest proudly, laughing in delight, causing the frills to flutter wildly. But I didnât let his loudness or his glittering disaster of an outfit throw me off.
He laughed like he was performing on stageâbut beneath that laughter, I could see his eyes studying me carefully.
If I hadnât been warned by Solongo, I mightâve dropped my guard and relied on Rueâs memories. I quickly whispered to Mo in my mind.
Did Rue ever buy jewelry from this guy?
[He purchased something every time they met.]
Rue wasnât just a pervertâhe was also a complete pushover.
âRue, are you alright?â
When I stayed silent too long, Hoigaâs tone softened with concern. I slowly shook my head.
Alright. Just fool this one man. You can do it.
I took a deep breath, summoning every ounce of nonexistent acting skill I had.
âNo. Iâm not alright. Not at all.â
âWhat? What happened?â
âSigh⊠I canât even feel any desire when I look at your jewelry.â
I pressed a hand to my forehead dramatically, hiding my face.
âEver since I nearly died from that monster attack, I just⊠donât care about jewels anymore.â
Maybe it was the shock of hearing ânoâ from a habitual buyer, but he didnât question meâhe just accepted it instantly.
âYou⊠donât want jewelry? You? Impossibleâ Wait, you said you almost died? From a monster? When? Where?â
âThatâs not the point. I justâafter that, everything changed. My greed vanished. Even my lust is gone.â
âYou? Lost your lust? Are you sure youâre Adeye Rue?â
Crap. Maybe I overplayed that one. But then my âallyâ chimed in.
[1. Ha! Of course I am! Look at me! Who could resist worshiping my divine beauty? Every man wants toâ
2. Are you doubting me? (Quickly gropes Hoigaâs crotch multiple times.)]
Not helpful. At all.
I forced a frustrated sigh and improvised.
âWho else could I be?! Youâll never find another person this damnâhandsome! Every man who sees me ends up completely⊠overwhelmed!â
It was terrible acting, but I peeked through my fingers anyway. To my relief, Hoiga nodded, albeit awkwardly.
âYeah⊠hearing you talk like that, youâre definitely Rue.â
Thank God.
âBut why did your libido disappear?â
Youâre seriously asking that right now? You just lost a loyal customer, man!
âI donât know. After I escaped the monster, I was drenched in its bodily fluids. Ever since then, touching anyoneâs skin makes me itch all overâitâs disgusting. Must be some kind of side effect.â
âIâve never heard of such an aftereffect before.â
âOf course you havenât. Everyone else who got covered in monster fluids died.â
Maybe Iâd sounded too cold, because Hoiga froze, horrified. I quickly added some drama for effect.
âYou canât imagine how filthy it was. Sticky like glue, clinging to my skin no matter how much I scrubbed. And the smellâugh! Like being buried alive in compost!â
I shuddered so convincingly that Hoiga instinctively took a step back.
âSo you really did face a monsterâŠâ
âObviously. I told youâI almost died.â
That part was true, and my sincerity mustâve shown, because he nodded in sympathy.
âNo wonder youâve been hiding at home these past weeks. And now, youâve changed so muchâŠâ
âI came back from the dead. Thatâll do it.â
âI never thought Iâd see the day you avoided menâŠâ
âWhen you nearly die, that happens.â
âAnd not even coveting my jewelsâŠâ
âTheyâre tacky.â
ââŠWhat?â
âI said, I came back from the dead, so I donât sweat the small stuff.â
He tilted his head, clearly confused, but before he could think too much, I changed the topic.
âSo, why are you here?â
âI was worried about you, of course! And actually, I came with good news. Lord Gumber is reopening his summer villa.â
His eyes gleamed as he said it. What was so special about that villa?
[Lord Gumberâs Summer Villa â Nine years ago, Lord Gumber, whose only asset was his good looks, married the only daughter of the wealthy Bamboa family. True to form, he turned their famous summer villa into a social hotspot, hosting lavish parties every year.
Two years ago, however, he was caught cheatingâwith seven partners simultaneously. One of his lovers assaulted him in revenge, resulting in the tragic loss of both testicles. Since then, he fell into despair and stopped holding parties.]
Seven partners. Even by this worldâs standards, that was⊠ambitious. Honestly, losing only two balls seemed merciful.
While I was processing that, Hoiga pressed on eagerly.
âWell? Arenât you happy? It used to be your favorite party of the year! Rue, you sure youâre alright?â
âIâm just⊠speechless with joy.â
Suspicious little fox.
âHe hadnât opened it for two years because of that, remember?â
âIt seems heâs finally ready to move on. Though, he still gets sad sometimes, thinking about⊠what heâs lost.â
Please. Whatâs there to mourn? Itâs not like testicles were a dear childhood friend.
âItâs not like you die from losing them.â
âStill, Lord Gumber was famous for their size and⊠weight, you know.â
I blinked. Famous? What possible use could that be?
Even Mo stayed silent, apparently unable to find any ârelevant data.â
âHe was?â
âOf course! Do you know how many people in society fantasized about being taken by himâjust to feel those hefty jewels bouncing?â
That was officially the most revolting thing Iâd ever heard. My face strained as I tried not to grimace.
âRue, donât tell me youâve forgottenâyou were his favorite lover among them!â
What theâRue was one of the seven?!
âAs you can see, Iâve⊠lost interest in such things.â
âNo wayâŠâ
âI died, remember?â
I brushed it off quickly, changing the subject.
âSo, heâs reopening the villa?â
âYes, and youâll come, right? I donât care if you claim your libidoâs goneâI canât imagine a summer party without you. That wouldnât be Adeye Rue at all.â
Hoiga nodded firmly, as if my attendance were already guaranteed.