Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C70
by berryChapter 70
There was no way a monster could exist here⊠ah, right. That was his reverse way of speaking againâit probably meant he intended to go ahead first and confirm that it was safe. Still, I didnât like that interpretation either.
I wasnât about to just stand there. I stepped forward deliberately, speaking with mocking nonchalance.
âBe careful. If a monster shows up, you might end up teaming up with it to attack the Grand DukeâŠâ
I froze.
The instant I rounded the pillar, I stopped walkingâand my words cut off as well. Standing rigid, staring straight ahead, I heard his puzzled voice behind me.
âWhat is it?â
Slowly, I turned toward Tyroc. He had halted a few steps ahead of meâfive, maybe six paces away.
âDonât go any farther.â
His brow arched slightly, but he turned his head in the direction heâd been about to walk, then asked sharply,
âWhat do you see?â
I wanted to throw the question back at him. Did he really not see that?
Before us stretched a dome-shaped barrier, vast enough to touch the ceiling of the cavern. The surface was latticed like a net, yet shrouded entirely in black energy. The dark, smoke-like aura that shimmered around it made my skin crawl. I knew at onceâ
That thing was sealing the Divine Beast inside. And judging from the faint reflection, the Divine Beast was likely within the pond beyond the barrier.
A deep, dark-blue poolâits depth impossible to gauge. I lowered my gaze to my wrist.
âYouâre trapped in there?â
The tail didnât move, but the small head turned toward the pond. That was answer enough. I shifted my eyes back to Tyroc.
âStep back. Thereâs a huge pond just ahead, covered by an enormous barrier. But that barrier feels⊠terribly unpleasant.â
Tyroc scanned the space with cold eyes before asking,
âUnpleasant how?â
Good question. Why did it feel so awful? Because of the color? The net-like pattern?
No. When had I ever cared about appearances? I frowned but couldnât pinpoint the reason.
âI donât know. But itâs real.â
He didnât need proof. I expected skepticismâbut instead, he said simply,
âUnderstood.â
And with that, he stepped back from the dark barrier.
For all the shock of seeing this cursed thing, it was his reaction that surprised me more.
âYou trust me?â
He gave a small, crooked smile, bent down, and picked up a loose stone from the ground. Without a word, he threw it toward the barrier Iâd indicated. The stone arced through the airâbut no sound of impact followed. Instead, the moment it touched the dark surface, it turned instantly to ash, scattering across the floor.
What in the world⊠that thing incinerated solid rock?!
Unlike my stunned reaction, Tyrocâs expression didnât waver. Yet his eyes glinted fiercely as he stared at the ashesâanger burning in that golden hue. No matter how detached he seemed, seeing the Divine Beast imprisoned in such a place clearly enraged him.
âSo the Divine Beast is inside that thing?â
He spoke as he looked to my wrist. Following his gaze, I saw the Divine Beastâs small head still fixed silently on the pond. I asked softly,
âDo you know how to break that dark barrier?â
[Dorgo.]
âSo Dorgo created it. Meaning only he can destroy it.â
I was about to explain this to Tyroc when heat surged up my arm and a voice echoed inside my head.
âObtain the key first, child.â
It was the Divine Beastâs voiceâbut it sounded exactly like my grandmother again. The tone still unsettled me, and I responded a beat too late.
âWhere is the key?â
âI gave it to Borhumi.â
Borhumi? For a second, I thought it meant Zab, but then I realized it referred to his ancestorâBorhumi, long ago.
âWhat does the key look like?â
âA key is a key.â
Ah, rightâIâd forgotten how cryptic non-human beings could be. Fortunately, the Divine Beast wasnât completely incomprehensible.
âSeek that which should be cherished, but is not.â
âThatâs too vague. Canât you give me a clearer hint?â
But instead of clarifying, my grandmotherâs voice imparted another message.
âIf you take the key, my contract with Borhumi will end. You must find a new one to succeed me.â
I froze. So that was why the Divine Beast had suddenly invaded my thoughts.
It wanted me to find its next contractor? That was⊠quite the burden.
âDo you wish to choose Koon?â
I couldnât answer right away. If I made that choice, would Tyroc be able to fully wield Borhumiâs divine power? But he already had a familyâs guardian spiritâone everyone assumed had vanished but was merely slumbering.
âHe already has a Divine Beast. Can I still choose him?â
No answer. The warmth faded from my body, leaving only silence. The little spiritâs head remained turned toward its imprisoned body, motionless as if nothing had happened.
Then, a low call reached me.
âRue.â
I blinked and turned. Tyroc was watching, and I realized Iâd been silent for far too long. I owed him some explanation.
âThe Divine Beast said it gave the key to Borhumi. If we retrieve it, that should release the seal.â
I hesitated, then added my assumption.
âIf thatâs the case, Zab probably canât use the Divine Beastâs power at all. But it didnât tell me what the key looks like or where exactly it is. Only that I should find something meant to be cherished but neglected.â
âUnderstood.â
âWhat do you mean, understood? Do you know what the key is?â
He began walking, casting me a slightly pitying look.
âIt means I know what to do once weâre out of here.â
Ah⊠wait. Together?
Once we got out, couldnât we just part ways? I swallowed the words rising in my throat. It wouldnât hurt to have him involved in finding the key. Actually, it would probably help a lot.
So, I pointed out the barrierâs position precisely, just in case.
âBe careful not to touch this area. The walls with the luminous stones are all safe, thoughâŠâ
I trailed off when I noticed the Divine Beastâs tail moving.
[Secret passage.]
âHuh? Thereâs a secret passage here?â
I turned to tell Tyroc quickly, but when I looked down again, the small body coiled around my wrist was already fading.
Instinct told meâthe last of its strength had run out. Until I rescued its true form, I wouldnât see it again.
Maybe thatâs why, even as it disappeared, I couldnât look away from those faintly glowing blue eyes.
âWhatâs wrong?â Tyroc asked.
I couldnât answer at first. I just stared at the fading shape. Maybe because of the voice that sounded like my grandmother, the farewell felt unexpectedly sorrowful.
âThe Divine Beast⊠it vanished.â
Swallowing hard, I managed to speak. Then another thought struck me, and I looked up quickly.
âAre you all right?â
âThe power it granted still lingers.â
Thank goodness.
âBut it wonât last long.â
âWhen will your original power return?â
âWant to give me another kiss?â
What kind of middle-aged flirt was that supposed to be? I stared flatly at him.
âI can give you a beating instead, if thatâll help you focus.â
Instead of getting angry, Tyroc merely chuckled and turned away, striding off as if he had a destination in mind.
âWhere are you going?â
I hurried after him, afraid he might touch the barrier. Luckily, he moved along the wall instead and stopped at the opposite side. Then, unexpectedly, he tapped the stone wall with his sword.
âStep back,â he ordered.
âWhy? Whatâs there?â
âThere are traces of artificial work.â
Traces? Where? I tried to get closer to see, but he extended an arm to stop me. Then he raised his sword high.
Clang!
He drove it into the wall, breaking through with raw strength. I was about to protestâthere was no way he could break through something that thickâbut apparently, he could.
Thud! Thud!
Crack, crash!
After two more strikes, the wall split apart, and chunks of rock tumbled to the floor. A hole wide enough for one person to squeeze through appeared, leading into an empty void beyond.
With that kind of strength, who even needed swordsmanship? He could probably just beat monsters to death.
Half awed, half envious, I approachedâjust as he raised his sword again.
âWait, the holeâs already there!â
Why was he smashing it again? He didnât bother answering, just cast me a sidelong glance and brought his sword down once more.
BOOM!
The impact echoed deafeningly through the cavern, and the wall collapsed again. This time the gap was big enough that we could walk through upright with just a slight bow of the head.
At this point, I was more impressed by his sword than his strength. What material was that thing even made of?
As I eyed his weapon with a mix of jealousy and awe, he stepped through the newly opened passage and extended a hand to me.
âYou can come.â
ââŠâ
âWhat are you waiting for?â
âDonât.â
âWhat?â
âDonât act like youâre helping the weak. If I need help, Iâll ask for it myself.â
I said it firmly, but it didnât workâhis lips curved even more.
âWhat if itâs the other way around?â
âThe other way around?â
âIf Iâm the one weakened and asking for care?â
He waved his still-extended hand slightly.
âTake it.â