Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C63
by berryChapter 63
I swallowed my fluster and gave a casual shrug.
âI just like watching.â
âReally?â
âYes.â
âThen you can leave first. I have no interest in the hunting tournament.â
No, you have to attend.
âHow could I leave without you? That wouldnât be very loyal of me.â
âSince when has the Adeye family ever been loyal to the Koons?â
âStarting now.â
I shot back shamelessly, and he chuckled.
âYou want to leave together?â
âFor now, yes.â
I had to see him safely back home and healed before the tournament began. I crammed that conviction into my short reply, and Tyrocâs smile deepened.
âIâll decide after hearing your answer.â
ââŠMy answer to what?â
âExplain why Zab couldnât hear me.â
I froze, glancing at him, then quickly checked our surroundings before replying.
âHow would I know that?â
âYou may not know the truth, but youâve guessed the reason.â
ââŠâ
âThatâs why you werenât surprised when Zab left without finding us.â
God, this man was too perceptive. I hated dealing with people like him.
âI was surprised. âŠI only figured it out afterward.â
âAnd?â
ââŠâ
âSay it,â he pressed calmly. âAfter all, Iâm your precious someoneâthe one who put my cock inside you and became connected to you.â
I nearly choked. My face twisted in horror, but he just looked at me blanklyâno trace of his usual teasing grin.
I turned away, took a moment to think, then exhaled slowly.
âItâs a long explanation.â
âIâve got time.â
When I still hesitated, his low, steady voice broke through the silence.
âEven if I learn your secret, I wonât use it against you.â
âI have no intention of being used, either.â
âThen what are you afraid of?â
The future changing, maybe.
The traitor hiding before I could find him.
That was what scared meâthe real reason I couldnât risk revealing too much.
He watched me for a long moment, then murmured,
âWorried I might fall for you?â
I gave him my best unimpressed glare.
What the hell was that supposed to mean?
He smirked faintly, but it vanished as soon as I answered.
âThat will never happen. And we both know it.â
âNever?â
âYes.â
He smiled againâslowly this time, a quiet, knowing curve of his lips.
âAlright.â
I took that as agreement and hurried to add before he could twist my words,
âAnyway, no matter what happens, letâs agree to keep our relationship exactly as it is right now. This distanceâunchanged.â
He didnât reply, but I didnât care; I was already looking ahead toward the darkened square.
He waited patiently while I sorted out my thoughts.
âWhen humans enter the Crimson Tide Forest, they need a key. But that key must come from a non-human being. Only those who hold such a key can move freely inside the forest without harm.â
I glanced sideways at him again. He leaned back against the wall, silent but attentive.
The next part was the most important.
âThe key I used at the Ewik estate came from Lord Ewikâs contracted spirit.â
He didnât move a muscle, but I could feel the air around him shift.
He understood instantly what I was admitting. His gaze sharpened, glinting like drawn steel.
I had just confessed that I could communicate with non-human entities.
âBut as you know, the Ewik estateâs gate was destroyed. That means humans canât use it anymore.â
âIn the Crimson Tide Forest, you said you needed a keyâand a door appeared,â he reminded me.
âYes, and thatâs the problem.â
Because I hadnât had a key, yet the door opened anyway.
âSo youâre saying,â Tyroc said slowly, âyouâre in someoneâs debt?â
âThatâs⊠a good way to put it. I think I am.â
âNon-human beings only give keys or gifts when they choose to,â I explained. âI only received mine after helping one.â
âSo this time, you owe a favor instead. Youâll have to repay the owner of this door.â
âMost likely.â
I nodded and finally revealed why Iâd chosen to tell him.
âActually, I think my creditor is standing right in front of me.â
The moment Zab failed to hear anything, something had appeared before meâa five-tailed blue serpent.
The search lasted until dawn, but there was still no sign of Rue or Tyroc among the ruins of the Ewik estate.
With a heavy heart, Solongo returned to the manor and reported to Doctor Kim, who had also stayed up all night.
Fortunately, the doctorâs condition had stabilized with a respirator, allowing her to respond, her voice faint but steady.
âThatâs⊠at least some good news.â
âYes, I think so too,â Solongo said. âTyrocâs men are convinced heâs still alive.â
âThere were no traces of escape when the estate collapsed?â
âNone. But if it were Tyroc, heâd at least have tried to break through the debris. Yet thereâs no sign of any such power being used.â
âThen itâs highly likely they were moved somewhere else.â
Solongo nodded grimly. Still, no one could guess whereâor howâthe two had vanished.
Dr. Kim tapped her finger on the desk, lost in thought.
âIf Rue found the secret chamber and opened a gate to the non-human realmâŠâ
âWith his ability, itâs not impossible,â Solongo admitted. âBut entering the non-human realm is far too dangerous. You rememberâafter he fell into the templeâs pool, he was unconscious for days. If he entered againâŠâ
âRue is alive.â
Dr. Kim cut him off firmly.
âWork under that assumption.â
âYes, sir.â
âBut we canât let the one behind this go unpunished.â
âWhat about Borhumi?â
âSmile at him,â Dr. Kim said coldly.
She pulled several documents from a drawer, signed them, and handed them over.
âKeep smiling in public until we find Rue. Meanwhile, reclaim every coin we funneled into Borhumi under the false name.â
âBut theyâll realize that money was ours.â
âIf they donât, then itâs no punishment at all.â
ââŠUnderstood.â
Solongo bowed deeply. But Kimâs next order made her freeze in place.
âBring me the Black Bear.â
Solongoâs eyes widened.
âYou know where she is?â
Without answering, Dr. Kim retrieved a small box from the desk and slid it forward.
âThis will tell you. Give her one order: find Rue and protect him. If she refuses, tell her itâs time to repay her debt.â
When the creature had first appeared before me, I hadnât realized it was non-human.
Unlike the usual translucent spirits, this one was solid, vividly real.
And smallâbarely the width of my thumb, no longer than half my forearm.
I hadnât paid much attention at first, worried that Zab might hear me move.
Just a snake, I thought vaguelyâuntil I noticed the color.
Such a bright, pure shade of blue.
Then it lifted its gaze, and our eyes metâdeep, dark blue eyes that gleamed like the depths of an endless ocean.
Wait. Its face⊠wasnât that of a snake.
It looked more like a lizard.
It reminded me of a pet lizard my friend used to ownâone that was famous for resembling a dragon.
And indeed, this serpentâs face looked almost draconic.
Well, this was another world, after all. A dragon-like snake wasnât the strangest thing to exist here.
Or so I thoughtâuntil I saw its tails.
Ssskâ
As it flicked out its tongue, five slender tails unfurled behind it like ribbons of sapphire light.
âWhere?â Tyrocâs voice broke my trance.
I blinked, turning toward the small dragon-serpent. Its deep azure eyes were fixed on meâcold, vast, and terrifyingly beautiful.
He couldnât see it. Tyroc couldnât see it.
That realization made my skin prickle.
Mo, I called silently. Why isnât the filter working?
[The filter is active. However, itâs ineffective here.]
That made no sense. How could that be possible?
It was strange enough that the creature had a solid form.
The only other time Iâd seen something like this was when that red-eyed, horned stag appearedâ
The day I punished Montaineâs pervert with a little divine justice.
But that time, Mo had been in sleep mode. This situation was completely different.
âRue.â
I flinched at the sound of my name.
Just thatânothing moreâand yet my heart stuttered.
When I turned, Tyroc was breathing heavily, his chest rising and falling in labored rhythm.
He looked terrible.
âAre you alright?â I asked quickly.