Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C65
by berryChapter 65
Zab thought, not for the first time that day, that nothing ever went right for him anymore.
Even after spending the entire night venting his fury on his slaves because of Tyroc, his anger refused to subside. He had even summoned Dorgo to confirm whether something was wrong with the Divine Beast, but the answer he received was the same as alwaysâ
Wait. Just a few more months, and youâll gain great power.
Heâd been hearing that same line since the end of last year. They kept calling it the Divine Beastâs âextended rest period,â but by now, he couldnât help doubting it.
Could he really draw such immense power from the Divine Beast? Was it even something he could trust anymore?
But the real problem was that it was far too late to turn back. The moment he met Dorgo and sealed the Divine Beast, his fate had already been decided. He had granted every request Dorgo madeâyet now the man dared to tell him to return to the lake and train again?
Just hearing that word made his skin crawl.
That cursed lakeâhe had first gone there as a child, dragged by his mother after his Divine power manifested. He still remembered how excited he had been on the way there, heart pounding with expectation.
But the excitement had lasted only until he arrived.
What followed was hell. Endless âtraining,â sleepless nights, pain beyond endurance. He still bore the scars of it. And now they wanted him to go back?
Between his humiliation at Tyrocâs hands and the mere mention of âtraining,â Zab hadnât slept a wink that night.
And when morning came, things only got worse.
â…The Ewik estate collapsed?â
âYes, sir.â The subordinate speaking looked uneasy as he continued. âWhile clearing the rubble, we searched for survivorsâbut we could not find Adeye Rue. HoweverâŠâ He hesitated. âThis letter arrived from Adeye.â
Zab snatched the envelope, tore it open, and read with an increasingly sour expression.
To His Grace the Duke of Borhumi,
We send our regards and wish for Borhumiâs continued prosperity.
Concerning the kidnapping and disappearance of Adeye Rue from the Ewik estate, we request your cooperation as follows:
- All available information regarding the primary suspect, Ottmar, the Borhumi Guard Captain.
- Permission for Adeyeâs investigation team to remain in Borhumi territory to conduct inquiries into Ottmarâs possible backers.
- Authorization for Adeyeâs search teams to freely investigate throughout all Borhumi lands as part of the continent-wide effort to locate Adeye Rue.
We are deeply concerned that the Borhumi Duke may be unjustly implicated due to Ottmarâs actions. However, should Your Grace take an active role in locating Adeye Rue and uncovering the true culprit, all the continent will bear witness to your innocence and commend your sense of justice.
âWhat… what kind of bullshit is this?!â
Zab crumpled the letter in his fist and shouted. A search? A background investigation? These insolent bastards! How dare they!
He was seethingâbut something else in the letter made his blood run cold.
Ottmarâs name.
Why was Ottmar even mentioned?
âDonât tell me Ottmar was captured? Did she say something she shouldnât have?â
âCaptain Ottmar…â The subordinateâs tone grew heavier. âHer body was found beneath the rubble of the collapsed Ewik mansion.â
âOtt…mar? Ottmar is dead?â
Zab froze, disbelief draining all color from his face. His lifelong guard captain, the one who had stood by him since childhoodâgone?
Impossible. Ottmar wasnât just anyone. She was a Sword Expert, one of the strongest under his command. The idea that she had died crushed under debris was absurd.
For a long moment, Zab stood there in a daze. Then the implications hit him.
âThen how did Adeye even know she was behind the kidnapping?â
âThey claim there was a survivor,â the subordinate said quietly. âEwikâs spouse, Tori, made it out alive.â
âThat fat bastard!â
Crash! Bang!
Zab erupted, sweeping everything off the nearby table. Furniture splintered under his fury as his men ducked for cover. The rampage went on for several minutes before he finally stopped, panting heavily, chest heaving.
âKeep this from spreading. Shut every mouth if you have to.â
The subordinate flinched. âYour Grace… Iâm afraid that wonât be possible.â
âWhat do you mean, not possible? Donât tell me wordâs already out before dawn?â
âThat appears to be the case. Adeye sent official notices across the entire Tuvine continent last night, detailing Rueâs abduction and requesting cooperation.â
Zab stared blankly, lips parted in disbelief.
All thisâfor Adeye Rue?
â
I used to think Iâd seen every kind of conflict there was. Leading a volunteer corps meant Iâd dealt with all kinds of disputesâsoldiers and civilians alike. But now, standing here watching these two, I realized all those fights had been civilized in comparison.
âAt least those people had the decency to argue like adults,â I muttered under my breath.
âAre you telling me that creature youâre seeingâthe one with the tailsâis the Divine Beast?â Tyroc asked, his tone dripping with disgust. He had regained consciousness, the Divine power flowing through his veins visibly unsettling him.
âAnd why the hell would a Divine Beast give me power?â
Before I could answer, the tiny serpent coiled around my wrist flicked its tail rapidly, forming neat letters in the air:
[KOON BASTARD.]
Excuse meâwhat?
âMo, any other possible interpretations?â
[KOON BLOSSOM.]
…Yeah, definitely not that.
Trying to keep a straight face, I turned to Tyroc. âYou were about to die, so I accepted help. But youâre saying this really is the Divine Beastâs power?â
He grimaced. âUnfortunately, yes.â
I glanced back at the dragon-like serpent on my arm. âBut… why are you so small?â
âAre you saying the Divine Beast is right in front of you?â
âYes, well… apparently so.â
I sighed. âThen maybe letâs not question it too much. Just use its power to hold out a little longerââ
âNo.â
[ME NEITHER.]
They both snapped at once. I pinched the bridge of my nose. Children. Actual children.
âIf you donât, youâll die here for nothing. Is that what you want? To have Koonâs name carved into Borhumiâs grave?â
Tyrocâs golden eyes flashed with fury. But he didnât push me away. Instead, he ground out through clenched teeth, âFine. But let go. That disgusting energy keeps flowing into me.â
âHow do you feel?â
â…â
He looked away instead of answering. Clearly, not thrilled.
[KOON LOSER.]
âOh, come on,â I muttered.
Tyrocâs gaze snapped toward me. âWhat did it just say?â
[KOON IDIOT.]
â…Nothing important. Also, mind your language when speaking to a Divine being.â
He blinked. âThis isnât Koonâs Divine power. The Koon family can only channel the strength of their contracted Beast. Anything elseââ He stopped mid-sentence, fists tightening.
âAnything else feels filthy. My whole body rejects it.â
[KOON SLIMEBALL.]
Okay, what was going on here? The emotions Tyroc was showing were strong, sureâbut the Beastâs words were hitting harder than his glare.
Tyroc frowned. âThe Beastâs on your arm, right?â
âMore like wrapped around it.â
When I described its small, coiled form, Tyroc actually let out a sharp laugh.
âA tiny snake the size of a forearm? How fitting for Borhumiâs Divine Beast.â
[KILL KOON.]
âNo,â I hissed quickly, shooting the serpent a glare before turning to Tyroc. âYou should really watch your mouth.â
âI wonât.â
[KOON BALDY.]
I swear, they were both impossible. One was a Duke descended from royal blood, the other a literal Divine beingâand yet somehow they bickered like schoolkids.
âSince youâre arguing so energetically, Iâm guessing youâre not in pain anymore?â
â…Guess so.â
âThen good. Bear with it a bit longer.â
I cut him off before he could retort and looked down at the serpent again. It was still flicking its tails, spelling out insults like it was typing on a keyboard.
[KOON MUTT. IDIOT. FOOL.]
Even a grade-schooler had better insults. For a second, I actually doubted whether this thing really was divine.
âAre you sure youâre a Divine Beast?â
[MM-HMM.]
…Fine. Maybe not a saint, but definitely divine.
[KOON FUCKER.]
âHey! Language!â I snapped.
Tyrocâs voice cut in sharply. âWhat did it say about me?â