Started translating this for fun and now Iâm emotionally bankrupt but too invested to quit every chapter feels like getting punched by god and I keep saying âone moreâ like a liar i hope you’ll love it too
Salvation Through Delusion C84
by berryChapter 84
âYour Grace!â
Haas rushed forward, catching Tyroc just as he staggered. Somehow, the Grand Duke managed to brace himself on his sword and force his trembling body upright. He looked toward the spot where Dorgo had vanished, his voice low and fierce.
âI can still catch him.â
âYes, of course. He must have gone to the lake.â
Tyroc gave a short nod, agreeing, before glancing at Haas. The mage swallowed hard, understanding his unspoken command.
âT-The lake, meaning the Crystal Lake, right? But Your Grace, in that condition? You can barely use your strength!â
âOpen it.â
âBut⊠understood.â
Though visibly unsettled, Haas bit his lip and began tracing a portal. As the air shimmered, Tyroc started toward itâthen paused and turned to me.
âAnd you?â
âI need to destroy this damn shield.â
He studied me for a moment, saying nothing. Then, instead of arguing, he looked at Haas.
âYouâll stay and follow Rueâs orders.â
âWhaâfollow Adeye Rueâs orders?â
Haas pointed at me, disbelief written all over his face, but one glance at Tyrocâs expressionless stare silenced him immediately.
âY-Yes, understood.â
Tyrocâs grip on his sword tightened as he gave me one last look, then stepped into the portal. The light flickeredâand he was gone.
As the portal closed, I turned to the task at hand. Behind me, Haas finally gave in to the questions heâd been holding back, but I didnât have the patience to answer.
âMo, mark the point Dorgo was staring at.â
At my command, a red dot appeared beneath one of the glowing stones embedded in the wall. I tightened my hold on my club and stepped toward it, warning Haas without turning around.
âStep back. If this isnât the first black stone, we could die.â
âWhat? The first black stone? Waitâare you trying to destroy the shield?! No! Donâtâ!â
His speech slipped between formal and frantic as he shouted, voice pitching higher.
âYou canât! The first black stone canât be found! Only Dorgoâor that lunatic black mageâknew where it was⊠wait, donâtââ
I ignored him and lightly tapped the wall with my club.
Thunk.
The sound was deceptively soft, but deep cracks instantly spidered across the stone. I kicked the fractured wall, and a cascade of small black stones tumbled out, clattering onto the floor in a dark, glittering flood. There had to be over a hundred of them.
A curse rose unbidden to my lips.
That sly bastard, Dorgo.
âUgh! Those are all black stones! Donât touch themâdonât you dare! If we mess with black magic stones, weâll die on the spot! Not just usâthe whole castle will blow up!â
Haasâs shriek echoed around the chamber, and for once, I didnât doubt him.
So black stones really were that dangerous.
Good to know. I stepped closer anyway.
I didnât exactly have a planâjust a hunch. If Dorgo meant to return here later, he might have marked the one that mattered.
Then I saw it.
Among the heap, one stone leaked faint wisps of shadow like smoke. Instinct prickled through me.
Youâre the one.
I picked it up and set it on the ground. Without looking back, I warned, âStand back.â
âWhatâwait, are you trying toââ
Before he could finish, my club came down.
Crack.
The black stone shattered with a faint spark. I froze, counting the seconds. Nothing happened.
Did it work?
I turned toward the shieldâit still pulsed with that sickly, oily light. Then Haas gasped.
âWhâwhat is that?!â
His horror was directed at the barrier itself. The dark shimmer that only I had seen before was now visible to others.
Guess I owed Bichon a thank-you next time I saw them.
âOnce the first black stone breaks, there shouldnât be any more risk, right?â I asked.
âW-Well, theoretically⊠yes, butââ
âThatâs good enough.â
I lifted my club again.
âWaitâwhere are youâ!â
Haas trailed off, watching in helpless disbelief as I swung the club straight at the black shield.
No sound came from the impactâonly the sharp whistle of displaced air.
Whoosh, whoosh.
Each strike echoed, but the barrier remained intact. An unbreakable wallâno wonder it had contained a Divine Beast.
Still, giving up wasnât in my nature.
âMo.â
[Zab often touched one section of the shield when verifying its presence. Thereâs a high chance of a weak point there.]
Ah. Of course.
I sprinted to the spot where Zab had fallen. Mo marked the area with a red light, but I hardly needed itâthe shimmer there was noticeably thinner.
Whoosh!
My club swung down, again and again. One strike, two, threeâeach blow heavier than the last, until my breath came ragged.
Behind me, Haas groaned in exasperation.
âWhy are you even doing this?! What is this shield, and why are you trying to break it? Iâm risking my life helping you; the least you can do isââ
âThereâs a Divine Beast trapped inside it.â
âAâwhat?!â
His voice thundered through the cavern, but I barely heard him.
Please. Just break.
Then, at lastâ
Zzzt.
A faint tearing sound, like fabric splitting under tension.
I froze and looked up. A thin crack ran across the surface of the shield. Haas saw it too.
âWh-What is that club made of?! You could kill a monster with that thing!â
Could I really? Maybe I should try it later.
But before the thought could settle, another sound followed.
Riiip.
The crack spread, multiplying like veins through glass. Slow but unstoppable, it crawled across the entire barrier, spreading toward the lake below.
I could only watch, breath held.
âGet back!â Haas shouted, grabbing my arm and yanking me backward.
Before I could respond, the shield shuddered violently. A blinding light burst through the cracks, flooding the cavern like an explosion of dawn.
The entire chamber was swallowed in radiant blue.
I threw an arm over my eyes, squinting against the brilliance that cut like ice. For a few heartbeats, it felt endless. Then, as suddenly as it had come, the light receded. The catacombs fell back into shadow.
Panting, I lowered my armâand froze.
The underground lake rippled.
But it wasnât water.
A massive coil shifted, glimmering blue beneath the surface. Then, slowly, the head of a serpent rose from the depths.
It rose higher, and higher still, until its body brushed the ceiling, five long tails fanning out behind it like a peacockâs display. The sheer scale filled the chamber and then some.
My heart poundedânot from fear, but awe. The air itself trembled with divine pressure. I couldnât move, couldnât speak, only stare as the creatureâs ancient eyes met mine.
It was like plunging into the deepest part of the sea, swallowed by endless blue. Terrifyingâand breathtaking.
When the serpentâs form began to fade, disappointment stirred in my chest. Leaving already?
And then, inside my mind, a voice spoke.
âI shall return, my child.â
It was the voice of my grandmotherâgentle, familiar, and impossibly tender. She used to call me âchildâ long after Iâd grown up, and hearing it again struck something deep.
So even after the Divine Beast vanished, I stood frozen for a long time.
A light touch on my arm broke the trance. Haas looked at me, his expression grim.
âWhatâs wrong?â
That was when I realizedâI was the only one who had seen it.
ââŠNothing,â I murmured.
He didnât look convinced, but he didnât argue. Instead, he bent down and began gathering black stones from the floor.
âWhat are you doing?â
âWell, uh⊠theyâre valuable. Expensive. Very, actually.â
ââŠ.â
ââŠWant to help?â
ââŠSure.â
We shoveled as many as we could into our pouches. A quest wasnât truly over until you looted the rewards, after all. Once my bag was satisfyingly heavy, I stood.
âLetâs go. We need to help the Grand Duke.â
Haasâs face hardened, and a new portal shimmered into being.
The moment we stepped through, the sound that greeted us froze my blood.
âKki-ri-hiit.â
The unmistakable cry of a monster.