Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C83
by berryChapter 83
âLord Zab.â
Dorgo called his name again, more sharply this time, and only then did Zabâs lips partâjust barely.
âThe power of the Divine Beast is gone.â
ââŠWhat do you mean?â
âExactly what I said.â
Zab turned toward him, trembling so violently that his words quivered.
âI canât feel it anymore. The Divine Beastâs powerâcompletely gone! Itâs gone!â
His bloodshot eyes bulged with panic, but Dorgo simply turned to examine the shimmering shield.
âThatâs impossible. The barrier is functioning properly. The Divine Beast couldnât have escaped.â
âThen why has my power vanished?!â
âAre you certain?â
Zab clutched his chest, gasping.
âItâs completely goneâŠ! If I still had even a drop of power, do you think Iâd have stood humiliated in front of everyone like that?!â
His hands trembled uncontrollably as he wheezed for breath.
âIf the barrier is still intact, then how did the Divine Beast disappear?! How did it get out?!â
âIt didnât. It canât get out.â
âThen what? Did itâlike Koonâs Divine Beastâsimply cease to existââ
Zab froze mid-sentence, realization dawning like ice.
If it truly had perished⊠His hands began to shake harder.
âOpen the shield. Quicklyâopen it nowââ
âMy lord, are you suggesting the Divine Beast has perished?â
âJust open it and check! See if the Beast is still thereââ
âI asked if itâs gone!â
Dorgo suddenly grabbed Zabâs shoulders and shouted. Zab stared at him in disbelief, but Dorgo ignored the look and pressed on, voice rising.
âThe only one who can truly know if the Divine Beast has perished is its contractor. Has it died?â
âYouâyou dare speak to me like thatâargh!â
Zabâs voice broke into a scream. Dorgoâs hand was still on his shoulder, and where he grasped, Zabâs clothes smoldered to ash, the flesh beneath blackening and curling away.
Zab collapsed to his knees with a strangled sound, unable to fight back even as one of his shoulders burned to ruin. Dorgoâs eyes gleamed.
âSo, itâs true. You really canât use the Beastâs power anymore.â
âD-Dorgo⊠youâagh!â
Zabâs voice turned into another shriek as Dorgoâs hand slid upward to seize his head.
The Dukeâs once-proud blue hair crackled and turned black, the very scalp beneath burning away. Zabâs screams filled the chamber while Dorgo threw back his head and laughed.
âHa! Hahahaha!â
His laughter echoed off the stone walls, bright with ecstasy.
âAt lastâthe Divine Beast is dead!â
When youâve fought monsters long enough, you grow used to disappointment.
Not that itâs entirely a bad thingâonce youâve learned to meet failure with calm, you stop wallowing and start thinking. You try again.
If you can just get past the temptation to give up midway, you can always find another way.
Thatâs probably how Iâve survived so long in this war against monsters.
Even now, watching our plan crumble before my eyes, I wasnât angry. My mind was already racing.
Weâd assumed Zab, stripped of power, would force Dorgo to lift the shield for himâbut weâd been wrong.
Completely wrong.
Instead of obeying, Dorgo attacked him the moment he realized Zabâs weakness.
âDid⊠did he just kill the Duke of BorhumiâŠ?â
Haas whispered, swallowing hard. His shock was understandableâeven we hadnât expected this.
Solongo once told me how deeply the people of Tubain revered their Divine Beasts. For someone like Dorgo to celebrate its deathâit defied belief.
We were watching everything from the hidden tunnel weâd blasted open earlier. Haas, for all his dramatics, was an exceptionally skilled mage, and he carried a collection of useful artifacts. One of them, a concealment device, kept us unseen while allowing us to hear Dorgoâs every word.
âZab, this is all thanks to you,â Dorgo declared, voice trembling with delight. âNow that the Beastâs power is gone, the sealed gate can finally be opened! Borhumiâs land will become the cradle of the holy monsterâs descent!â
It sounded like the kind of line a villain would shout in a cheap playâbut none of us were laughing.
The sealed gate.
My mind immediately jumped to the lakeâits dried basin, its carpet of blood.
Blood that monsters craved.
So the lake was never just a symbolâit was a summoning ground.
There mustâve been a rift below it once, a passage from which those creatures emerged. I was still piecing it together when a dull thud drew my gaze back.
Dorgo had shoved Zabâs head aside, letting the manâs body crumple limply to the floor. His face was caked in blood, features unrecognizable, and his chest no longer moved.
A pathetic, meaningless deathâbut one I had no time to mourn.
Dorgo lifted a hand and traced a magic circle in the air. Whatever he was preparing, it wasnât to release the Divine Beastâs sealâhe was facing away from it.
If he wasnât here for the shield, then⊠Damn itâheâs planning to leave!
I took an involuntary step forward. We canât let him escape.
Tyroc must have reached the same conclusion, because the moment we lunged toward him, a portal opened at Dorgoâs feet. He turned his head slightly, as if sensing us.
âKoon Tyroc?â he murmured, eyebrows lifting in mild surprise. âWhat are you doing here?â
âYou donât need to know.â
Tyrocâs lips curved in a thin, dangerous smile as he raised his sword. I tightened my grip on my club beside him.
My priority wasnât Dorgoâit was the shield. If we didnât remove it, the Divine Beast would remain trappedâor worse, corrupted.
Still, I needed Dorgo distracted.
âYour Grace,â I said quickly, feigning urgency, âIâve located the first black stone embedded in the seal. We need to destroy it firstâto confirm whether the Beast has truly perished!â
Tyroc looked at me in brief confusion, but Dorgoâs head snapped toward the direction Iâd indicated. Perfect.
âMo,â I ordered silently. Mark that location. Exact coordinates.
But when Dorgo turned back, his eyes blazed with realization. The glassy gleam in them sharpened with fury.
âYou dare try such a petty trick?â
He lifted his hand toward me. A glowing circle flared beneath my feetâand the ground gave way.
Before I could react, Tyroc seized my waist and leapt backward, carrying me with him. The black pit at my feet erupted, spewing dark smoke like a living thing that surged toward us.
âHaas! Block it!â
Tyrocâs command was nearly drowned out by the thunderous sound that followed.
BOOM!
A deafening blast ripped through the corridor. Haas was flung backward, rolling across the floor with a strangled groan.
âUghâŠâ
Heâd managed to block part of the attack but clearly at great cost.
Dorgo, on the other hand, had barely lifted a finger.
If Haas was one of Tyrocâs strongest mages, and Dorgo could overwhelm him so effortlessly⊠just how powerful was this man?
He raised his hand again, and this time, the magic circle blooming beneath his feet was far larger.
âThat smug bastardâŠâ I hissed.
I tore free from Tyrocâs grasp, snatched a loose stone from the fallen wall, and hurled it into the air. Then I swung my club with all my might.
Mo instantly calculated the arc, marking a glowing line toward the target.
Crack!
The stone soared perfectly along its path and struck Dorgo square in the headâonly to shatter against an invisible barrier.
The ambush failed, but not without gainâit forced him to stop casting. Tyroc seized the moment, lunging forward.
Even drained from earlier battles, lightning flared once more along his blade, roaring like a storm.
KR-RAAAASH!
His strike shattered part of the ceiling above Dorgo, raining debris down. But when the dust cleared, the man was gone. In his place, a fading portal shimmered.
âCoward,â I spat, but the word caught in my throat.
Because as the light died, Tyroc collapsed to one kneeâthen both.
A wet cough tore from his chest, dark blood splattering the stone.
This time, he wasnât just exhausted. He was breaking.