Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C30
by berryChapter 30
[âFifteen meters ahead, the room on your right.â]
Mo guided me toward the room that supposedly led to a secret passage. But of course, not just anyone could walk into a room hiding such an entrance.
Clack. Clack.
As expected, it was locked. And I didnât have time to pick itâbecause that damn pervert was right behind me.
âRuuuue~â
Ugh. Even while running for my life, I gagged in disgust. Damn it, was there really no way to shake off this deranged freak?
[âYou could always stroke his groin.â]
âShut up, Mo.â
[âIâm deeply sorry I couldnât be of more assistance.â]
Was that sarcasm? I didnât have the luxury to argue.
Desperate, I yanked open the door to the room beside me.
Pleaseâplease be open! By some miracle, it clicked.
The room was empty.
But my luck ended there.
I rushed to the window, pulling hard on the latch. It rattled uselessly. Locked tight.
Wait. Then that meansâ
Thud.
The sound of the door closing behind me froze my blood.
âHaa⊠Rue. Hurry and grab meâshake it like before.â
That voice. The most disgusting sound on earth. I turned stiffly toward him, joints creaking with dread.
Now that there were no witnesses, I let my expression twist into the pure disgust I felt. Of course, the pervert didnât even flinch.
âOhh, that face! Is that new? Been practicing? Haah, itâs thrilling.â
Fantastic. Heâd leveled up in perversion. Makes senseâif he flinched at a glare, he wouldnât be a super-pervert.
âShut. Up.â
My voice dropped low and cold, and for the first time, he hesitated.
âWhat, surprised? Thought you liked it âthrillingâ?â
âRue, youâre⊠different.â
âI said, shut up.â
That did itâhe definitely sensed something was off. Mo immediately flashed a warning.
[âSigns of suspicion detected. If you donât act fast, your identity may be compromised.â]
Act fast? Please. I didnât need âdamage control.â I already knew exactly how to handle him.
Mo might know everything, but even she didnât understand the full depths of degeneracy.
There were plenty of ways to dominate this kind of trash while keeping him satisfied. I stepped closer, voice sharp as a blade.
âKneel.â
He froze for a second, startledâbut quickly twisted it into excitement. A crooked smile spread across his face.
âRue⊠are youââ
âDid I tell you to speak?â
The chill in my tone made him instantly drop to his knees, gazing up at me.
âOn all fours. Like a dog.â
At that, delight sparked in his eyes. He quickly obeyed, crouching on hands and knees with enthusiasm.
âYes, my Queen.â
Goosebumps broke out all over me. I clenched my fist tighter. Fine, letâs see how you like a beating from your âQueen.â
—
âDr. Lantua.â
Even being called didnât make her look up from the mountain of papers on her desk.
She had always been obsessed with work, but now she had a reasonâa goal that consumed every moment. Not like before, when sheâd been running alone toward a hopeless dream.
Now, she had an ally. Someone from the same homeland. Someone who shared her⊠taste.
Dr. Kim Lantua had never felt so energized. Nothing could distract her nowâexcept one thing.
âLord Rue, at the partyâŠâ
âWhat about Rue?!â
The moment her precious allyâs name left Solongoâs lips, she snapped her head up before he could even finish. Solongo was quietly pleased to see her finally caring about something beyond her researchâbut this time, the news wasnât good.
âWeâve identified who Lord Rue saved at Count Fenouanâs party.â
âReally?â
ââŠâ
When Solongo hesitated, her brow arched. He only ever paused like that when the news was shocking enough to warrant a preemptive health check.
Lantua instinctively downed a heart-stabilizing pill.
âSpeak. Who did Rue save?â
âZaraial Bronce.â
âBaron Zaraialâs omega son? The one who just debuted in society this yearâah, shit.â
She groaned, pressing her palm to her forehead. Because that name led straight to one more she hated even more.
âWasnât that brat escorted by that arrogant son of aâ Duke Koon Tyroc?â
âYes. Which makes it likely that Lord Rue and Duke Tyroc met there.â
âThatâs good news, isnât it? After all, thanks to Rueâs efforts, that basâ I mean, Tyrocâshould feel indebted. Then why the face?â
Pressed by her gaze, Solongo reluctantly continued.
âCount Fenouan was arrested this morning. For distributing counterfeit wine at the party.â
âHa! I knew that fool would cause trouble eventually. Waitâcounterfeit wine? You mean, Non-WineâŠâ
Thud.
Her pen dropped from her hand.
âThe âNon-Wine Partyâ⊠the one where the traitor was said to have aided Tyrocâcould it be that one?â
Solongo nodded grimly.
âIt appears so. The very party Lord Rue had been waiting for to expose the traitor.â
âRight. Heâs been obsessed with it.â
âYes, heâs been hounding me about it dailyâasking if Iâd found where it would be held.â
âHe hounded me too.â
So heâd already been there. Dr. Kim exhaled heavily, and Solongo echoed her sigh.
âHe was most worried the future would changeâthat the traitor might vanish into hiding.â
âItâs inevitable. The moment Rue came back to life, the future was bound to shift.â
âIndeed. And in doing so, heâs effectively taken the traitorâs place.â
Exactly. She tapped the desk lightly, thinking aloud.
âIf that event was supposed to be what brought the traitor closer to Tyroc, then everything may already be off-script.â
âAnd if it ends up connecting Rue to Duke Tyroc instead⊠the engagement could change.â
ââŠâ
They exchanged a silent, knowing look.
âShould we tell him?â
âNot yet. Make sure this doesnât hit the papers. Weâll keep it quiet for now.â
If he found out, heâd probably scream about âPlan Xâ again and run for his life. Dr. Kim smirked faintly, imagining it.
âStill, I doubt this alone will tie them together.â
As if theyâd meet again anytime soon. Rue was probably busy chatting with his old acquaintances right nowâ
—
âRue, you insane bastard! How could you everâugh!â
Bang!
I slammed the door shut behind me, shuddering in disgust.
The pervert had grinned even while being beaten to a pulp, happy to count each blow.
Iâd finally admitted defeat, knocked him unconscious, and escaped.
So this was what Rue used to enjoy? These absolute degenerates? Every single one of them looked possessed by lust demons.
âAll those freaks should be fried in hellfire until they come to their sensesââ
[Warning. Warning. Warning.]
Red light flared across my visionâthe same system alert from my old world.
A threat warning. The kind that appeared when monsters were near.
I instantly clenched my fists, twisting my body toward the source. Whereâwhere was it?
âGood instincts.â
The voice came from the wall beside me.
To me, that man was a monster.
Leaning casually against the marble, as if heâd been waiting for me to emerge, stood none other thanâ
Koon Tyroc.
I took an involuntary step back. Waitâwasnât he supposed to not show up here unless monsters attacked?
Mo, is there a monster here?
[âNo.â]
âThen why the hell did you trigger a warning?â
[âKoon Tyroc is the individual Adeye Rue fears most.â]
I already knew that, but hearing Mo confirm it through Rueâs memories didnât make it any less irritating. Just how badly had that bastard tormented him?
I frowned, taking another step back. His golden eyes tracked the motion smoothly, glinting like they could see straight through me.
âYouâll be the first to burn.â
âŠWhat?
He mustâve heard me muttering earlier about burning all the perverts. Damn his sharp ears. I grimaced.
âThere are worse perverts here than meâwhat are you even talking about?â
I started to raise my voice but caught myself. I couldnât risk offending himâhe was, unfortunately, humanityâs last hope. I forced my tone flat, stepping back again.
Those golden eyes never stopped following. A chill ran down my spine. As long as that gaze was on me, I knew escape was impossible.
âOf course, the greatest pervert of them all is you.â
Iâd never felt such utter humiliation in my life. Recognition for perversion from himâthat was rock bottom.
Mo, did Rue everâgrab his balls or something?
[âNo, merely brushed his groin area. Physical contact was minimal.â]
So all that drama over a light brush? What, were his balls made of gold?
I wanted to say it out loudâbut this man was our worldâs only ticket to survival.
I bit my tongue, stepping back againâonly to freeze.
Heâd moved.
Koon Tyroc stepped forward, blocking my path entirely.
Damn it. He was hugeâbuilt like a fortress.
âTrying to run away?â
His lips curved into that slow, infuriating smile.