Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C28
by berryChapter 28
âGo.â
Dr. Kim ordered it as if it were nothing to her. Naturally, I answered just as casually.
âI refuse.â
As if expecting that response, she immediately pressed harder.
âYou said you donât want to draw the traitorâs attention, didnât you? Then attend Lord Gumberâs summer villa party. If you donât, everyone on the continent will start suspecting you.â
âI nearly diedââ
âRue would attend that party even if he died a hundred times.â
While I despaired, Dr. Kim sipped her cinnamon punch elegantly. Honestly, dying a hundred and one times sounded better.
âI just donât want to move too recklessly and end up changing the future the traitor already knows.â
âToo late for that. That weasel Hoigaâs already made you the topic of gossip. That man is basically a walking newspaper.â
True, his outfit looked like a walking advertisement board. Even so, when I didnât show any signs of agreement, Dr. Kim fixed me with a serious look.
âRue, the moment you came to this world, the future that traitor knew already changed. Itâs only a matter of time before they realize itâeither theyâll hide, or theyâll come searching for you.â
âThen Iâll just find that bastard first. Why are you looking at me like that?â
âSometimes, it feels like killing the traitor matters more to you than saving our people.â
ââŠâ
âDo you⊠know the traitor?â
âNo.â I shook my head immediately. That was true enough. The problem wasnât that I knew too muchâit was that I didnât know anything.
âThen why do you hate them so much?â
âTheyâre a traitor.â
It was a perfectly good reason, but she frowned, clearly unsatisfied.
Sharp as ever. I pretended to sip my tea to avoid her gaze. I couldnât tell her the real reasonânot yet. So instead, I changed the subject.
âDo you still have no idea who the traitor might be?â
âThereâs no one obvious. If the traitorâs supposed to marry Tyroc, then theyâd have to be of high rankâsomeone noble enough to even speak to him. And probably of marrying age.â
She sighed, looking vexed.
âWould rank really matter if they can see the future?â
âOf course. If someone lowborn tried to use prophetic knowledge, their identity wouldâve been exposed long ago. The temple wouldâve made a spectacle of itâcalling it the return of the âSavior.ââ
âSavior?â
Mo projected an explanation.
[Savior â A legendary figure said to have summoned the first Divine Beast to the human realm during the age of chaos, saving the world from monsters.
They could communicate with all Divine Beasts and received oracles from them, allowing them to predict the future.
However, many scholars argue the temple fabricated the myth to curb the growing power of the Divine Beast families.]
âSo the templeâs shown no reaction lately? No rumors about this supposed Savior?â
âOn the contrary, too many. Every day, ten idiots pop up claiming theyâre the Savior reborn.â
Cultists. Of course. Some things never change.
âIf the real one exists, thoughâand if the templeâs hiding themâitâd be the doing of Grand Priest Ma Chegi. Investigating him will be⊠difficult.â
âBecause heâs honest?â
âBecause heâs rich.â
âAh. The Ma family. So heâs related to Hoiga.â
âThatâs right.â
âThen if the traitorâs someone powerful, itâs simple. Just find whoever made the most money last year. Who was it?â
âMe.â
ââŠâ
I paused, then asked again.
âThe year before that?â
âMe.â
âThe year before that?â
âStill me.â
ââŠâ
âAnd the year before that one was also me.â
ââŠYouâre not suggesting youâre the traitor, right?â
Dr. Kim raised a brow. I immediately looked away and cleared my throat.
âAhem. Of course not. I was just⊠thinking how hard you mustâve worked to earn all that.â
âIt was easy.â
Was that bragging or fact? Hard to tell. She looked so casual about itâlike a straight-A student unfazed by yet another perfect score. She was on my side, but damn if she wasnât annoying sometimes.
âAnyway, I checked the old scrolls I wrote in the pastâtraced every person who profited unusually much during key years.â
âAnd?â
âNo one stood out. The same old greedy bastards, as always.â
âWhat if they didnât use their power to make money? What if they used it for influence instead?â
âWhy wouldnât they make money?!â
âI meanâif they used it to gain political powerââ
âThen theyâd need even more money.â
At this point, I was ready to rename her Dr. Money. But what she said next actually made sense.
âTheyâd need resources to help Tyroc, wouldnât they?â
Right. I nodded, then an idea struck me.
âThe traitorâs in love with Tyroc, right? Then they mustâve hated the Adeye family. If we narrow it down to Adeyeâs enemies, that should help.â
ââŠâ
ââŠOr does that actually make the list longer?â
She averted her eyesâanswer enough.
Considering how many people wanted us dead, I was amazed I hadnât been stabbed yet. I sighed and tried again.
âThen how about focusing on people who like that damned Koon Tyroc?â
âThen weâd have to investigate the entire continent.â
âDoes everyone here have bad taste or what?â
âMy point exactly. Damn it.â
We both downed the rest of our cinnamon punch in perfect sync.
Knock, knock.
A timid knock broke the silence, and a young servant entered cautiously. Normally, no one disturbed him at this hour, and the servant knew that well.
So, he assumed the message must be urgent.
The door creaked open. The boy didnât dare lift his gaze, keeping his head bowed low as he held something out with trembling hands.
âWhat is it?â
âY-you said, sir, that if this envelope arrived, I was to deliver it to you immediatelyâŠâ
Indeed, in his hands was an ordinary brown envelope. But upon seeing it, the manâs eyes lit up like blooming flowers.
He almost reached for it right away but restrained himself. There was no seal, no crestâyet that alone was enough.
Itâs from Tyroc!
Among high nobles, only Tyroc ever used such plain envelopes. The man had even started imitating him, favoring brown envelopes for his own letters.
But receiving a reply from Tyroc was a rare blessing. No matter how much valuable information he providedâno matter how many future fortunes he hinted atâTyroc had always ignored him, preferring to hunt monsters instead.
For years, it had driven him half-mad. The information he possessed about the future now barely extended six months ahead.
That uncertainty had made him desperateâobsessed with ancient manuscripts, trying to make himself indispensable to Tyroc even without his prophetic edge.
He wanted to be someone Tyroc valued. Someone who could lift the Koon family curse, put Tyroc on the imperial throne, revive the Divine Beast itself.
His pulse quickened just looking at the brown envelope. Still, he couldnât let the servant see his excitement.
âYou may go.â
The boy bowed low and quickly left the room.
The man exhaled slowly, his hand trembling as he picked up the letter. Inside was a small black stone.
It was so dark it seemed to absorb light itselfâa black mana stone.
âA token of thanks for your help at the Fenouan estate,â the note read.
That single, perfunctory line was all. The stone had just been tossed in, unpolished and unadorned.
But the manâs cheeks flushed red as if heâd received a love letter.
He was alone, yet he covered his face out of sheer embarrassment. After reading the short message again and again, he finally slipped it carefully into a drawer.
Even if Tyrocâs reply had been just a token gesture to brush him offâit was still attention.
And that alone was enough to make his heart race, because Tyroc wasnât the kind of man to offer it to anyone.
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âDuke Koon wonât be there,â Solongo said firmly as I prepared to board the carriage. âHeâs not the type to attend such events.â
I wasnât so sure. It was bad enough that Iâd run into him right after arriving in Tuvineâwhat if it happened again?
âThey say almost every nobleâs going, since itâs reopening for the first time in years.â
âEven if it opened after a hundred years, it wouldnât make a difference. Tyroc has zero interest in parties that donât make him money. That money-hungry man would only show up if there were monsters involved.â
ââŠYouâre not talking about you, right?â
âI didnât say anything.â
âIn any case, stop worrying about Duke Koon and just make sure you behave properlyâno strange rumors, understood?â
âDonât worry.â
âI am worried. Just look at what youâre wearing.â
What about it? I looked down at my outfitâit was perfectly normal. But Solongoâs frown deepened.
âToo plain. Lord Rue stepping outside without a single accessory? No one in their right mind will believe itâs you.â
âI nearly died, remember?â
âYou could die again, and youâd still wear jewelry. Adeye Rue is the richest man on the continent. Here, wear this brooch. And keep it on you from now on.â
I hesitated, wary of whatever expensive trinket he was about to hand me. Thankfully, it looked simple enoughâa blue gem set in a modest frame.
âLet me guess. Costs as much as two mansions?â
âMore.â
What?! Three mansions?!
My hand trembled as I accepted it.
Solongo gave me a disapproving look, clearly unimpressed by my lack of composure. I held the brooch like a sacred relic. No way was I ever losing this thing.
âOh, and if you need this againâŠâ
He handed me another transportation scroll. I snatched it up immediately and tucked it into my coat. It had saved my life before.
But then, an unwanted face flashed in my mindâand a curse slipped out under my breath.
âDamn it.â
That man. The lunatic with the eyes of the sun and that infuriating smile.