Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C66
by berryChapter 66
âI didnât do it! I didnât, so, Your Grace, stop slandering the poor divine beast and stay quiet for once. Otherwise, Iâll just take the divine beast and escape alone while you rot away like a half-dead corpse in Borhumiâs tomb. Got it?â
Tyrocâs eyebrows twitched, but he eventually muttered under his breath.
ââŠFine.â
[Letâs ditch Koon.]
Ah, seriously. This time, I turned sharply toward the divine beast and gave a stern warning.
âNo. Duke Koon will be with us until the very end. If you donât like it, then forget the key and everything elseâIâll just die here too, so you can find your own way back home. Understood?â
The divine beast was no less troublesome than a human. The small dragonâs serpentine head whipped to the side.
[Hmph.]
A child. It was a child. But thankfully, thanks to my warning, the two of them didnât pick another childish fight. Taking advantage of the rare peace, I turned to the divine beast with curiosity.
âCome to think of it, you said youâre trapped?â
[My true body.]
âAh!â
Only then did I understand why the divine beastâs form was so small.
âThe divine beastâs true body must be sealed elsewhere.â
âAre you sure? Itâs not that its strength is just⊠naturally pitiful, like an antâs?â
ââŠâŠâ
ââŠFine. Iâll be careful.â
Tyroc averted his gaze, speaking like a man forced to swallow words he didnât want to say. No matter how sulky he got, I couldnât ignore the divine beastâs tail message.
[Trapped. Weak.]
âOh, so you became weak because you were sealed?â
[Yes, yes.]
Good grief.
âYou must feel betrayed by the one who sealed youâby Zab.â
[Zab cute.]
That was the last answer I expected. I was so stunned that I wondered if Iâd misinterpreted the symbols. Tyroc quickly caught on to my expression.
âWhatâs wrong?â
ââŠThe translationâs⊠difficult to process.â
[Pretty blue.]
Blue? Zabâs blue hair? I recalled Zabâs long, tied-back blue hair and asked hesitantly,
âDonât tell me⊠thatâs why you gave Zab your power?â
[Correct.]
âŠAre you insane?! I barely stopped myself from scolding the divine beast. Now that I thought about it, even Mandoekâs affection for Ewik seemed to stem from that sharp, petal-like face of his.
Seriouslyâwhat is this? Are all non-human beings single-celled organisms? Amoebas, maybe? It was absurd. To think they poured such blind affection for such a shallow reason.
âZab trapped you, and youâre not even angry?â
[Yes, yes.]
They said non-human beings couldnât be understood by human logicâand they were absolutely right. While I stood there speechless, Tyroc smirked faintly, clearly catching on.
âYouâre asking the wrong question.â
âHow so?â
âDivine beasts shower their contractors with one-sided devotion. No matter what the human does, they keep giving them powerâwithout end. Even if that human imprisoned them.â
âBut the divine beast told me it wants to go home.â
âYes. To the extent of dividing its power just to appear before you, even while still granting its strength to that despised Koon.â
Only then did I understand what Tyroc meant earlier when he said my question was wrong.
âThen why does it want to escape and return home?â
At that, Tyrocâs lips curved even more deeply.
âNo matter how much affection a divine beast holds for its contractor, thereâs one thing that comes before that.â
And that isâ? I looked at him expectantly, but instead of answering, he lowered his gaze to my wrist, where the divine beast resided.
âA promise. If the contractor breaks a promise, the divine beast leavesâwithout hesitation. Ask it yourself. Ask if Zab broke its promise.â
But I didnât need to. The divine beastâs tail answered first.
[Yes.]
âLet me know when youâre ready.â
Tyrocâs reply had been short, but his friend had already read those words countless times until the letters had nearly worn away.
Koonâs stronghold was sealed under a domeâone no one could enter or leave. The curse that ravaged those trapped inside was a problem, but worse yet, there was no way to break it while that barrier remained.
But his friend believed Tyroc knew a way to enter. Because Tyroc never concerned himself with the barrierâonly with how to break the curse.
That meant, perhaps, he could bring him inside. And nowâpermission had been granted.
Thump, thump.
His heart was already pounding in anticipation. All he had to do was lift Koonâs curse. From the ancient documents the High Priest had obtained, he had already found meaningful clues.
This time, he could finally make Tyroc happy. His friend was so full of excitement he could hardly stay seated.
Calm down. Stay calm. He couldnât fail if he wanted to see Tyroc smile.
He tried to steady himself, but the impatience gnawed at him nonetheless. After all, the future had changed. Not that this was entirely shockingâthe future had already begun to diverge since the moment he arrived in Tuvine.
But that was precisely why heâd been so careful not to alter it further. That way, the future he knew would still hold value. Instead of trying to prevent crises, he had focused more on managing their aftermathâbalancing on a razorâs edge to ensure major events still occurred as foreseen.
And so, the great tides of fate had unfolded as expected.
Until now.
Then came the shockâsomething entirely unforeseen. On the day of the templeâs charity auction, the secret of the lake had been revealed. Who could have guessed it was the entrance to the Forest of Crimson Waves?
This wasnât the future he knew.
It was as though one of the strings tethering the world had suddenly snapped.
Why had it changed? What kind of variable could have done this?
A dreadful feeling crept up his spine. Could it be⊠that someone else had succeeded in transplantation like he had? Noâimpossible.
He shook his head. He had painstakingly checked every name on the list of potential candidates. The only other possibility was if another scroll had arrived after his arrivalâsomeone else could have received and grafted it with new coordinates.
But that was nearly impossible. Noâit was impossible.
Still, he couldnât shake the unease. He recalled his own world one last time before taking a deep breath.
No. The variable that changed Tuvineâs future wasnât a new information source. He told himself thatâbut the unease clung to him like a shadow at his heels.
There was only one way to defeat this anxiety: work harder. He would use his abilities to earn Tyrocâs trust, strengthen the Eye of Hell, and permanently fuse it with the demon rift. Then⊠this unease would finally end.
With renewed resolve, he spread open the ancient text containing information about the curse. Heâd already studied it before, but he rechecked every line carefully, making sure he hadnât misinterpreted a single symbol.
Then, imprinting the method in his mind, he wrote to Tyroc:
âIâm ready. I can come to you right away.â
But hours later, as he waited anxiously for a reply, the message he received instead turned his unease into a roaring blaze.
âThe Ewik estate has collapsed. Traces of Adeye Rueâs abduction were found within, and the Adeye family has issued a region-wide notice throughout Tuvine seeking cooperation in his rescueâŠâ
He barely registered the rest.
Collapsed? That never happened in the future he knew.
What in the worldâŠ? What variable caused thisâ? Adeye Rue?!
Zab had broken his promise. Broken itâwith the divine beast! Zab was even more foolish and pathetic than he appeared.
âIf Zab broke the promise⊠what happens then?â
âThe contract ends.â
Tyrocâs answer was calm, his gaze fixed unerringly on the exact spot where the divine beast lingeredâthough he couldnât possibly see it.
âWhat kind of contract?â
I looked between the two of them, but this time, the divine beastâs tail remained still. Again, Tyroc spoke in its stead, his voice low and cold, lips curling faintly.
âThereâs only one contract between a divine beast and the House of Divine Beastsâto lend its power.â
I turned in shock to the divine beast. It simply stared at Tyroc with those unfathomably deep blue eyes. Could it be⊠he really saw it?
The divine beastâs tail flicked once.
[Correct.]
A short responseâand at the same time, Tyroc murmured a single word.
âUnderstood.â
âWhat do you mean?â
Could he actually understand the divine beastâs words? Interpret the tailâs movements? Thankfully, before I could blurt out my disbelief, Tyroc gripped his sword tightly.
âIf thatâs your intention, then Iâll gladly make use of this power.â
âUse it? What do you mean?â
He didnât answer. Instead, he clenched the sword, focusing intently. Yet something wasnât workingâthe tension drained from his arm, and his breath came rough and ragged.
âBut itâll take time.â
âWhat are you trying to do?â
âTo get out of here.â
Well, yes, we should get out, butâ
âDorgo said no one can enter or leave without Zabâs help. Do you have a plan?â
But he didnât answer right away. Perhaps out of stubbornness, he gripped his sword once more. No matter how much strength he poured into it, it refused to obey his will.
âDamn it⊠Not a chance.â