Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C69
by berryChapter 69
âYou asked that just a minute ago, hyung.â
âSo youâre saying you still havenât found him?â
Haas lifted his hollow eyes with effort. In just a single day, his face had grown gaunt, and in one trembling hand, he still clutched the half-finished vial of stimulant he had been forced to take just to stay conscious. The one who had shoved it into his hand was his devil-like cousin. The man had been hounding him relentlessly.
â…Yeah. No matter how many times I try tracking magic, itâs impossible unless His Grace infuses the tracing gem attached to the sword with power.â
âTry again anyway.â
âItâs not as easy as it sounds! Iâve already drained all my manaâmy life force is starting to burn out now.â
âQuit the excuses. Do it.â
Haas pressed his lips shut, swallowing down the curse that nearly slipped out. With weary resignation, he began to move his hand again.
âI already told youâthere wasnât any reaction a minute agâhuh?!â
Before he could finish, a startled cry escaped him. Tiny dots of light suddenly rose from his palm, scattering upward until they shaped themselves into a glowing map suspended in the air.
âIt worked? Did it lock onto him?!â
âWaitâjust wait a second!â
Haas shouted even louder, pouring what little strength he had left into the spell. But, regrettably, the light began to fade away almost as quickly as it had appeared.
âHey! Do it again!â
ââŠâŠâ
âHaas! What are you doing? I said do it again!â
Rickâs shout rang out, but Haas only stood there, dazed, staring into the air. Losing patience, Rick grabbed his cousinâs shoulders and shook him hard.
âSnap out of it!â
âW-Waitâ! Iâm trying again, but itâs not working. I think His Grace infused power into the sword for just a moment, then cut it off right away.â
âWhy?â
âHow would I know? Maybe⊠maybe he didnât want to reveal his locationâŠâ
As Haas trailed off, Rick shook his head sharply.
âNo. If that were true, he wouldnât have powered the sword at all. More likely, heâs too injured to maintain it.â
âDamn itâŠâ
That, too, was the worst possibility. As despair clouded Rickâs face, Haas swallowed nervously and spoke again.
âBut, hyung⊠that location that flickered just nowâŠâ
âWhere?â
âB-Borhumi Castle.â
ââŠâŠâ
âLooks like it was undergroundâbeneath the main keep.â
ââŠBorhumi?â
Haas nodded emphatically, his head bobbing like a puppetâs. He then tugged on Rickâs limp arm.
âWhat do we do? I think His Grace deliberately revealed his location for us to find him.â
âThen we go get him.â
âAre you saying we should break into Borhumi Castle?â
Rick couldnât answer. He clutched his head in both hands. Should he send someone to infiltrate secretly? Who could he even pick?
But Borhumi Castleâs elite already knew every move of Tyrocâs troops. Whether they could even get a man inside was uncertain. While Rickâs mind spun through possibilities, a sharp knock, knock broke the silence.
One of his subordinates entered, holding a sealed letter.
âLieutenant Rick, another letter came through the portalâfrom Adeye.â
âAdeye?!â
Rick practically shouted as he snatched the letter away. He wasnât the only one desperate to find the missing man.
Adeye Lantua had been tearing through the entire Tuvine region for a full day, searching for her brother. There was nowhere in the world Adeye couldnât reach.
If they were to slip in alongside the Adeye envoys, perhaps infiltration would be possible. But acting on that plan so hastily wasnât easy.
Adeye.
They were the people Rickâs side had despised for generations. Even considering cooperation made his chest tighten. Haas, noticing his cousinâs conflicted face, asked warily,
âHyung, youâre not seriously thinking of telling Adeye about this, are you? Theyâre our enemies.â
But Rickâs eyes hardened with resolve. He clenched his fist.
âEnemy or notâif itâs to save His Grace, weâll join hands with anyone.â
âSo, thatâs it? Youâre saying our location was clearly transmitted?â
I stared at Tyroc, suspicion dripping from every syllable. I had waited a full dayâbecause he said he needed to âtrainââonly for the sword to flicker faintly and then die out.
Tyroc chuckled, answering in that maddeningly slow, low tone of his.
âNo, it didnât work. Youâll need to train for⊠maybe another year.â
That lazy grin accompanying his words made it even more unbearable. Iâd learned by now that with this man, his words meant the opposite of what they sounded likeâbut that only made my irritation worse.
Go on, train for a year, why donât you, I thought sourly. And just then, something caught my eyeâa glimmering tail moving near me.
[Training approved.]
What is it with this divine beast and its obsession with training?
âWhat did it say?â
Tyroc, now well-accustomed to my glances at my wrist, asked immediately.
âIt said it approves of the training. Seems like the great beast rather enjoys seeing me suffer.â
Tyrocâs golden eyes fixed quietly on my wrist. Though he hadnât yet fully opened his heart to the Borhumi divine beast, sometimesâjust sometimesâthere was a strange connection between them, as if their minds brushed. Then, his gaze lifted, turning detached once more.
âWhereâs its main body?â
Ah, that. During his so-called training, Iâd gone around with the divine beast trying to locate where his true form lay sealed. But there was a problem.
According to the beast, its main body was directly beneath the central plaza. But no entrance leading down could be found. Which meantâthere was a hidden passage somewhere. Yet searching for it was a nightmare; the plaza was enormous.
âItâs down below. But thereâs no visible entrance.â
I pointed toward the plazaâs center, already preparing my excusesâThe place was too large, I checked every stone, nothing showed, and so on.
But before I could even start, Tyroc turned and strode away.
Tak, tak.
His boots struck the stone floor as he walked toward the center, then lifted a hand.
âWait here.â
What now? Did he actually have a way to find the entranceâ
BOOM!
He rammed his greatsword straight into the ground. The blade sank halfway in, the flagstones cracking apart like brittle plaster.
âŠGood god, his strength is ridiculous.
I stood frozen, watching in disbelief as he yanked the sword free and struck againâonce, twice more. Effortless. The ground trembled each time. I opened my mouth to tell him that if nothing lay beneath, all this was just senseless destructionâ
Rumble!
The earth quaked. A tremendous sound split the air, and the ground around him collapsed, the cracks spreading outward.
âAhâwatch outâ!â
I tried to warn him, but heâd already leapt lightly backward, landing with perfect balance. Stones crashed down, dust billowed thick and choking, and thenâsilence.
When the air finally cleared, there it was: a gaping hole in the floor.
So there was something below. I leaned closer; though the darkness obscured the details, I could faintly see jagged rock walls. A cave? I took a step forward for a better lookâbut Tyroc silently raised his hand.
âWhy?â
I hesitated. He didnât even look my way when he replied, his tone absolute.
âTake my hand.â
Why couldnât he ever explain anything first? I muttered inwardly but assumed he needed help. So I stepped up beside himâand the moment our hands met, he yanked me forward, an arm looping around my waist.
Before I could protest, he leapt. Straight down.
Couldnât he at least say something before jumping?!
Waitâwhy is it so deepâ?
The fall lasted longer than I expected untilâ
Thud!
The impact rattled through me, then stopped. I blinked rapidly, trying to adjust. It took me a second to realize heâd already set me down gently on solid ground.
The sight before me stole my words.
A vast cavern stretched out beneath what had already been an underground tomb. Natural, yesâbut not entirely untouched by human hands. Here and there, faintly glowing minerals studded the stone walls, bathing the air in soft light.
âLuminous stones,â Tyroc murmured, noticing where I looked.
Ah, so they were indeed stones.
âTheyâre beautiful,â I said.
âNever seen them before,â he admitted.
Then they must be rare. To think the entire cavern glittered with such stones! As I lingered in awe, Tyroc had already started walking. If the tomb above was a great circular plaza, this one below was a smaller reflection of itâanother round chamber, but lined with occasional stone pillars.
We had landed at the far edge. Beyond the pillars, something lay hidden in the center, unseen. I started to move, but his voice stopped me again.
âStay here.â
âWhy?â
He paused mid-stride, half-turned, and gave me a sidelong look. For a brief second, disbelief flickered in his eyesâas though he couldnât quite fathom someone talking back to him. But instead of getting angry, his lips curved in amusement.
âIf a monster shows up, Iâll offer you as bait and run for my life.â