Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C67
by berryChapter 67
âAre you planning to break the door with your sword?â
âCausing a commotion inside wonât matter if no one outside notices. We have to make Zab open the door himself.â
Then he pointed to the jewel embedded beneath the swordâs hilt. Upon closer inspection, I noticed an amber gem set in the center of a spider-shaped ornament.
âThereâs tracking magic on it. Once the sword releases its aura, the magic in that jewel will activate, and Koonâs chief sorcerer will know exactly where I am.â
So itâs basically a magical tracker! Bringing Tyroc all the way here alive was actually worth it. For the first time, he seemed genuinely useful. Catching my gaze, he let out a short, incredulous laugh.
âYouâre that happy over something so trivial?â
âTrivial? This is our only way out. Butâwhy isnât it working now? Whatâs wrong?â
He seemed slightly offended by my direct tone and fixed me with a stare that carried the weight of authority. Yet this wasnât the time to bow my head. I met his gaze, urging him to answer quickly. He studied me for a moment, the corners of his lips twitching with a fleeting smile that vanished as soon as it appeared.
âItâs my problem.â
âI thought you said you were fine?â
Tyroc merely glanced at me and avoided answering. Ahâso he wasnât fine after all. He could move and talk, but maybe he had been pushing himself too far. Taking a deep breath, he sat cross-legged on the ground, as if beginning meditation.
âWhat are you doing?â
âTraining.â
Right now? Really? I couldnât understand him.
âCanât we just find another way? If you can still move, shouldnât we focus on getting out firstââ
âNo.â
[No.]
What theâ? Both of them rejected my idea in perfect unison.
âI might have taken it in by force, but once the Divine Beastâs power has entered my body, I canât just let it go to waste. I need to use it properly.â
[Properly use.]
Oh, you two get along so well, huh? You were just snapping at each other five minutes ago.
âBut we donât have the time for that right now.â
âTime isnât as important.â
[Time not important.]
Wow. Perfect harmony again.
âHow long will it take then?â
He flexed his fingers open and closed, answering flatly, âA week.â
ââŠYou do realize this place is a tomb, right?â
âI donât have enough strength. With what little power I have, I need to maximize it just to be able to wield the sword.â
[Give power.]
The Divine Beastâs tail swayed between them. I glanced at its small, shimmering form worriedly. Its true body seemed trapped somewhere, only a fragment of its power leaking through.
âYou can give him more power?â
Though I directed the question at the Divine Beast, Tyroc caught it and looked at me. But what followed wasnât easy to translate.
[Big contact, big power.]
âContact? What kind of contact?â
[Copulation.]
âŠYou have got to be kidding me.
âNo way!â
I shot to my feet, shouting. The tail wiggled again, unbothered.
[Why not?]
Why not?! Becauseâwhy the hell would Iâ?! Wait. If itâs âcontact,â that could mean⊠Iâd have to be on top of Tyroc insteadâŠ
âUgh. Thatâs even worse!â
âWhatâs worse?â
âThereâs⊠something. Justâdonât worry about it.â
âIf thereâs something worse, that means thereâs something better, isnât there?â
âThereâs nothing betterââ
I stopped mid-sentence as I caught his expression. Why was he smiling like that, like he already knew everything? I quickly straightened my posture and lowered my tone.
âThereâs no other way, then. Just⊠train.â
âThere is another way. You and I make contact. Whatâs so scary about that?â
A hollow laugh escaped me.
âItâs not fearâitâs disgust. Iâm not afraid of anything in this world.â
âOh, so the Divine Beast really did tell you to make contact with me.â
Damn it. He baited me. My expression mustâve given it away. Tyroc glanced down at where the Divine Beast floated, then lifted his eyes toward me again. His golden irises glittered like sand under sunlight.
âA week of training means nothing to me. But youâdo you think you can endure that long?â
[Canât endure.]
[He wonât endure.]
Both the Divine Beast and Mo chimed in with the same answer. I clenched my fists, betrayed.
âAnd if I can?â
âThen endure.â
Tyroc turned away, uninterested, and sat back down to meditate. For some reason, that annoyed me even more. Why did it feel like Iâd lost? Mo and the Divine Beast didnât help either.
[Human contact needed.]
[The humans of Tuvine strengthen their life force through close physical contact. There are even records of them recovering from near-death by absorbing anotherâs energy. Itâs still used today as a form of treatment.]
Great. Now I just sound like some kind of germaphobe.
[Would you like me to remind you of the past therapy sessions you attended for germophobia?]
Mo hit where it hurt. It was only a few sessions! Grumbling under my breath, I finally walked over to Tyroc.
âLetâs kiss, then.â
He opened his eyes and looked up at me, his gaze steady and unreadable.
âAnd youâll try to shorten the process to a day.â
âYouâre asking for a lot from a single kiss.â
âLetâs just say itâll be a kiss worthy of that much.â
One of his brows arched upward.
âThe rumor says the only thing youâre good at with your lips is sucking cocks.â
ââŠWhat a ridiculous rumor.â
âBased on experience, your kisses werenât that impressive either.â
Ah, the maze garden. I remembered that moment and gave a dry laugh.
âItâll be different this time.â
He tilted his head slightly, a spark of curiosity flickering in his eyes. Remaining on my knees, I added,
âJust one condition.â
âName it.â
âDonât fall for me.â
The disbelief on his face was almost comical. I ignored it and turned to the Divine Beast.
âGive the Duke your full strength.â
The tiny creature nodded solemnly.
[As much as possible.]
It must have been exhausting for it to maintain even that fragment of power, yet it still agreed to give more. Fine. Then Iâd do my part, too.
âMo, start a ten-minute countdown.â
I ordered and then knelt before Tyroc. Because of our height difference, that alone brought us eye-to-eye.
Gods, heâs huge. I refused to avert my gaze as I placed my hands on his shoulders and climbed onto his lap, straddling him. He made no move to stop me, just watched, as if to say heâd leave everything to meâwhich was exactly what I wanted.
To close the distance further, I spread my legs, wrapping them around his waist. Between them, I could clearly feel the hard outline of his body. Damnâwas it always that big?
To hide my surprise, I slipped my arms around his neck and turned my gaze aside. Then, rubbing my hips forward once, I pressed closer. The secret to an effective kiss was simpleâheighten the tension through near, tantalizing contact.
Through clothing, through restraintâtouch that never fully satisfied.
And it worked immediately. Heat flared where our bodies brushed. His erection throbbed against me, yet he still didnât lift a finger to touch me. That restraintâexactly what I wanted.
I brought my face closer, whispering softly,
âDonât move. Just stay still.â
A chilling glint flickered in his golden eyes, raw power shimmering beneath. But I didnât flinchâtrue to my word, I wasnât afraid. Instead, I felt a strange thrill. Tyroc was far more entertaining than Iâd thought.
Then I leaned in and pressed my lips to his.
At first, soft. Barely touching. My lips traced the shape, texture, and heat of his mouth like I was memorizing it.
Slow, deliberate movementsâyet my hips pressed even closer. With my cock rubbing against his abdomen, the space between my thighs welcomed the hard, pulsing weight of his.
While my lips explored his, I rocked my hips slowly back and forth.
When I finally began to suck on his lower lip, drawing it between mine, a wet sound echoed faintly in the still air. The moist heat spread as saliva slipped between us, glistening.
He flinched. The muscles beneath my armsâhis shoulders, his neckâreacted ever so slightly. But he still obeyed, unmoving.
I alternated pressure and pace, deepening the kiss little by little. When I parted my lips slightly, I let my tongue slip inside.
His mouth was hot, humid, like the air inside a sauna. The deeper I went, the more the kiss consumed us both. I gasped softly against his lips.
âHaaâŠâ
Our bodies trembled together. His broad chest rose and fell sharply. Even that faint movement carried impatience, tensionâdesire.
I knew. I was taking my time on purpose. The slower it was, the more desperate itâd make him. The more heâd crave me.
Thatâs when it would be the most satisfying.
Tightening my grip around his neck, I pressed harder into the kiss. Then, to make up for what the lips couldnât express, I began to move my hips in earnestâgrinding, rocking, teasingâriding the rhythm between us.